JIWO PROMISE

Jiwo's Attitude

Jiwo tapped gently on his left palm with the corner of the phone in his right hand.

The air tonight is pretty bright. Jiwo sat on the concrete in front of his room.

The concrete seating is deliberately provided for the sitting-sitting of the employees mes residents.

He just called Ria with Rini's mom. And as I've-been, there must be offending his condition that is still alone.

He is only 24 years old. I am young to think about marriage. But - according to Mbak Rini - there is no harm in him starting to seriously set his future, including his life partner.

For other things Jiwo is very clearly seen arranging.

Two months ago, she bought a house for her mother.

A little relieved to have been able to buy a comfortable house for his mother. It was his first goal since he could make money.

The house was not as big as their old house. But it's more comfortable to live with his mother and two younger sisters.

The old house is now occupied by Mas Ranu and his wife's son and youngest brother.

But when he was invited to talk about life partner problems, Jiwo did not dwell.

Until this moment he has not been able to establish a relationship with a girl. It can never be.

To try, he did not dare. He does not want to hurt women's feelings just for the event try to love people's children. He's afraid of the slack.

He has three sisters. He did not want his sister to experience being played with their feelings by bad men.

Jiwo has decided to do this first. Staying alone.

And I don't know when.

What now upsets his relaxed feelings about his decision to be alone was his mother who usually never talked about his soul mate, yesterday had started asking Mbak Rini.

His mother even hoped Jiwo would get married soon.

Or if you do not want to get married, at least already have a clear candidate.

And when Mbak Rini conveyed about his mother's wishes, Jiwo could only smile wryly.

"Nothing, Ma'am" Jiwo said slowly.

"Not having a boyfriend, Wo? Sweetie good you (your cake) if taken." ledek mbak Rini on the end of the phone.

Jiwo snorted annoyedly.

"Nothing.." Jiwo repeated to convince his mother.

Momentary silence.

"You're still ngarepin Witri, aren't you?" ask Rini slowly.

Jiwo was caught hearing it.

"No, Ma'am. How can I ngarepin Witri.." refuted Jiwo lirih.

Even hearing Witri's name called aja he still pounding like this.

Astagfirullahaladzim apos...

"Yes who knows you are waiting for his widow, hihihi.." ledek Mbak Rini makes Jiwo grimace.

Can it be like that?

"Yes! It was the same way I prayed for her husband why. That's bad." Jiwo quickly.

"Makanya cepet find a girlfriend so that she can forget Witri....Life goes on, Wo. Here you still love Witri like that. Those you love enjoy their happy times with other men. Ikhlasin Wo..."

"I'm sincere, Ma'am. I've accepted the truth. Yes, if the reality until now I am still alone, it is because there is nothing that shakes my heart." said Jiwo quickly to deny the words of motivation that will certainly come out of his brother's mouth.

"Yo thank God that you can be sincere. I know it's not easy. But you have to be sincere. It's all your destiny. Ma'am is actually also sad to see the fact you can not be the same...Mbak knows how deep love you are with him" said Mbak Rini softly.

Jiwo felt his eyes heat up. hhhhh, his chest suddenly felt tight when remembering his sad love story. That sometimes makes him feel like a stupid and slow human being.

Single-minded? He always said he was sincere. But the truth was deep in his heart that he still often felt foolish and regretful.

Stupid because in fact until now he was not also able to remove the shadow of Witri from his mind.

Regretful for not moving quickly to meet Witri again at that time until he was late to have the girl.

The only reason that makes him feel sincere is his hope in order to pray Witri is always happy in his life, with whoever his life companion is now.

On top of her heartache, she only hoped that Witri would always be happy.

About his heart, let it be his own business. The important thing is that he prays first for Witri's happiness.

Wouldn't our good prayers come back to us again?

By praying for Witri's happiness, Jiwo also hopes that later he will be as happy as Witri has now, with whoever God's choice will be for him.

"Do you know where Witri is now?" mama Rini asked in a curious tone.

"I don't know. It's better not to know. He already has a life of his own.It's not good if I want to know too much. What's it for, right?" jiwo asked with bitter feelings.

He should know where Witri is.

They should be able to know each other if Witri receives the paper that Jiwo left to mamak and Witri contacts him.

In fact, Jiwo's wait for news from Witri tipped empty.

There was never a single word from the girl.

His efforts left his office address and phone number was not responded to at all by Witri.

And Jiwo has to convince himself that the girl doesn't want him anymore. And Jiwo was deeply hurt when he realized that.

Jiwo felt a broken heart in the middle of his long wait.

His heart was broken when he heard the news that Witri was getting married.

See, she's not as much love as you've imagined. He always had someone in his life.

I was stupid.

"Wo, there is a nyari." Iskandar's voice from a distance disperse the daydream of Jiwo.

"Who?" ask Jiwo curious.

"I don't know his name. Office kids too. Look at yourself at the front post." replied Iskandar as he entered his room.

"girls? Guys?" ask Jiwo again.

In his heart he grimaced.

When is there a girl nyamperin him to mess? Ngayal!

"Girl." replied Iskandar making Jiwo frown.

A girl?! Wh who?

"OK. Thanks, Is." exclaimed Jiwo as he rushed forward.

"OK." Jiwo could still hear Iskandar's answer from behind the door.

Jiwo was a little curious who the girl who reached him to mess.

Jiwo momentarily squinted his eyes when he saw Adelia sitting alone on the wooden bench in front of the security guard post.

"Del.." said Jiwo slowly. His eyes circulated looking for the presence of security guards, but there did not appear to be a security guard around the post.

"New satpam going forward, buy cigarettes" said Adelia like tofu Jiwo is looking for.

Jiwo nodded in understanding.

"Are you really looking for me this late? " ask Jiwo to the point after glancing at his watch. Almost half ten nights.

"It's not too late for adults" Adelia said with an amused smile.

Jiwo slightly raised his eyebrows.

"That's it..."

"I used to go out at this hour" Adelia said again, making Jiwo frown even more.

"Well, go play? Where to play gini mallm?" jiwo asked in astonishment.

"Yes to the nightlife! Yes..minimal nyari dinner." replied Adelia casually.

Jiwo nodded in understanding.

Not my type at all...

"Trus you're here for what?" ask Jiwo then.

"You're gonna make sure you get out. Tomorrow will be a holiday, Wo. " said Adelia expectantly.

Jiwo immediately shook his head.

"Sorry Del, I can't. Tomorrow there's a morning show. And I don't usually sleep late at night, especially just to play" Jiwo said firmly.

Ardelia looked surprised even though she smiled understandingly.

"If next time can? Not the night of his exit. Maybe Sunday morning, or noon, or afternoon?" adel asked still not giving up.

Jiwo back to shake.

"sorry. I can't. On Sundays I have activities from morning to evening. Thereafter

I want to use it to make a lie" Jiwo said with a smile.

Adelia developed a smile again.

It is hard to just get close.

"If no one wants to talk, you better go home, Del. It's malem. Not good girl out of the house malem-male." pusir Jiwo half smooth.

Adelia flinch. Nor does it seem to be offended by the subtle expulsion.

"If you don't want to go out. We're not talking here, are we?" tawar Adelia relax.

Jiwo shook his head firmly.

"I'm sorry, Del, I can't. I have to call my mom. I'm afraid he's out of bed waiting for my call. You better go home now. Not good girl malem-male hanging out in mess guy." expelJiwo again.

Adelia grunted annoyedly.

"Yes, I've left" said Adelia finally with a face that began to moan.

"And I ask you not to find me here again" Jiwo said with a firm look despite a soft voice.

"Even during the day." continued Jiwo when he saw Adelia wanted to talk again.

Adelia rushed to her feet then passed after waving her hand without making a sound.

He's very upset tonight.

Not without preparation he was determined to come to Jiwo.

She's dressed as sweet as she can.

He also had to prepare guts and thicken his face to go to the mess of this guy employee.

To get a little closer to Jiwo.

But actually Jiwo as I was to him.

Even to throw it away smoothly.

Sucks.

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