Is It Wrong Not All Right?
Fina on Television
Fina sat on one of the sofas with her legs piled up. In front of him are cameras that highlight it from various sides. The towering light boards gave radiance to his face. In front of him, many people seemed to be busy. Occasionally pacing, commanding, also screaming.
Fina looked at one of the cameras. His gaze is meaningful.
“When I was 17, I was diagnosed with depression disorder. Maybe people will billanhg ‘What, anyway, is a 17-year-old thinking? You're exaggerating. You don't love yourself.’ But they won't understand, before they take the.” position
Fina paused her speech for a moment. The host beside him listened well.
“For people with depression, it feels so scary to set foot just a step from home. We are too afraid to meet people. Afraid to move. Afraid to be seen. One thing depressed people always ask themselves, ‘Am I crazy?’”
Fina's eyes glazed over. Host with pekanya distributing a box of tissues.
“Moment-moment is very tiring. But one thing I understand now. Feeling bad is not a mistake. Because we are human. Who needs to feel sad. Need to feel disappointed. Need to feel worried. Need to feel tired. We need those feelings. To keep understanding new things. To continue to grow. To be strong and continue to survive.”
A round of applause came from the crew. Fina wiped her cheek that was without feeling a single tear flow.
“That's amazing, Fina. Very inspirational... You are strong girl.” Hosts weighing.
Gerald and Mr. who witnessed Fina directly behind the scenes were moved. The eyes of the father of water. A feeling of pride enveloped seeing her daughter grow up to be a strong girl.
“That's my son's right? Who is on that TV?” I asked Gerald with a haru feeling, not expecting.
Gerald put his hand on your shoulder. He's nosedived. “Iya.. That's Dad's son. Son Mr. Dono.”
“God... Thank you so much for giving me a great daughter.” Father thanks God.
“Ok, China. What about the charm? Are there people who play an important role in your healing process?” The host threw another topic question at Fina.
“If it's about romance I haven't focused on it, anyway. But if that person has an important role in my healing process, it certainly tones some. There's my father, my psychologist, Doctor Gerald. There are very good friends of mine. There's Win, Hersa, Dery, Ahdan, Letta, Fuji, Yola. And there's also my sister, Lindy's sister. I am so grateful to be able to meet good people like them” Fina ended with a smile.
“Wah... There are so many, yes, people who love me. Penoton at home also would love to meet people like you,” said Host.
Like Fuji who watched it on his home television while enjoying a snack in the form of nuts.
“Good job, girl!!” cheers Fuji loudly.
Unlike Ahdan who invites his family to watch the appearance of “ his friends” on the television screen.
“That's it, who's talking, Ahdan's friend. Great, right?” Ahdan was proud of his Mother, Father and Sister.
“He's great! Not you! You have friends like that should be a motivation to succeed. This is even his work sleeping mulu,” chirped Mother Ahdan who actually even nagged her son. Ahdan groaned in pain from receiving several blows from his mother.
While Lindy, he who was on the busway stared proudly “adikya” through the screen of his phone. A smile on his lips. He had expected from the start that Fina would go through that phase and arrive at this phase.
“So gorgeous..” Lindy mutters.
After the event, Fina immediately approached the Father and hugged him. You can't hold back your tears from not coming down. “Mother above must be proud of you,” said Mr.
Hearing that, Fina wanted to cry. A tear fell again.
After hugging Father, Fina turned to hug Gerald. I don't know how many times this is for.
“You're great, My Little Friend.” Gerald praised Fina.
“All thanks to you, Andro.” Fina retaliated.
Today is full of crying. If Fina used to cry a lot because of suffering, now she is crying because of haru. God is fair. After the rain will rise rainbows. We never know what will happen in the future if we give up. So, don't give up. Take a break if you are tired. Tomorrow your struggle will continue.
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