Istikharah Love Jibril Emerson

Istikharah Love Jibril Emerson
Chapter #11 - Seamin Tak Seiman



"I'm a Muslim, Eliza. I go to the mosque, not to the church."


Elizabeth was stunned to hear Jibril's words that she never expected, the smile that had continued to expand on her lips was now destroyed instantly. The face that had been sparkling now instantly turned cloudy.


"I'm sorry, if there's no other need, I have to go" Jibril said later when in fact he just wanted to avoid Elizabeth. Gabriel could not face Eliza any longer, or the magnetism between him and Eliza would grow stronger without her noticing.


"Oh, i-iya," Eliza replies a little.


Jibril understood what Eliza was feeling now, because that was how she felt when she learned that the faith Eliza held was different from her belief.


With a gontai step, Eliza walked away from Jibril's room. His gaze was not even focused and his head was like spinning, Eliza felt difficulty breathing, her chest felt tight even Eliza almost fell but suddenly someone was holding her.


Eliza turned her head and a faint smile was imprinted on her lips when she realized again that Gabriel had come to her aid. "You're after me?" Ask Eliza in a soft voice.


Yes, Jibril chased after him and ran when he saw Eliza's body that seemed to lose its balance. "You're not wearing a dress and heels, but you're almost down" Jibril said.


"I feel like I'm losing my balance" Eliza replied with a trembling voice, even her eyes were already glazed and sore. "Thank you" he said later, trying to stand up straight.


"I ... I go first, I have a promise with my friends," Eliza said, Jibril could only nod weakly. Her heart was as if in a crumb see the look of Eliza's face that changed completely, now the girl's eyes no longer sparkle, no longer a long babble from her mouth. It was like a withered flower when it had just bloomed.


Eliza again stepped away from Jibril carrying a worried heart, while Jibril still faithfully stared at Eliza's departure until Eliza finally turned her head. "Jibril..," called Eliza in her soft voice.


"Yes?" Jibril said while forcing his lips to smile when his chest rumbled violently.


"Do you love me?"


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Eliza smiled looking at Jibril's safety." Ye know? Someone once said, if a man is unable to express his love then look into his eyes. Because with her gaze she answered all those feelings." Jibril was stunned to hear Elizabeth's words that were very much in line with her current self.


"A man like you won't find a woman unless your heart takes her." continued Eliza who increasingly makes Jibril speechless. Jibril was only a thousand words silent even as Eliza moved further away until Eliza finally got into the elevator.


Jibril returned to his room with raging feelings, now what should he do? Should he serve his love? Or should he forget about it and focus on another job?


"O Allah, give your guidance" murmured Jibril expectantly.


Meanwhile, Eliza contemplates the love she has just felt but has to be blocked by the highest fortress of her life. "Lord, what should I do? Why do you give love to him who is different from me?"


Eliza who drove her car at medium speed, she had wanted to catch up with her friends but Eliza undoed her intentions. Eliza went to dr. Alma.


Arriving at the home of dr. Alma, Eliza is welcomed so warmly. "I didn't expect you'd see me on a mingui day, El," said dr. Alma.


"I want to confide" Eliza said as she played the strap of her bag.


"Look into my eyes and say whatever you feel" said dr. Alma.


Eliza looked up, looking into dr's eyes. Alma and began to tell all the things about Jibril without anyone being missed. Alma listened carefully without interrupting, trying to understand the words Eliza said.


"I'm confused now, Doc. I really fell in love with her, and from the moment I felt this love, the shadow of my past faded away."


"Love is a gift, Elizabeth. There is nothing wrong in love, nothing different in love. Love is love, its business is only with teak, not the other."


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