JIWO PROMISE

Uneasily

Witri stared at a photo in his grasp with a heart that was still in ruins.

Not better than the last few days.

Even today was the peak it felt like he just wanted to explode so that there would be no more tightness and sadness in his heart.

It's changed days. Almost two o'clock in the morning.

And ten o'clock in the morning is the wedding ceremony with Mas Hari.

It was not the joy and happiness that encompassed his heart, but instead the guilt and despair that stoned him.

On the soft elus of the face in the photo.

"Our destiny why is this so stragic, Wo? Why is it like this?" muttered Witri with tears down her cheeks.

Always quickly he wiped his tears so as not to obey the only photo of Jiwo that he had.

The photo was given by Lukman who was entrusted to Astuti, his girlfriend Lukman first.

"Said Lukman the photo is more valuable to you than to keep it" Astuti said as he handed the photo to Witri who was shocked and happy.

Astuti said that can be told from Lukman, Jiwo alone does not have the photo. So this photo is indeed only one and for Witri.

Witri held the photo in her chest.

"I have to be sincere, right, Wo? Even though destiny is not what I want. I want you, not Mas Hari." murmured Witri again with tears that came back.

Stuffy.

Very sad.

Even pilu is no longer the right word to be a picture of his feelings at this time.

But what can he do?

Witri hopes that time will stop at this time and there will be no ten hours later and the next time.

So that there is no story of the household that must be lived with Mas Hari from later until the end of their destiny later.

Being a wife but not Jiwo being her husband.

Oh God, will I be able?

Yesterday afternoon Witri even ventured to vent with his mama. Tell him that he is very doubtful about the marriage that will be in his path.

He did not expect the mercy of his mother would rise and then his mother would cancel the marriage that was in sight.

No. gabe.

He did not have that much courage to be willing to let his mother and extended family bear the shame of a lifetime if the marriage they canceled.

Although then the happiness of his lifetime will be a bet instead.

It'sit's okay. Everything has to be taken care of and sacrificed.

Witri chose to keep the good name and health of all his extended family and sacrifice his feelings alone.

If it has to be difficult, let him alone the difficult.

Mama and other families do not have to be difficult.

The important thing is that his extended family should not be ashamed.

"Doubt is the temptation of marriage. Almost everyone experiences it. No papa. Don't think too much. Genuine. May all your life affairs be launched from tomorrow onwards" said Mamak encouraged but did not have any effect on the heart of Witri.

Witri remained agitated.

Still can not accept with sincerity.

What do I do, Wo?

Did you know I was getting married?

Did you know that I can't wait for you anymore?

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Jiwo tiptoed down from the bunk bed to make a minimum of sound.

He didn't want to disturb the sleeping time of the three friends in the room if he made a row in the middle of the night.

Back very slowly he opened and rushed back to close the room door after he had made it out of the room.

He sat leaning against the outer wall of the room while staring at the crescent moon.

A lot of stars tonight, making the temperature quite cold.

Lucky he wears a t-shirt and long sleeping pants.

Since last night it has not been quiet.

Just a few minutes into his sleep he suddenly woke up with a restless and anxious heart.

The memory of Witri who for some time had managed to make him die of suspended animation since yesterday haunts him again.

It even felt very strong banging on his heart.

"What's wrong with you, Wit?

I'm why the hell?

Witri I can't think about.

He belongs to another man.

Jiwo squeezed his hair.

O Allah...Is there any way that I can know his current state?

I just want to know how he is.

No papa if later my heart must hurt to see her happiness, as long as I know she is happy.

"Allahu Akbar!" Jiwo turned his head in shock towards the sound of Sodik's screams that looked shocked looking at him.

"Just you, Dik." muttered Jiwo with a pouting face because he was so shocked.

"You are the one who is nervous! It's what time you're still alone outside." Sodik said as he passed through to the bathroom two doors away from their room.

After completing his urination, Sodik came back to Jiwo who was still sitting in front of their room.

"Why are you, Wo?" sodik asked as he sat down beside Jiwo.

"I can't sleep." replied Jiwo slowly.

Sodik.

"Such a lie" said Sodik, turning his head against the wall.

"What lie? I can't sleep." Jiwo said.

Sodik laughed again.

"You're thinking heavy. I know it. Think what?" ask Sodik to the point.

Jiwo did not react.

This friend is very easy to read people.

I can't lie to him. So it's free to just tickle him.

"I don't know why, from yesterday I was so nervous. Someone's thoughts continued." Jiwo finally said.

"Your boyfriend?" ask Sodik back to the point.

Ja.

"Former." replied Jiwo quietly with a heavy heart.

We haven't talked about breaking up, have we, Wit?

"Still in love with you?" sodik asked with sympathy.

Jiwo nodded slowly.

With all my heart and soul to this day.

"If you're still in love, you're chasing again. If you're wrong, apologize until he forgives. If he is wrong, please forgive" said Sodik wisely.

Jiwo shook his head slowly.

It's not that easy, brother.

"It is impossible that I pursue a girl who has become a wife of people, Dik" said Jiwo slowly, desperate.

"Is she married?!" sodik asked half-humped.

His face was facing full onto Jiwo's face with a serious look.

"Yes. He is married." replied Jiwo sadly.

Sodik also breathed his sad breath.

"Why do you still think of him?" ask Sodik slowly.

"I have no intention of thinking about him. Ever since I heard she was getting married, I've given up all my hopes and dreams. I keep trying to get everything. I'm not papa, the important thing is that he's happy" Jiwo said slowly, almost like a roar.

Sodik was touched to hear it.

"Usually when we are suddenly restless thinking of someone, he is also thinking of us. If we suddenly remember with a sudden feeling of sadness, he is also sad" said Sodik with a concerned face staring at Jiwo.

The deg!

You sad why Wit?

Jiwo is getting restless.

"Just try to ask the news" said Sodik trying to provide a solution.

"There's nothing I can tell you about him" Jiwo said sadly.

"Cooking? His family? Her friend?" tanya Sodik .

Jiwo back to shake.

"I don't know any of his school friends. His family also I have no trace" said Jiwo sadly.

Sodik looked down concerned.

"Then bring it in prayer. There's no other way. Ask God to make him okay if he's not okay. Ask for peace of heart." said Sodik while smiling encouragingly.

"Let's take wudhu. I also want to pray." said Sodik as he stood up.

Did not wait long Jiwo followed Sodik to take ablution.

There seems to be no other way but to return everything to the Owner of Destiny.

He doesn't have the power to find out about Witri at the moment.

Who else could help him if not his God?

Dear God, please always take care of everyone I love. Happy wherever they are. Give peace and comfort in living this life.

Jiwo lowered his face deeply. It was as if he was gathering all his strength to be able to pierce through space and time in order to get to Witri's side and whisper a sentence.

Wit, wherever you are, with whoever you are living your present destiny, be happy. I will pray for your happiness.

Next let us live our destiny each with a prayer that someday another destiny can bring us back together in each of our happy circumstances.

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