
Jiwo and Ruslan say goodbye after a nurse tells him that Ifah has awakened.
Jiwo did not want to take a look at the condition of Ifah at this time.That he did so that Ifah did not misunderstand his existence this time.
He didn't want the girl to have any more hope for him.
After all, his intention had come just to abort the title of King Tega that Ruslan would pin on him.
"Please don't tell Ifah that I'm here, ma'am." pinta Jiwo said goodbye to Ifah's mother.
"To...why? Wouldn't it be good for her to get excited again?" ask Ifah's mother not understand.
"It will be very bad for his psychological state going forward. He will continue to hope for me who can no longer be with him. If he is heartbroken again and wants to repeat his actions like this again how? You want to take the risk?" ask Jiwo flat. Ifah's mother shook her head quickly.
"Why should you cheer her up later?" ask Ifah's mother to start crying.
"Strigger him without giving him false hope. If you are in trouble, you can ask the help of a psychiatric expert how good" said Jiwo softly. For a long time he did not have the heart to also be hard on his parents.
"People who have tried to commit suicide tend to try to repeat their actions again, Mom. Please take this seriously and wisely." Ruslan added. Jiwo nodded confirming.
"I can only pray for the inner birth of Ifah to recover quickly." continued Jiwo again sincerely before passing from the presence of Ifah's parents who still stand glued.
Yes, however, Ifah was once an important part of his life journey.
The girl had also been one of the goals of her many future dreams. Jiwo could not have just gotten rid of the name Ifah with great heart and heartless.
"How do you feel?" ruslan asked as the two of them were sitting in one of the tent stalls enjoying a chicken porridge breakfast outside of the hospital.
Jiwo raised next to his eyebrows.
"I'm fine." replied Jiwo but got a look of disbelief from Ruslan's eyes.
"Really! I'm OK." insisted Jiwo while smiling knots. "Yaaaa.slightly feel guilty towards Ifah. But do not regret parting with him." continued Jiwo casually.
Ruslan developed his smile.
"I was worried that you would continue to want to reverse the same ifah. Thank goodness you stick with the initial decision" Ruslan said with a smile.
"Why would I turn it back to Ifah?" jiwo asked deliberately teasingly.
"You can be sure you'll be his prisoner for the rest of your life. You will continue to lose with the threat of suicide later if you give up on him this time. In many cases, a person sacrifices his own happiness just so that someone does not kill himself. I think that's a ridiculous sacrifice. Very silly and to lol." Ruslan said while occasionally interspersed with chews and mouthfuls.
Jiwo also thinks so.
The happiness of our lives is our own responsibility.
We make our lives happy or unhappy. Happiness does not need to be sought outside of ourselves. Happy is what we create.
So if someone says they can't be happy without someone, it's a bullsh*t for Jiwo.
We can be happy with or without someone even with different taste levels.
But at least we can still be happy if we want to.
Happiness exists not only because we are capable, but because we want to be.
"Jomblo again?" ledek Ruslan. Jiwo just chuckled softly.
"No papa. Let you first taste how heaven feels" Jiwo said later.
"Two months left. It's still a long time to get rid of the paradise of his world" Ruslan said with a smile.
"That's it if you don't block the red cross on H day" Jiwo said.
"Waaah, yes don't cross red first dong." said Ruslan with a worried tone.
"Yes is supplied with the date of her marriage. Don't be near the red cross day." suggested Jiwo.
"I didn't even think about it until there! I asked Adel later, he gets his monthly guest every date" Ruslan said as if he had just been enlightened.
"Don't tell Adel that you inspired me about the monthly guest question" Ruslan said again full of threats to Jiwo who then giggled.
"It just crossed my head to talk to Adel" said Jiwo deliberately to mock Ruslan alone.
In practice, where would he want to talk about such problems with other girls? Just like her own boyfriend, she did not want to talk about it that way. Make what? After all, he never did things that must pay attention to the schedule of his lover's month.
He used to know ifah's schedule came months also only through the incident if Ifah was invited to pray did not want. That's a sign that the girl is being impeded by mandatory monthly.
It will be different if it is husband and wife later. The schedule of coming wife month is something that must be known by husbands to maintain emotional stability, wkwkwk...
"Don't forget to bring a new pot if you come to my wedding tomorrow" Ruslan said as he pointed at Jiwo with his warm tea straw.
"New coupling is easy. I must have brought it." replied Jiwo in a jumawa style.
"Who are you after? Temen your office?" asked Ruslan immediately curious.
"Nothing! When do I pick up the lyrics of other girls. I'm a peerless loyal type." sergeant Jiwo while grunting. Ruslan laughed at Jiwo's snort because he understood his best friend's annoyance.
"It turns out that the faithful are still useless." led Ruslan before bursting laughter.
"Your bun!" sumpat Jiwo then shot Ruslan with orange ice water through his suction.
"An jrit!" sumpat Ruslan because the front shirt is wet by Jiwo shot.
"Saucer!" jiwo smiled triumphantly.
"You promised yourself yes, tomorrow come to my show bring a trailer. If you are determined to come alone, you can not ask for a photo with his bride." threatening Ruslan who got a sneer Jiwo.
"Who wants to take a photo with you? There is your wife who wants the same photo I will." ledek Jiwo who makes Ruslan grimace keki.
In the pull back, Adelia is one of the girls who also likes Jiwo but never Jiwo respond to his feelings, and in the end Ruslan knows that Adelia once put her heart on Jiwo.
Ruslan found out when he saw Adelia crying after Jiwo confirmed his feelings at the time. Ruslan who has long put his heart on Adel can take advantage of the situation in the days after it well to make Adel fall in love even now almost married.
"I used to tell the man who broke Adel's heart. Not knowing you. Asem." kekeh Ruslan while trying to punch Jiwo's arm but missed because Jiwo kinked.
"No!" sahut Ruslan was quick with a laugh.
"Thank you for rejecting Adel" Ruslan said, smiling cheerfully.
"Same-same." Jiwo replied back laughing.
"I'm glad Adel's finally with you. She's a good girl. You can definitely make each other happy later" said Jiwo with a serious face while still smiling.
"Aamiinu. Pray for us, Wo." Ruslan's reply was no less serious.
"Surely it is."
Jiwo still enjoys the air of Borneo all day before he returns to work tomorrow. Jakarta Capital.
Leaving Kalimantan with her love story that ran aground.
Leaving behind his dreams and dreams of having a beautiful household with Ifah.
Ah, it seems like Borneo always breaks her heart.
I hope I will find my love on the island of Java.
Start another new episode of his love journey with no one else.
May whoever prepares the future for him, Allah will bless him and make things easier.
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Day left her office parking lot smiling herself behind the helmet glass she accidentally closed in front of her face to cover her smile from others.
She's been blooming with her own expectations ever since.
From being a listener of random chat friends about the problem of 'doorstoppers' that make headaches to chat about the pregnancy period of each wife, the day is like getting enlightenment.
When the conversation offended the mother for women after giving birth that was discussed by Kang Dedi earlier, Hari immediately remembered this morning saw two large-size packages of Witri sanitary napkins that were still intact.
It could be interpreted two months Witri did not use the pads.
That means Witri is not coming to the moon.
Which means there's a chance Witri's pregnant.
Impregnated.
One word that always rotated in the head of Day without daring to say in front of anyone since.
Is that really the assumption?
Why didn't Witri tell her she was pregnant?
Or Witri has not realized her pregnancy?
It could have been. Moreover, the last two months Witri looks very tired every time she comes home from work.
Witri once said his office was holding updates and fireplaces in the administration and Witri was of course involved in it.
"Tidying up data is like working to dismantle an old warehouse" Witri complained a few days ago to him.
Administrative ordering and cleaning is deliberately done because it has just been discovered there is financial misappropriation by manipulating data.
It was fortunate that Witri had not been involved at all in that before.
The company's internal investigation was very quiet and exhausting for the 'clean-up' team that Witri was in.
If calculated about two months this is indeed the chat material Witri is still about it anyway.
Hari suspects Witri is too focused on the job to forget the schedule came his month missed twice.
It should have been five days ago when Witri came by the moon. But until noon today Witri still prayed when Hari called him at lunchtime.
Pharmacies.
Day immediately turned his motorbike to the courtyard of a small pharmacy located right next to a fairly crowded fork.
With a little shame Hari asked to be given some brands of testpack in the pharmacy.
The pharmacy guard girl also held five brands of testpacks that were immediately paid for Hari with a heart full of hope and joy.
Taking off from the cashier and about to open the pharmacy exit, a call from Witri went into his cell phone. With a smile Hari received the call by standing beside the outside of the pharmacy door so as not to hinder other visitors.
"Assalamualaikum, Jeng." greeted Hari cheerfully.
"Wa'alaikumussalam, Mas. I'm in my office, right?" ask Witri from across the call
"Yes, Honey. Ten minutes until. I stopped by the pharmacy for a while." replied Hari with a smile of her own looking at the plastic which she then put in the pocket of her large striped uniform pants.
Unknowingly patted her softly that pocket with a smile.
"Sickness? Buy what medicine?" asked Witri with a worried tone.
"Not sick. Just buy red medicine. At home will run out." replied Hari quickly while lowering her face hiding a smile that did not want to be hidden from her face earlier.
Ah I can't wait to ask Witri to wear that testpack
He was worried that the people who saw him later thought he was a little agile because of his own smiles.
But his smile faded as he suddenly heard a horn that was so loud as it drew closer to him accompanied by many screams around him and when he was not fully aware of what was happening around him, Day just felt something hit her really hard from the front and made her chest so tight, then the next second it was all dark for her.
...💧💧 b e r. s a m b u n g 💧💧...
I gotaaaanggggg 😨😨😨😨😨