JIWO PROMISE

Jiwo Promise 2

Witri slightly scrunched his forehead when he heard the sound of someone saying his greetings and a knock on the front door. The broom that had been moving in his grasp deliberately stopped him to convince his hearing.

Again he heard greetings and a knock. His eyes quickly stared at the wall clock, looking carefully at the clockwork or not.

It's too early to see you. He had just finished his morning prayer and could be sure it was still dark outside. Then who is the morning of Gini to visit?

"Who?" mamak asked while touching his arm and successfully made him scream in shock.

Witri's pan goes hand in hand with a slightly firmer greeting from the outside.

"That's..." Mamak looked at each other with Witri with a look of disbelief.

"Wa' alaikumsalam.." answered Mamak as he rushed towards the door. Witri who was still lagging finally came forward as well.

"Astagfirullahaladzim...why do you come here at dawn?!" witri asked in shock when he saw Jiwo had setor face in front of his door.

Mamak's slow clap on his arm he ignored.

"I'm sorry if it's not polite. Before six I had to go to the airport. If not, it is not good in the heart either. Sorry yes.." said Jiwo while grimacing in embarrassment.

"No papa...Let's sit down first. Mamak makes a drink for a while." said Mamak before Witri opened his mouth .

"No need, Bulik. Maturneva...But no need. I really just want to say goodbye to Bulik and Witri." prevent Jiwo pausing Mamak steps into the kitchen.

"Well, if you don't want to drink. I'm sorry I couldn't really welcome you. You even want to go home. It should be here longer so that it can entertain you" said Mamak in a regretful tone.

"Well that, Bulik. But it turns out there was a sudden call today to meet the boss. Messed up everything." said Jiwo while grinning half annoyed.

"Name of work with people. Yes the risk is like gini. Yes no papa.." said Mamak understand.

Mamak deliberately went inside under the pretext of lifting a boiling water stew, deliberately to give time for Jiwo and Witri to have a short conversation.

"Even if it's only very short, I'm happy to finally see you again. I'm very happy" said Jiwo after both equally down for a while because confused about what to say.

Witri only displayed her small smile.

"I hope that after me from here, tomorrow-tomorrow we can communicate more intensely" Jiwo said as he looked at Witri expectantly although there was a little worry in his gaze. Witri's fear rejected it.

And the shocked gaze was also the half-confident look from Witri's eyes on her, making Jiwo misbehave later.

"I don't mean insolent let alone not appreciate the mas Day and your mourning period.not like that." explained Jiwo quickly. Seen Witri then lowered his bow.

"I just want you to know, I still have the same taste and hope as I used to." Jiwo spoke while staring gently at Witri who was still down.

"When I became acquainted with Mas Hari, I have expressed my feelings for you because I believe Mas Hari can make you happy. But now that Mas Hari is home, I want to continue the task of Mas Hari to take care of you. I want to stand in front of you again and I hope there is a place for me. Not to replace Mas Hari's place in your heart, but as another figure who no less wants to make you happy too" said Jiwo still with the same gaze.

Witri still did not say a word.

Yeah, what's he supposed to say?

He suddenly could not think at this moment.

He was shocked by Jiwo's words just now. He did not expect Jiwo to arrive here with a heart mission. Mission according to him.

His pain is still intact in his heart. Very intact. Her love did not diminish for her husband, even now added by a pile of longing for her husband who began to torment her.

And the expression of Jiwo's heart just now is like a piece of wind that just passes over his wound, does not cause any taste, does not leave any impression.

"Wit.." call Jiwo with a worried tone because Witri did not give any reaction to him.

"I can't say anything to you right now. Especially about..." Witri could not continue his words.

"i know's...I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable about it. I know very well that I am very part and it is too early to talk about this. I'm just afraid I'll be late again" Jiwo said slowly.

"Later, when your heart can accept and give up your destiny with Mas Hari, I just want you to know, I'm waiting for you on the next road. I'm waiting for you." said Jiwo softly but filled with a reassuring tone. Witri could only fall back down.

To be honest, Witri is uncomfortable with what Jiwo has just revealed, even though he also understands the reason Jiwo did this.

He only felt that he was betraying on the Day.

"I beg you to forgive me if I am too presumptuous to talk about this matter, Wit" Jiwo said regretfully because Witri did not also speak.

"Yes." replied Witri while commenting on a thin smile.

In his mind he asked, would Jiwo still want to be with him if he knew there was a child Hari in his womb?

Is it better that he just say it now? Yeah better be like that so as not to waste Jiwo's time.

"A.A.'S...'

"I say yes first." the sentence that Witri wants to say sinks with Jiwo's words.

"Can't you say the same thing, mamak?" ask Jiwo while glancing.

"Yes. A moment." replied Witri then rushed in to call Mamak.

Following Mamak's step out, Witri's mind churned restlessly. Not agitated because it will part with Jiwo again, but because of the oddity in his heart about his current situation that he had not been able to tell Jiwo that maybe he should have told Jiwo immediately as one of the considerations of the man in his desire to approach him again.

Maybe next time I tell him. When my stomach seems a little swollen. All as proof that I am not lying, Inner Witri finally decided quickly

"I'll wait for you until it's over a thousand days Mas Hari. I assure you, until that day I will be alone waiting for you. I promise you this no matter what" Jiwo said with a straight and serious look at Witri's face that led him to the side of the car

"Thousand days is almost three years. You sure?" witri asked with a look of disbelief.

Jiwo nodded confidently.

"I know it took you a long time to settle your feelings of love for the deceased. I'm sure you can already love Mas Hari. Aye right?" jiwo asked in a calm tone. Witri nodded slowly without needing to think.

"Therefore I must fight again so that you can love me again. I hope I lose you once enough. Destiny this time, it will be impossible for me to miss again" Jiwo said with a gentle smile.

Witri can only smile. Not rashly immediately nodded to agree with Jiwo's expectations.

"We are praying the same...May our prayers be found in God's destiny." replied Witri later.

"Aamiin." Jiwo said quickly.

"I'm saying yes." said Jiwo then while staring at Witri inside. Verily he wanted to touch Witri and even embrace her. But his common sense is still intact working if it should not be done. There's a good name Witri that he has to take care of.

"Yes. Thank you for taking the trouble to get here." replied Witri spread a glimpse of his daydream.

Jiwo rushes into the car before his wits are lost to his passion.

"Later I'll tell you that it's at the airport" Jiwo said as soon as the car started moving a little. Witri only replied with a thumbs up and a wave of hands.

Jiwo knows, Witri already has no love for him as big as before. He understands that for sure.

It is not wrong at all about that because it should be the love of a wife just poured out for her husband.

And it is natural that at this time Witri's love still belongs to Hari. Moreover, the deceased has just come home there has not been a month.

Therefore, inevitably Jiwo must struggle to grow Witri love for him again. Giving certainty to Witri will be his heart that is not different from before.

And Jiwo promises really deep down, this time he must get his destiny to have Witri no matter what.

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Witri days after Jiwo then is often the man sent him a short message at certain hours. Witri replies to those messages. The messages did not interfere with his rush hour. Jiwo knows well the right times to send him a message.

Until one Saturday night Jiwo called after asking permission to do VC.

"I was offered an office for deployment to South Korea" Jiwo said suddenly as Witri lifted her VC.

Witri was stunned for a second. He was amazed by Jiwo's work which seemed to be getting more established.

"Alhamdulillah! Why is your face so sad?" ask Witri later.

"How are you?" ask Jiwo then with sayu.

"I? I why?" ask Witri confused.

"We will be further away" said Jiwo sadly. Witri grimaced in heart.

Jiwo had been thinking about them. While Witri is still cool to trace her love and longing on the Day after the hundred days of her husband's departure.

"Don't make me ballast your steps. I'm not who you are, Wo" Witri said at last.

"You don't want me to be who am I?" jiwo asked with a sad look, also a bit disappointed. Witri smiled wrongly and Jiwo immediately realized his attitude.

It's too early 'to demand' Witri to assume his whereabouts. Didn't he himself promise to wait for an opportunity for himself after the thousand days of Witri's husband's death?

"I'm sorry.I..too..thinking about us." Jiwo said later. Witri just nodded in understanding, also not feeling good.

"How do you think?" jiwo asked later, returning to the initial discussion about the offer for him.

"You know the terrain better. If I am just a team hooray." replied Witri with a small chuckle. Jiwo squinted his eyes in confusion.

"I will also be happy if one day I will get by-from koreyah" said Witri explained.

"Aren't you sad when I'm far away?" ask Jiwo sadly.

"We are far away, Wo! As long as it is still on the same earth, it is not far away. That's far away if we're on the same earth but it's different" Witri said a little wistfully.

"meaning?" jiwo asked confusedly.

"It's so far that one is above ground, one is in the ground" Witri said with a smile. Jiwo was instantly stunned. Witri remembers her husband.

"As long as it's the same above ground, distance is no reason to feel far away. We live in a world where it's easy to communicate" Witri said later.

Witri could see Jiwo's face slightly relieved.

"I'll be there a long time" Jiwo said then heavily.

"How long?" ask Witri.

"If I take a vacation once a year, I'll be there for three years. If you do not use it home, it will be two and a half years there." replied Jiwo.

"Which one did you choose?" ask Witri later. Jiwo.

"Not selected. Just find support for nerima or not first. And I think I can support the offer." Jiwo replied with a smile. Witri grimaced in shame.

"Mump still single, tripe out all the opportunities, Wo. Mumpung no one has burdensome steps" said Witri encouraging.

"I'll take two and a half years. Let me when I go home, not long after that I can ask someone again about how they feel about me" Jiwo said, staring into the eyes of Witri who chose to avoid interrogation through those eyes.

"I'm sorry, Wo...I'd be so mean to you if I thought I was this. You don't have to be like this..."

"I want to. I don't know how to get you in a nice and polite way so as not to hurt anyone's feelings. This is all I can do. Wait for you to feel your feelings for the deceased. I'll wait, Wit." said Jiwo again reassured Witri.

"When I can't accept you again what, Wo? You wasted your time in vain" said Witri softly and sadly.

"That's a risk I'm ready to take on Wit. At least I play fair with the memories of the deceased. If it turns out that the deceased will win your heart, I will not be waiting for you. At least I feel like I'm competing fairly and not hurting anyone. Even if it's a memory of the deceased." jiwo said solemnly.

Don't think it's easy to say this sentence. Jiwo strengthened his heart and determination to speak just now. Because he knew the thing he had to prioritize was Witri's comfort for his existence.

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