I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

NINES

Full looked into both my elbow eyes. His eyes were glazed over, those tears were ready to spill at any moment. Back this throbbing chest saw it like that. Ignoring this strange feeling in the chest. I grinned, so it took me a week to ask why I had been living in it all this time. It is time to unlock this secret.

I'm clucking. “You want to know why?”

Purnama nodded innocently. I'm sidekicking. My eyes are getting sharp. “Because I take revenge on your brother.”

Purnama was silent for a moment. “Den-revenge?” he said surprised not to think.

“Yes. Your brother, Edgar, has ruined my family,” I explained in a cold tone.

“Ti-impossible,” Shall Purnama in disbelief. I grinned at his expression.

“Why? You don't believe it?” my cynic.

Purnama nodded back. I exhaled a long breath. I looked coldly at her clear brown irises. “Listen well, Purnama. Edgar killed both my parents and my beloved Kalina. Edgar pretended to date Kalina until she decided on me. More painfully, Edgar dumped her after bedding her many times. Kalina becomes depressed and ends up committing suicide. And I want Edgar Dirgasuwoto to feel what I feel, until I plan this everything,”.

Purnama seemed devastated to hear my explanation, her tears spilled.

“No, Brother Ed isn't like that.” Purnama continued to deny. He threw his pillow at me, but I took it straight away. “You lied!” hysterical shouting.

“I lied?! Have you ever known what your brother's job really is?” I asked back.

Purnama was silent at my question. I know, all this time Purnama never knew the job of Edgar, the hit man.

“You want to know, ha!” i fire. “Payman!”

The full moon was nailed for a moment. “No, you must be lying!” her screams are getting hysterical. He closed his ears. Sniffled. I gulped down the saliva looking at Purnama like this.

“You lied! Lying!” Purnama threw the blanket at me until it hit me right in the face.

I was angry, moving towards her who was curled up on the sofa. Grabbing his hand and locking it up with my right hand. I grabbed her face until she looked up at me, her tears flowing. My breath hit his face.

“I lied you said! Hear that! Edgar was the hit man who had killed my family, and I also wanted him to feel it,” my growl swerved sharply at him.

“So, you've been approaching to marry me for revenge on Ed?” I looked at my face. I just grinned without answering.

“You love me, El?” ask Purnama with tears getting louder and louder.

I'm fixated on the question. My chest rumbles.

“No,” answered me coldly by turning my face to another. Unknowingly my hand slipped off locking her hand.

“You're evil, El. You know I love you and you can play me.” The full moon is crying so much. His hand is now beating my chest.

“Who cares,” I said ketus and looked back at his face.

“Events. You're evil!” The full moon is getting harder and harder hitting my chest. I just keep quiet. “Ja--hmmmpt.”

I don't know what demon possessed me, until I kissed Purnama forcibly. He's mutinous. The more he fights, the deeper I kiss him. Even now I bite his lower lip to open his mouth. Destroyed has been my defense for a week, my passion overflowed. I stared at her swollen lips as I took off my kiss. As soon as Purnama closed his mouth, he looked into my eyes with tears streaming down his cheeks.

“You--akhhh, what's doing,” shouted Hysterically Full Purnama as I carried her in bridal style towards the bed.

The full moon is getting more violent. I threw her body rough into the bed. Overwhelmed quickly. I locked her little body with my body. I held her hand tightly up. I touched her lips again and bit her lower lip to open her mouth, Purnama closed her lips tightly. I gasped for breath between my kisses. My eyes stared intently at her brown eyes that were incessantly shedding tears. Miris, this chest is back pulsing. But I didn't mind. I closed my heart's eyes.

“Elias .. please, don't do this to me--akhhh.” Purnama spoke pleading between my kisses.

“A-I don't want to do it .. ji-if you don't love me,” she said back begging me. Fuck those! I don't wanna hear it. Love or not, it's too late. My nafs have peaked and I want to vent it immediately. Satisfied ***** her lips were unresponsive at all, I groaned her smooth white body to the brim with my kiss marks everywhere. I smiled with satisfaction at my work. And all night, we went through with making love, even though Purnama continued to rebel and plead.

* I’m Sorry To Hurt You *

I opened my eyes as the sunlight began to enter from the window curtain. Scroll clock working next to table. Eight o'clock in the morning. Kuraba the place next to me, empty. I woke up and leaned on the headboard of the bed. I saw my body without a thread, then raised the blanket to the waist and covered my bottom. My eyes turned around to look around the room, and my clothes and pants and the full-length clothes were scattered on the floor.

“Hiks ...”

I slowly turned towards the source of the sound. Full moon crying. He was snuggled up on the couch. His naked body was covered with a blanket until his entire body sank. His hair was tangled and his eyes were swollen. I think he cried all night, visible from his marsupial eyes.

Nyuuut. Grieved feels. This throbbing chest saw him like that. But this heart continues to deny it. I ignored him, got up and rushed to the bathroom.  Long time I was silent in the bathroom, leaving my body in the shower. Closed eyes. Unknowingly my tears have flowed.

“Why?” I asked while punching the bathroom wall. Why does it hurt to see it that way.

“Sick. Arrgh! Why it hurts so much,” my razor and shuffle my hair.

“Why, Mom, Papa, Kalina. Why is this grudge painful,” I shouted muffled. I sat down and looked up, leaving my face exposed to the shower.

* I’m Sorry To Hurt You *

I saw Purnama sitting quietly stirring her hot chocolate as we ate breakfast. His eyes were empty looking forward. Her lips were swollen and injured in the corner. Eyes swollen. His body is getting thinner. Yeah, it's been three nights I've forced sex with her. I don't even hesitate to slap him if he refuses.

I take off the spoon, I don't want to eat, I don't know. I see Purnama as well as I do.

“I'm done,” I said and got up from the chair. I rushed towards the living room, retrieving the keys of the car lying on the desk.

“Elias.”

I stopped without turning back when Purnama called out to me from behind. I waited quietly for the next word to come out of her plum lips.

“Connect me.”

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