Is It Wrong Not All Right?
Fina Lied
Today Fina was very uninspired to go to school. If the goal is usually to go to school to study and meet Win, now he can no longer do the second option.
Wins... Excuse me. I don't really want to be like this either.. I doubt whether or not I can obey your mother's orders. Fina muttered to herself in heart.
The person called his name soon appeared.
“Fin!!” call Win from the back. “I was at your house, but you don't exist. Keep chatting me why not in bales-bales?” Win aligned his legs with Fina. They are heading to their classes. Since last night Fina accidentally did not open whats-appnya. Win must've chatted him over and over.
“Gak pa-pa,” replied Fina soberly. Fina's steps stopped at the intersection towards the toilet. It was his only way at the moment so that he could dodge Win.
“You go first. I'm going to the bathroom first.” Fina turned to the road leading to the toilet.
Fina went into the girls' toilet. He stood in front of the mirror, stalling for time so that he disappeared completely from Win's sight.5 minutes passed. Fina came out of the bathroom. How surprised he was when he saw Win was waiting for him in front of the toilet. His body leaned leisurely against the wall while folding his hands on his chest.
“Already? Let me take you to class.” Win clutched Fina's wrist without the girl even retaliating. Win pulls Fina into his class, but Fina feels uncomfortable being led like that.
“Win I'm not a kid. I can walk by myself.” Fina released her hand from Win's grip.
“Sorry... I made the same mistake you? Tell me you're wrong. I don't like you like to sniff everything yourself.” Win began to feel something strange with Fina.
“You don't understand, Win.” It wasn't that easy for Fina to tell me a few things. For this matter, he did not want to ruin his relationship with his mother. Fina knows what it's like to lose connection with a mother.
“What? What do I not understand? Does this have anything to do with the doctor? Why don't you answer my offer to be your girlfriend?”
Fina was a little surprised when Win brought Gerald's name to his problem. Maybe Win still has jealousy over what happened a few days ago. But, it seemed like Fina had an idea to be able to dodge Win.
“Iya. It has to do with that doctor.” Fina answered steadily. He was clearly lying.
Win continued walking to his class, leaving Fina still in confusion.
Fina took a deep breath, then threw it away again. He also went to his class.
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Win took off the shirt he was wearing, showing his checkered body and his hard muscles. He approached the samsak hanging in his backyard. There was no one else in the house. So this was a chance for Win to vent his emotions into that samsak in front of him.
DUK!!
The first blow was thrown. Win's jaw is hardened. His face turned rogue.The next punch of punch followed. Screams of anger began to color his action.
Win kept hitting the samsak mercilessly. Sweat pouring. Fina's face was on her head. Wh why? Why should the doctor? Inner Win did not accept.
Win again hit his sams repeatedly. The memories with Fina were twisted again in his brain. Memories of when they accidentally collided in the store, while they were in the rooftop together, as they ate lunch together and enjoyed the sunrise on the beach. What does all that mean for Fina? Is all that nonsense to him? Does that girl really love him? But why would something like this happen? Why would he prefer that doctor to him?
Win hits his samshak with full force. His emotions had reached their peak. He screamed as loud as he could. Tears dripped from his eyes. If only Fina knew how much she loved him.
Win crying. Not taking everything. But he can't do anything anymore. Win fell down lunglai. His knees hit the floor. He took off the boxing gloves he was wearing, then gripped his hair firmly while grimacing.
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