JIWO PROMISE

Faithful In The Past

That morning Jiwo deliberately set off much earlier in the morning to be able to 'catch wet' Ayu who will put food supplies on her desk.

Still forty-five minutes away from the office start, but Jiwo already sits sweetly in his work chair while looking for a list of songs for his friend to work.

But before that he grabbed a frame that he had been keeping in the deepest place of his drawer.

Pigura stole it from Witri's house first.

This morning he remembered Witri. And he misses.

But he was also fully aware, his longing was already off-limits. Especially love.

With a heavy heart Jiwo cupped the frame on his desk.

Later if his heart is still stubborn to want to force to see the photo, at least he does not need to put his entire arm to be able to reach the frame into the drawer.

Fifteen minutes cool itself with its activities, the tail of his eyes caught the arrival of someone who seemed to have stopped his steps immediately.

"Tumben you've come, Wo." said Ayu with a sweet smile staring at Jiwo who stared casually at him without a smile.

Ayu was not happy to see it.

Jiwo never returned anyone's smile to her. But this time why is Jiwo cold?

Did something happen?

"I was waiting on you to talk

something, Yu." said Jiwo straight to the point.

Ayu's heart immediately pounded.

Is Jiwo going to shoot him? His face was so tense...

One corner of Ayu's heart began to dream beautifully. Unknowingly her small curled lips formed a smile.

"What did you say? Seriously like it." said Ayu while putting a box of white supplies from the bag that had been lined up on the table Jiwo.

Jiwo glanced at the box.

"I beg you not to give me any more food or anything, Yu'. I'm not good you keep loving. I don't want anyone to misunderstand later." Jiwo said as he looked at Ayu with a serious look.

Ayu seemed shocked by Jiwo's words to her just now.

"Who would misunderstand? I have no boyfriend. You don't have a boyfriend, do you?" asked Ayu with a slightly doubtful tone.

"But don't be so good with me anymore. I used to be like another girl to me. Yea?" pinta Jiwo is still trying softly.

"I don't mind doing all this, Wo. Really." said Ayu reassured Jiwo.

"Do you like to feed others?" jiwo asked who was greeted by nods many times Ayu's head.

"If so you can love someone other than me.Liar evenly who get free food from you.Definitely many who want and like your gift. Moreover, your cooking is good." Jiwo said with a smile.

Ayu stared at Jiwo.

He knew Jiwo was trying to make a firm line between the two of them.

Jiwo wants them to keep their distance. But Ayu doesn't want that.

For several months, there has been no development in his approach, but at least Jiwo wants to receive his attention in the form of food in every morning.

Jiwo never refused like today.

But if now the guy says firmly not to give him any more food, why?

Has there been a heart that has possessed Jiwo without his knowledge?

Is nia?

"Why don't you want my food again?" ask Ayu with a flat face.

"Not want anymore. I still want to be told one day to eat your food again. I'm just asking you not to be a habit. Not good with the others, Yu'. We have nothing to do but friendship" Jiwo said calmly but made Ayu's heart hit.

"I don't mind every day this napiapin for you, Wo" said Ayu remained insistent.

"Make what? You don't have to bother like this. I can make my own breakfast" Jiwo said more firmly.

"But I want to, Wo. I want." said Ayu quickly with a nose that began to flower deflated emotions.

His steps are getting closer to the position of Jiwo who is still sitting in his chair.

Ayu was already standing two steps in front of him.

"I don't want to, Yu.Please. Don't make me owe you too much" Jiwo said

Jiwo rushes to his feet in anticipation of the shocking move that Ayu might be able to make on him. Hugging her for example.

He then sat on his desk with guerrilla hands behind his body so that his pan tat would not sit on the mouse or even nudge his glass which he had forgotten was positioned next to where.

But what happened instead his hand nudged the edge of the frame and shifted to the corner of the table.

Ayu's eyes immediately stared suspiciously at the collapsed frame.

Before Jiwo realized the situation, Ayu had been quick to reach the frame and see the inhabitants.

Ayu shook her eyes as the smiling face of the girl towards her.

Jiwo who had just realized the situation just now, was only fixated against Ayu's gaze on him.

"Because of where?" ayu asked while holding out the frame to Jiwo.

A speck of tears was already rolling quickly across his cheek.

Without a word, the photo on the frame was able to crush Ayu's heart.

Took away all his hopes and fantasies about being loved and owned by Jiwo.

There was another girl who preceded him manifest and had his wishful thinking.

Jiwo accepted the frame without saying a word.

"Whose man is he?" asked Ayu while removing the circle of tears that returned about to pass through her cheeks.

"Jogja." Jiwo replied clearly.

Ayu smiled bitterly.

"You've had LDRs all this time?" ask Ayu even though by strengthening her heart.

Jiwo looked at Ayu and shook his head slightly.

"Our problem is not important for you to know, Yu" Jiwo said slowly.

Jiwo did not want to answer anything about Witri. Especially about their relationship.

But Jiwo did not want all of that to be a public conversation.

Let her own love story and heartbreak know.

And if this time the photo will be able to keep Ayu away from him, Jiwo is very grateful for it.

At least Witri is still 'applicable' special to him.

Ayu smiled wryly. In his heart he was ashamed of himself by Jiwo's words just now.

Yes, she was very curious about the story of Jiwo and the girl.

Although it is true that is the reality, but Ayu also has a shame if it reads so.

"Deal yes...There is no more lunchbox on my desk every morning" Jiwo said at last as he looked at Ayu with a smile.

The smile was not a consolation for Ayu at this time.

But the smile he liked was like a sharp webbed smile of a dagger to his heart.

It made his heart bleed and pain immeasurably.

Ayu was heartbroken this morning.

"Yu'.." call Jiwo because Ayu just looks at him blankly.

"Yes! I'm not sending you breakfast anymore. Anyway why do I take care of eating people's men." said Ayu with a bitter smile even forced herself to laugh.

His voice was so clear it sounded so discordant.

Jiwo forced himself to laugh.

"You're right. Why take care of me." said Jiwo with a clumsy smile.

Ayu nodded slowly.

He has to accept all this.

He lost in his struggle to get Jiwo's love.

It hurts so bad.

If not embarrassed, Ayu already wants to cry roaring at this time.

Both are silent again.

Jiwo was going to ask Ayu to still consider him a friend like before, but Jiwo finally chose to shut up.

It's hard to just change a feeling.

Let it be like this first.

Ayu must also need time to reconcile with her own feelings.

Hopefully later over time, there will be someone who can make Ayu forget the pain today.

Or even someday Ayu will be grateful not to be with him.

"alright. I went back to the front first." say Ayu finally after not also seen Jiwo will say something.

It was not easy to say the words just now for Ayu.

His feet were on the floor and it was very difficult to move.

a mountain of shame on oneself for feeling loved by the wrong heart, weighed heavily on him this time.

Ayu was just about to turn around when the sound of Ruslan entering the wide room that was still quiet.

"Well your behavior on! This is how you do in the morning. Your spiritual physical breakfast, Wo?" ruslan asked with a soft laugh.

Ayu only smiled wryly and then rushed over from there without greeting Ruslan.

"I wasn't called, Yu'?" ask Ruslan astonished.

"No!" ayu replied without looking.

"I'm very proud." - said Ruslan who had not yet realized the situation.

"Eh, how come there's no free breakfast this morning, Wo?" ruslan asked quickly as his eyes flashed to the corner of Jiwo's desk, where normally there were two boxes of food there.

"There will be no more. His charity has gone out of business" Jiwo said while chuckling.

"Resign with them?" ruslan asked with a pompous face and astonishment.

"Yes. As of today there are no more free food from Ayu and Nia" Jiwo said with a smile of relief.

"Not cool if the gini.." Ruslan's murmur did not accept because there was no more free food.

Jiwo did not respond to Ruslan's remarks.

"Should you mind Ayu? Yesterday when I went home I saw you talking seriously with Nia. What do you think they are doing today and there is no food supply anymore?" ruslan asked with a probing look at Jiwo.

"I asked them to stop feeding me. I don't want to owe them too much" Jiwo said casually.

"Aaa.must be quiet on your desk" said Ruslan while nodding in understanding.

"Both of you refuse, Woo?" ask Ruslan to get kepo.

"Reject what? They don't do anything." elak Jiwo.

"Allah! We are this big. Must know the codes of love of the opposite sex." Ruslan.

Jiwo laughed softly.

"Not trying to accept one first, Woo?" ask Ruslan curiously.

"The son of their man was not an experimental substance. Especially about taste. You're bad!" sergeant Jiwo while tilting his index finger in front of his forehead.

"Make no interlude papa, Wo." said Ruslan while chuckling.

"Your nut!" exclaimed Jiwo with an annoyed face.

Ruslan's getting ripped off.

"You have no opponent, Wo" Ruslan said in between his laughter.

Jiwo grimaced sadly inwardly.

I am loyal to the past.

...💧💧💧 b e r sa m b u n g 💧💧💧...

Papa is not long...😅