Istikharah Love Jibril Emerson

Chapter #33 - Love Is Unconditional, But...

Eliza's gaze suddenly turned sour while Jibril's heart beat faster hearing Eliza's confession. "I love you, Gabriel. Love you so much because you made me feel something I've never felt in all this time."

"Actually I love you too, Elizabeth."

Without thinking, Jibril also expressed love for the woman who had seized his heart. It made Eliza so moved that she shed her tears. "And when I fell in love with you, I wanted to marry you, make you the queen of my life." continued Jibril in a low voice.

Her gaze was soft and her tone sounded so soft, making Eliza's heart tremble even more.

"I want the same thing, only I'm afraid of our differences" Eliza said honestly. "But can you keep this love together, Jibril? Is love not a gift?"

"Yes, Eliza. Love is a gift, we do not need any conditions and from anyone to love. It's just that .. we have one condition for making someone our partner, which is the same faith." Jibril said with a voice stuck in his throat.

When other people will be happy when the love they feel together. Eliza and Jibril must grieve because their love may be against the blessing of the universe.

"I know," said Eliza bowed sadly. Jibril could not hide the sadness in his eyes that radiated clearly. It felt, just this time he really felt tightness in his chest, like being squeezed by a stone so rough. "Then why don't you just marry Shalwa? He's a perfect fit for you, Jibril."

Jibril is shocked to hear Eliza's statement, he thinks Eliza doesn't know about her past with Shalwa." I already knew that Shalwa was your future ex-wife, "chuckles blandly Eliza while wiping her tears.

One more thing that made his heart hurt because of that love.

"I can't marry a woman while my heart loves another woman, Eliza" Jibril said.

Suddenly Eliza cried as much as Jibril let out a faint sigh, he took a tissue and said, "Remove the tears, Eliza. Don't cry, I beg you!" Jibril pleaded with all his heart, unable to see her every time he shed tears. Jibril seemed to want to hug and calm him down while he could not do that now.

"But I'm sad" said Eliza Pilu.

"I know" said Jibril because he felt the same way. "Eliza, marry me but ..."

"No," Eliza answered quickly as she shook her head which made Jibril's heart even more sick. It feels better that his love is rejected because it claps one hand rather than his love is together but must be returned to be thrown. "Can we just express that condition?" Eliza looked at Jibril with sadness.

For the first time, Gabriel shed tears. Who would have thought it turned out that love can not be so painful.

"Then what is love for, Jibril?" hiss Eliza.

"Maybe just to be felt," replied Jibril who made Eliza again laugh discordantly. "Please don't be sad, Elizabeth. Please ..." Jibril pleaded with a voice so soft and low that it made Eliza even more sad because the request signified Jibril's great love for her.

"You love me so much, hm?" lirih Eliza who was only nodded by Jibril. He rubbed his eyes and tried to hide the tears that had peeked in his eyes. "You cry too?" eliza asked in a half whining tone.

"Yes, it feels like my chest is tight," Jibril replied truthfully. Eliza also picked up a tissue and handed it to the man.

"Moreover me" muttered Eliza while wiping away Jibril's tears with the tissue she held. Jibril was overwhelmed by what the woman was doing. "You also do not cry, I was surprised to see you cry gini," said Eliza who actually made Jibril chuckle.

This woman always had a million charms to warm her heart and restore her feelings of joy.

"Eliza, I want to take you to see my family. I want to introduce you to them" said Jibril, to Eliza's surprise.

Their current relationship was completely gray and it was as if it was still between heaven and earth. Not going up or going down. The two do not claim ownership of each other. However, the love that is held in the heart and spoken from the lips clearly indicates the two want to have each other.

Gabriel knew he was so naive. However, once he did not want to deny what he felt. Once he wanted to let it feel like taking over. Whether this was right or wrong, Jibril would see it later.

Think it's crazy, but isn't the definition of love crazy?

"Then I will take you to see my family, Gabriel. You want?" eliza asked who was immediately answered nodding by Jibril.

Eliza smiled faintly, as did Jibril. For a moment, the two men wanted to enjoy the feeling of love they felt in the hope that one day they would find a point to unite their love. Making a life companion who will step together forever.

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