Is It Wrong Not All Right?
I'm Sorry, Win
Fina arrived at school in the morning. How surprised he was to see a guy sitting in his chair this morning, when most of the students had not yet arrived. Win. The guy let go early in the morning only to see Fina and ask for an explanation for Fina's treatment of her.
Win vaporized. “Oh, hi!” Win smiled when he saw Fina.
Fina who had been fixated, walked back to her seat. Fina doesn't put up any expressions. Face flat.
“Soaring. I want to do it myself,” sergeant Fina.
Win moved to the seat next to Fina, letting the girl sit down. Fina put her bag on the table. He sat in his chair. Fina drowned her face, falling asleep on Win's back. He made her a pillow.
“Lo why the hell? It's been weird lately. Not usually.” Win said sadly. His expression was deliberately made melas.
“Lo any problems? We face it together, right, can,” said Win. Even though Fina's eyes were closed, she actually did not fall asleep. Fina could still hear all Win said.
“Judah if you are tired again. Rest first aja.”
“Great sleep, yes.” Win ruffled the top of Fina's hair, then left the girl alone, returned to her class.
Fina opened both her eyes. He felt guilty for his actions to Win. Repeatedly his heart apologized to Win even though the guy did not hear it. Fina stand. Staring at Win who slowly went from behind the window of his class. His eyes are soft, not heart. Fina waved her hand at Win who was unaware of his whereabouts. “Feed..”.
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A progression. Fina was finally able to go to the cafeteria by herself. Without the Win. But it felt so lonely there was no Win at his side.From a distance Fina looked at the table where Win and his friends used to gather. As usual, Win was there with his accomplice. And also, Felisha? Fina. Yeah, that's right Felisha.
Felisha sat down beside Win and embraced Win's hand tightly. Win let his hand be embraced by Felisha just like that. Although Win was actually uncomfortable and could only resign because Felisha continuously slipped her hand into Win's hand, but Fina still saw it as an affliction. Fina felt something strike her chest. The same sensation when he saw Gerald and Lindy hugging. Fina evasive. Why should he feel that way? He's not the boyfriend of the two boys.
Fina returned to her class. Break over. Fina tried to focus on the description of the teacher who taught in her class, even though a lot of things broke through her mind. Doctor Gerald. Win. Felisha.
A person's voice suddenly echoed on the speaker, breaking Fina's mind. An unfamiliar voice in his ears.
“Assalamualaikum friends. For those who see Vespa matic motor key with hamburger hanger please give to the picket teacher or directly to me, because that's my motor key, Win, from class XII IPS-1. Again for those who see Vespa matic motor keys, please give it to the picket teacher or to me. Thank-you.” Win made an announcement. He just lost his motor key.
“Horms,” chirps Fina reflex with upset face. But, he doesn't care. Especially to help find him.
“Hanger hanger? Not all the fries?” said the teacher who was teaching Fina's class, which invited laughter throughout the class.
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Chats. No. gabe. Chats. No. gabe. Chats. No. gabe.
At least that's what filled Fina's head. He hesitates to beat Win or not. She misses. He also felt guilty for dumping her. There have been 235 unread chats from Win since yesterday. Most of it is spam.
If Fina chided Win, maybe Felisha wouldn't know. Most importantly shouldn't they be seen together at school? If only in chat, Fina believes Felisha has no talent to tap people's phones. Ah, but later. Fina paused her intentions. The number of chats has not been round 300. Fina wants to hit the target. After all, let's just say it's a punishment for Win having joined hands with Felisha while in the cafeteria.
Fina glares. The voice he knew well. Fina suddenly felt a misbehavior. Fina pulled the blanket, swearing in it. He did not think the man he was thinking was approaching his house. Fina pretended to be asleep.
The man who opened the door. This is the first time I met Win. You also seem surprised there are high-bodied boys call fina in a way that resembles a child.
“The film is Om?” Win salutes Father.
“Fina? A minute.” I checked Fina in her room. He saw his daughter sleeping in a blanket.
“The machine is asleep! Maybe you can come here another time,” said Mr. Win seemed disappointed to hear the statement of the Father.
“Yah.., jaudah deh. Oh, yes, sir. Father Fina, right?” ask Win.
“Iya, why? You who?”
“I Win, Sir, his schoolmate Fina,”
Fina took off her blanket. He still heard the conversation between his father and Win. That guy hasn't even left Fina's house. Fina was a little curious, what were they talking about. Fina walked over to the door of her room, sticking her ear there. Now he could hear their voices more clearly.
“I want to say something to you can not?” win Permission.
“Bolecules. By the way now.”
“But whispers Sir. I'm a bit embarrassed,” Win suddenly became a shy figure.
He laughed a little, allowing. Win brought his face to the ears of the Father. He said a few words. Suddenly, I laughed at Win.
“Where, Sir?” ask Win.
You gave the code through his hand, asking Win to come closer. He answered Win's question in the same way Win did: Whisper.
Suddenly Win jubilant.He thanked the Father. While Fina in her room frowned. A few moments the voices of both disappeared. Fina only caught Win wanting to whisper something to you. But Fina didn't know what it was.
Fina reflex hit her bedroom door upset, making a loud noise. Father and Win's attention was distracted by that voice.
“What sound, tuh, Sir?” ask Win.
He sent his eyes to the roof of his house. “Tikus boat.”
“Oh mouse. Yaudah, sir, I say goodbye first, huh?” Win pamit go home.
Father assented. Fina again jumped into her bed with a feeling of annoyance and curiosity that mixed into one dough. He again covered his entire body with a blanket, his legs kicking in annoyance curled up.
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