Is It Wrong Not All Right?

Naif Felisha's

Fina standing on the rooftop. This time he was not caught. His eyes were fixed on the space in front of him. Ambiance deserted. Fina turned to stare at the writing on the dividing wall.. He could still see Win's name and himself there. Fina approached. He crouched down, holding the writing.

“I miss you,” shrewd Fina sincerely.

“I miss you too.” Suddenly a voice came from behind. Fina. The voice came from Win who was not far behind him magically.

Fina stand. They're facing each other. Fina's tongue is still frozen, she can't speak. But for some reason, it felt like Fina just wanted to cry. Crying in front of Win. The girl's eyes had already started to set in thin water.

Win seemed to understand Fina's feelings. He smiled shadyly, as if to say: “All is well.”. Win stretched out his hand, giving his body to Fina.

Fina immediately approached and hugged the guy. His tears spilled, imagining how cold Win's attitude was to him yesterday.

“Why? Why are you acting like that? Fina looked up, looking into Win's guilt-ridden eyes.

“Sorry..” Win smirked. “I think that's what you want.”

Actually, Win also want to do things like yesterday. His heart was sliced and stricken with guilt every time he passed by Fina.

“Set time in Mall..?” Fina asked for an explanation.

“Felisha close to my mom. Because Mama Felisha is a close friend of Mama's. Mama told me to take Felisha to the Mall, and I can't refuse,” Win explained, don't want any misunderstanding.

“Don't, be kayaking yesterday again, huh? It hurts.” Fina pleaded. He let go of his embrace and looked up at Win.

“Don't ignore me anymore, huh? It also hurts.” Win asked for one request as well.

Fina nodded. Win wiped the tears on Fina's cheek.

“Udah don't cry anymore. I want to join nangis.” Win's eyes glazed over.

Fina laughed at Win's words. The guy's nature is back again.

“Help me once again,” tell Win.

Fina according, hugged Win once.

Win dyed Fina's hair base. “I hope you know how much I love you,” says Win sincerely.

Czechoslovakia!!

One photo was captured.

The two Felisha's men secretly stalk Win to the rooftop. They hide behind a rooftop door, become spies, photograph the moment of warmth Win and Fina are hugging. Devi and Helena rushed down the stairs after taking some photos. Are you ready, Fina, for your choice?

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School breaks are ongoing. Fina took the initiative to go to the cafeteria, go to Win's desk and his friends. Win instantly shifted his body, giving a seat to the girl he liked.

Canteen. Win & the gang table is full. Letta and Fuji add to the bustling atmosphere. There are 3 couples at the table. With one single tucked away, that is Ahdan. Ahdan tempaknya still trying to find the right heart idol to rival his friends.

“Find your girlfriend! It's on take! Lo doang who is still depressed!” Dery who sat in front of Ahdan patted his shoulder on a whim. Next to Dery, there was his girlfriend with him.

“Ah... Why should we be rushed? Remember, the right one is not met quickly.” Ahdan fought like a wise motivator.

“Jonny you are not afraid of stale, over time?” Win.

Contact, Ahdan immediately peeked at something behind his pants, making the girls hurriedly close their eyes and cluck in disgust. “Aman, really. Not yet grown mushrooms.”

“Jorok really lo, Ahdan. My girlfriend's eyes are stained, Hersa's” spray helps cover Fuji's view of Ahdan.

“Fungus coke grow mushrooms.” Dery grinned that was greeted with laughter from the guys.

“Truthful talk. Move, nih.” Letta stood up, rushed away, but was immediately restrained by Hersa with her.

“Sini aja, Yang.” Hersa pleaded. He doesn't usually speak in such a pampered tone. Letta shrank in an instant. He sat down again, accompanying Hersa.

“Duh, on sosweet-sosweet really, anyway. I can also, kali.” Win hugged Fina from the side tightly. Fina simply smiled smirked, even though it made her asphyxiate.

From a distance, Felisha caught the moment. He who had just come to the cafeteria with a loudspeaker and accompanied by his two friends, prepared to do the action.

Fina looked at Felisha's suspicious gestures from her seat. Felisha gave a wry smile to Fina, as if giving a sign of something big waiting for her.

Felisha went up to one of the tables in the canteen. Suddenly, the attention of the entire canteen was on the towering girl. No exception Win and his colleagues.

“Mau did it again,” said Win as if no wonder with the attitude of Felisha who likes to make trouble.

While next to Win, Fina was fixated. Looking at the toa that Felisha had brought, bad premonitions began to seep all over her body.. Legs trembling.

“You want to know not, if in school we have students who have mental illness!” felisha said with her toy. His voice echoed in the canteen.

The student who had not cared at all, straightened his shoulders, turned enthusiastic to hear Felisha's words. Activities they do, such as eating, chatting, learning, stopping for a moment. Everything was totally focused on the woman who was announcing something.

Fina's body was getting shaken. Win who saw Fina's reaction seemed to start to guess the girl's relationship with what Felisha said.

“This is not nonsense! If you don't believe it, you watch the movements. Because it just so happened that the guy was there.” Felisha pointed her index finger right at where Fina was sitting. The attention of the spontaneous students immediately followed the direction of showing Felisha, turning to look at Fina. “Name as Fina Amalia of class XII-IPA 2.”

Fina's body was giving an overreaction at this moment. First because her name was called by Felisha, second because now she is the center of attention of the entire canteen.

Fina's body shook violently. It can be seen clearly from his hands, feet and lips. Like someone who is shivering. Fina felt unable to linger in her place. He decided to go from there to the situation that suddenly according to Fina turned scary.

Seeing Fina's reaction, people believed that Felisha's words might be true.

Fina went to the rooftop. His body is still suffering from anxiety. He saw both of his hands losing control. Fina crying. It feels so scary to be among the stigma of society that is still taboo about mental health.

Fina kept crying. His anxiety level is rising. He's afraid. Fear of people thinking about him. Fear of people's views on him. Fearfully ostracized. Fear of being kept away. All sorts of fears were stirred up in Fina's mind.

Fina sniffles. Suddenly from behind someone's hand clasped his chest.

“Quiet, yes, there I am here,” clean Win soothing. Fina leaned against the chest of the field of the guy. Win closed his eyes. Fondling at the warmth of the girl's body,

A moment of silence. Fina felt more relieved now. Win releases hugs. He turned over Fina's body, removing the remaining water that was stuck to her cheek.

“All will be fine. I'll help you face it all.” Win said so sincerely. Seeing the person he liked being mobbed with anxiety was a very wearing sight.

Fina nodded. He believed in Win.

“Sit, yuk.” Win sat on the rooftop terrace, bending both knees. He pulled Fina's hand, invited her to sit down together. They should have gone to class. The break time is over. But it seems like for this condition they will skip the lesson until they go home.

“May sunset from here good,ya?’ said Win, raising his head to the sky.

“Still, Win. You arealways here.” Fina said limp.

Win looked into Fina's eyes which still looked cute. “Still too, have not been disturbed because I am here.”

Fina just fell silent. Win laid Fina's head gently on his shoulder. “Your eyes, your mind, your body, need rest. Sleep, gih. Later if the sunset appears I wake up,’lirih Win.

Fina according. He closed his eyes. His body feels tired. His tired eyes let out all the capacity of tears he had.

Win pondered, looking at Fina who was sleeping on his shoulder. Stares within. He wanted to always be the shoulder Fina was leaning on.

'Don't be afraid, yes, my beautiful fairy. I won't let anyone hurt you.' Inner Win.

The sky is getting late. The bell went off. Smakin school deserted. But they're both still on the rooftop. Fina was still asleep on Fina's shoulder. Waajah beauty is not reduced even in unconscious conditions.

Sun is at the horizon.Goresan orange menbaur.Win woke Fina. The guy was a little amazed it turned out that the twilight from the top of their school building was quite beautiful.

Fina rubbed her eyes. He smiles. Dusk is a change. A turn. From day to night, from sun to moon. From one emotion to another.

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The sun had completely disappeared from the sky. It was the night Win and Fina left school when things were very quiet. There were only a few teachers, some students who had business, and some guards.

Motor Win is running. They arrived in front of the fence of Fina's house. There's a gear motor on the porch of that house. Signs that Father has returned.

“You're worried about him showing up again, call me, yes?” pinta Win's.

“What do you want?” Fina raised one eyebrow.

“Pengen talking is just as anxious. Why, really, feel at home with you. I'm gonna be jealous!” Win said in an annoyed tone, as if wanting to punch the anxiety that always bothered Fina to the point of bouncing into the sky.

Fina smiled. “Yaudah, I'm in first, yes.”

“Iya. But promise, huh? Call me! I didn't like seeing you like that.” Win reminded once again.

Fina agreed in a long tone. After that, Win left the grounds of Fina's house. Fina rushed into the house, meeting her father.

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