Is It Wrong Not All Right?

Avoid Before It Gone

Class XII IPA-1-class Win-is entering counseling guidance lessons. For High School children, Counseling Guidance is usually the most unappreciated lesson by men. But, for some reason, for today Win's ears are well attached listening to his teacher's illumination.

“Typically, people who are going through difficult times in their lives, will be hit by a crisis of confidence. Such as withdrawing from the crowd, reluctant to socialize and they often spend time in quiet places to make peace with themselves,”, said Bu Risma with a soft voice.

For some reason, the one in Win's mind right now was Fina. Pulling yourself out of the crowd? Not socializing? And a deserted place? The three of them strongly portray Fina's character that he never met in the cafeteria and always avoid to communicate with her. What if Fina stayed away from him not without reason? What if the days are heavy lately? Win's brain is kringting. Mind branching.

They often spend time in lonely places to make peace with themselves.

Win's brain continues to be haunted by Bu Risma's sentence that part. Quiet place. One thing Win had in his head when he heard about the quiet place in his school was the rooftop.

Counseling is over. The next lesson is Mathematics. Win Cute in that field. He decided to skip and leave the classroom before his math teacher arrived. Where else will Win go besides rooftop? Win will ascertain whether his assumption is correct, or he just rejects the fact that there is one girl who is not captivated by him.

Win stepped up the steps, one after another. He arrived at the rooftop.Win was a little surprised, his guess was right. A girl was standing there. Look at the village view from the top of the school building. Stand tall. Her hair danced in the wind.

Win stepped closer to Fina. Fina seemed to be aware of the sound of footsteps approaching her. Tranquility disturbed. Fina reverses body. They both looked at each other.

As usual, his face was dislikeful whenever he saw Win stalking him. He took a plan to avoid. Win was still silent looking at the girl in front of his eyes. Digesting back the words of Miss Risma when in class. Of course the existence of Fina here is not a mere coincidence.

Fina walks over Win's body, about to leave the rooftop. However Win instantly held his wrist, making Fina's steps come to a halt.

“Kalo you answer my question, I won't bother you anymore. Why do you always avoid?” ask Win seriously. His instincts said there was something Fina was hiding from him.

A few seconds off. The sound of wind whimpering. Both of their faces were flat. No jokes for now. Win still tightly locked Fina's hand. They turn on each other.

The girl threw her hand into the air, releasing Win's grip. Win let Fina go. Win is still stuck in place. Alone, confused. After a few seconds, his childish nature reappeared.

Win stroked his hair in frustration, whining. He couldn't catch the girl's intentions. Better to avoid it before it goes away. Why is it so poetic? Metaphor, or whatever, Win's brain couldn't help digesting it. The value of Indonesian he was concerned. Win already bet not to bother him anymore, but why should the answer be that way?

...***...

30 Minutes have passed since the school's 12th grade. Fina just came out of the gate. He never forgot the ritual: Waiting in class until school is quiet to avoid shocks in his body.

The online object he had posted stopped in front of him. His brother mentioned the name, making sure he didn't take the passenger wrong. Fina nodded, continuing to take the helmet that the brother thrust.

The ojek sped at a reasonable speed, letting passengers enjoy the afternoon air which happened to be not much pollution. The driver seemed to have a prediction that Fina was not in pursuit of time. The wheels of the motor were so casually swerving.

Ojek's brother took the left side, because then he would take the left route at the crossroads. The red light is on. The vehicle had to stop. Neat-lined. Silence without the sound of a horn, as if the drivers had understood.

On the sidewalk, there was someone who was thrusting a brochure towards Fina. Fina. Fina read the contents of the brochure. There will be a themed extension: Generation of Mental Health in one of the malls.

Fina turned the waterproof paper. Look at it without reacting. His face was flat as usual. The show is open to the public. Anyone can attend it. His guest star is a young, accomplished Doctor of Psychologists studying in Australia. Quite famous among young people for his good looks. They call him Doctor Handsome. At the bottom of the left side of the brochure was plastered photos of the doctor, should Fina understand why the nickname was given to him.

Fina continued to hold the brochure with the Handsome Doctor's photo all the way home.

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