Is It Wrong Not All Right?

Don't Be Shame to Be Yourself

It's a Sunday. A day that people always like. The day that people remove fatigue after sweating from Monday to Saturday.

On Sundays, most people take a vacation. The mall never deserted. In one of the Malls in the Capital City, precisely at the place of book sales in the Mall, there is the release of the latest book from a young author quite successful as well as Fina's favorite author, Lindy, held.

Lindy sat on a small stage with several hosts and publishers. Lindy looks bright today, like her smile. This moment reminded Fina of the day that Doctor Gerald gave her guidance. Both men are great. Once, Fina wanted to be in a line with those who could sit in the audience, talk to people and channel power to those people.

“I used to be in moments when I felt insecure. I feel insecure. It felt like just stepping out the door was scared. It's a shame to see people. I don't feel good enough for them. Feeling when I have a mistake that makes me inappropriate in the community.” Lindy's eyes are glazed. There were memories of the past marasuki his body again.

Fina who was sitting next to Doctor Gerald felt slashed by every word Lindy spoke. Likewise with the people who filled the seats before the small stage.

“But slowly I realized. We do not live to fulfill people's expectations of us. We do not live to be what people want us to be. There is no standard to be accepted in society. We're pretty good, though. We don't have to be perfect because we are perfect. We are perfect in our way.” Lindy emphasized the last few sentences she said with a surge of spirit. Tears on his cheeks. Then a roar of applause from the enthusiastic audience welcomed.

“Then from that, I wrote my 3rd book, which I gave the title: ‘Not to be ashamed of being myself’’One hand Lindy held the microphone, the other one raised her latest book, and the other one, showing the book's beautiful and meaningful cover - a person hugging himself. The clapping claps again rumbling good waves that are tidal.

Lindy wiped her tears. And so is Fina. Fina was crying. Lindy's story is very related to what she feels.

“GREAT MATERNITY!!!” fina yelled while sobbing, making Lindy turn towards her and throw a smile.

Doctor Gerald who saw Fina's face covered in tears sensitively thrust tissue to him. The doctor already had an instinct this moment would end dramatically, he said,

“Doctors don't cry, anyway? People like Doctors are never insecure?” fina asked while wiping the liquid coming out of her life with a tissue.

“Who said? Ever. In the past as a child the Doctor had fallen from a bicycle to the face Doctor severe blisters. Doctors do not want to go out for months because of embarrassment.”

“But, really, now handsome?” spontaneous questions from Fina without her control. If only he had been conscious, he would not have asked that question out of embarrassment.

“The name of the wound, will definitely heal.” Doctor Gerald smiled at Fina. Perfect smile. Perfect as it is.

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"Excuse me... Aunties... Win...” someone's voice boomed in the big mansion standing by the side of the road. Actually for a house as big as it was provided bell and the girl had pressed it many times, only she was not patient enough and kept screaming like in the forest.

“Iya, briefly!” A woman opened the door and immediately cheered with excitement to see who was coming. From his voice alone can be guessed who the guest is. They both hugged and entered Win's house. Mama Win, Kate, has been with Felisha for a long time. This is because Mama Felisha is a close friend and fellow Arisan Kate. Kate and Felisha if they have been reunited they can chat for a long time, talk about branded goods.

“Tumben come here? Want to see Win, huh?” kate asked to sit while walking to the dining room because Win happened to be there eating kebabs.

“You met Aunt also dong. Here I bring you a gift.” Felisha gives the paper box in her hand to Kate.

“Wah... What's this? So ngerepotin.” Kate felt bad about something.

“Nothing. Just clothes. May Aunt like.”

“Think, what I said. Must be Grandma Drop by.” Win who was biting kebabs at the dinner table with his makeshift clothes –kaos plos and short-sleeved pants. “Which other crazy person who pulled the bell many times without distance while screaming.”

“Win! Saying, ah!” Kate glared at Win. Kate already knows that Win doesn't like Felisha. So it was common for him to hear this kind of speech coming out of Win's mouth.

“Fel, you sit down first, later Aunty makein kebab.” Kate goes to the kitchen to make a kebab for Felisha.

Felisha put her lips closer to Wn, glancing over. “Gue is not crazy, yes, not like a girlfriend lo.”

BRUCK!!!!

The words of Felisha successfully made Win stomp the dining table made of teak wood to hear a loud sound.

“Win, what's up?” ask Kate.

Win just kept quiet holding back the anger. His breath hunted as he blushed his face. But unfortunately, he could not vent his emotions on Felisha because there was his mother who would definitely be a shield for him.

“Win wants to go to room, Mah.”

Just as Win wanted to step onto the first staircase to reach the 2nd floor, Kate suddenly held her hand. “No! There's Felisha coming all the way, you have to accompany her here. That's his name manners, Win!”

Win pulled his foot back from the stairs. He sat down at the dinner table with Felisha and Kate.

“You guys at school don't like this, right?” ask Kate to worry.

Felisha who was enjoying the kebab made by Kate dodged. “No, Aunt. We're just ordinary. Just lately, really, I feel a bit tenuous, yan Win?” ask Felisha to Win. Win had absolutely no appetite for chatting with Felisha.

“Tauk! Ask a magic clam.” Win flicked his shoulders.

“ Yes... Our relationship is a bit distant since you are close to the girl mental disorder,” said Felisha ceplas-ceplos, creating a shocked response to Win.

“Hah? Meaning?” Said knitting his brows, asking for an explanation.

“Iya, Aunt. So, at school I had a depressed kid. Kasian. He's kind of weird. Always alone, trembling.” Felisha explained. Contact, Win immediately got a look from Kate. Whatdoes thatmean?

“Lo don't want to know, Felisha. I don't know who Fina is. You can't impulse him like that.” Win did not accept Fina was concluded like that by Felisha.

“Yes, the closest one to him is Elo. Are you guys dating yet?” ask Felisha, go fishing. Win is getting bigger.

“What's true, Win...?” kate asked with a hard look. Some kind of warning.

“Emang why are you dating? If I like her?” Win stood up, left the dining table without having to get an answer from the two. He climbed the stairs, to his bedroom.

“Win..” Call Kate, half-screaming who gets nothing in return.

Kate feels bad for Felish. Every time the girl came here, Win never treated her well. “Sorry, yes, Fel.”

Felisha nodded, continuing to eat the kebab. At least the plan worked.

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