I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

SEVENTEEN

“How is Full Moon, El?” nila spray just came, it seems he hastily came here, followed from behind Sakti-husband-carrying Alston, his eight-month-old son was fast asleep.

“Neither, Nil.I have not known the circumstances since he entered the icu room half an hour ago,” my sigh was frustrated, sitting pensively in the long chair.

“How can it happen?” tanya Sakti was curious, sitting next to me.

“Everything is so fast. I forced him to be honest and ..” I was silent, back to what happened half an hour ago. I stared at the hospital's white marble floor and squinted both of my hands. If I hadn't forced him too much, maybe this wouldn't have happened.

I looked up when the door to the icu room opened wide. “How's it going, Aunt?” I just intercepted Aunt Rina who just came out. Aunt Rina slapped my head with the file in her hand. I just grimaced with pain. I know, Aunt Rina's really mad at me.

“Elias, I warned you to keep the contents. Look what happened, she almost miscarried, lucky she was strong, so nothing fatal” happened

I quietly made no comment and looked down at the floor, closed my eyes for a moment and reopened them, breathing out slowly.

“I've given him a sedative. Right now he is asleep, maybe tomorrow morning he just woke up, do not repeat the incident like this, Elias.”

“Tante, I was so scared back then, I...” I didn't continue my words.

“Already, no need to explain. It's both of you're internal issues. You better get in see the situation,” advice aunt Rina sympathy and cremate my shoulder.

“Ya, thank you, Aunt.”

　

　

　

　

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I stared at Purnama who was lying pale on the bed, not daring to approach him. I don't know, there's still a lingering feeling in this heart, there's a sense of disappointment mixed with worry. Wanted to be angry at him, but could not after seeing his condition like this. My heart is like being sliced open, very sick. Wounded to see it like this, and injured while recalling the scene inside the photo two days ago.

Back I looked at his sleeping peaceful face, his breathing slowly starting to get regular, it seemed like the medicine had already reacted.

“Thank God she is okay, also the baby,” said Nila breathed a sigh of relief.

I just stared, doing nothing, just watching Nila stroke the full Moon belly while holding the sleeping Baby Alston. Someone patted my shoulder from behind.

“Minum.” Sakti gave me a bottle of mineral water and I drank it straight away. I followed Sakti sitting on the sofa.

“Where did you know that Purnama was rushed to the hospital?” many wonder. I didn't tell them at all.

“I got word from Intan, Intan got word when he called Papi Glen and said that his mother suddenly went to the hospital at night, because it was called by you. And Intan can not visit because he is currently with Jagat again in Indonesia,” explained Nila along the railway.

　

　

　

　

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I woke up when Purnama opened her eyes. I held my head slightly dizzy as a result of suddenly waking up. Just now I was able to close my eyes for keeping the Full Moon all night. Re-enforcing my body that was leaning on the chair while looking at the weakly lying Full Moon.

“My stomach ..” Ogre Purnama stroking her stomach. He breathed a sigh of relief as his womb was fine, then he looked at me, his eyes twitching uneasily, seemingly wanting to convey something.

I just kept staring at him. My heart still does not accept his betrayal of me. I don't know, did he really betray? this heart is doubtful.

“E-El, trust me. The incident at the restaurant was completely accidental.” Purnama tried to explain. He took my hand, his tears spilled. I didn't bully him.

“El, forgive me, if I hurt your heart huks – me...”.

“Already, do not you need to explain anymore, my heart already hurt to see the scene in the photo,” reply me with a wounded look. Not wanting to see his face, I looked away at the snowy streets outside the window.

“Huks, El ...” cries Full Moon looks at me expectantly.

Sorry, Purnama.This heart is back to doubt, my mind hurts.Actually this heart does not have the heart to see him cry all night. It was like these fingers wiped away her tears that had never dried on her pale cheeks. Even this body wanted to embrace its frail body, clutching it gave it tranquility.  But what power, the feeling of vengeance, the pain of being betrayed seemed to take over this heart. Until the liver becomes frozen again.

“Look at your condition is starting to be good, get ready, we will still leave this afternoon for Beijing. I don't want to waste my time for free,” I said coldly heartless.

　

　

　

　

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I glanced at the lowered Purnama, playing his fingers over his distended stomach while biting his lower lip, his face completely pale, his eyes looking tired.

“I know, Nile. Already yes, soon we arrive at the airport,” reply me coldly. It's still clear I heard Nila cursing when I cut off the phone.

　

　

　

　

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“Purnama, wake up. It's up.” I patted Purnama on the shoulder as we reached the courtyard of the luxury apartment in the Beijing area. The full moon fell asleep during the trip. I opened the car door on the right and followed Purnama on the left. Pushing each suitcase, I glanced at the languid-looking Purnama pushing her suitcase. He was very pale because he had just healed, maybe even had not healed because I had forced him to quickly arrive in Beijing.

“You occupy the living room,” I said coldly when we arrived at the apartment without looking at Purnama. I pointed to the guest room on the second floor, next to the main room I was going to occupy. This apartment only contains two bedrooms with a main room more spacious than a guest room. For now, I don't want to sleep in the room with him.

I sat my butt down on the soft sofa in the lounge, glancing at Purnama who shuffled her suitcase up the stairs. He seemed to mind carrying his suitcase with such a distended stomach. This heart really can't see it that way. Closing his eyes for a moment, hardened this heart so as not to care about him. But ....

“Basic lelet.” I'm clucking. Pulling the suitcase out of his hand carried the suitcase up the stairs past him. I faintly felt Full Moon stunned behind me then tailed me. I put the suitcase right next to the wardrobe.

“Sleep, all night you didn't take a break-before it took the medicine given by aunt Rina yesterday,” I said coldly behind her while opening the doorknob. At first glance I saw him nod with a sad look at me.

“If anything happens to you, or your content just call me next door.” After saying without listening to Purnama's reply, I closed the door. I leaned against the door, slowly slumping my body onto the cold floor.

I'm sorry, honey. Excuse me. I really can't hurt you any more than this. I know you're as hurt as I am. Even this heart throbbing pain saw you suffer. But what power, my grudge against your brother is much greater.

I put my face on my knees. This heart is weary, the grudges lodged in my heart are so draining of my energy and physique.

　

　

　

　

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I stared at the tightly closed door in front of me. It bothered my body on the floor and leaned against the wall of the bed. Huks. Again. I cry for the umpteenth time. Putting my face on the bed, creeping the sheets until tangled. These tears don't stop flowing down my cheeks. I'm tired of this reality.

I just felt the warmth of Elias' body last night. Even up to now I can smell his masculine body scent. At that time I was really happy. I never thought I would have a warm night with her. All night in his warm embrace. He was full of tenderness and kept whispering my name lovingly. The memories are so sweet, they still remain in the heart. But now ....

Huks .. everything is over. He came back like he was before, cold and heartless. It's all because of the photos. It's true I met Randy at the restaurant. Comforting him who was heartbroken left by his lover. I explained it to Elias, but he wouldn't listen.

“Dad, mother, what should your child do,” my murmurs laughed. I was worried what I should do. Should I give up? Running from Elias? But this heart cannot do it.

“Honey, help Mom to be strong .. help Mommy to convince Daddymu back.” I stroked my stomach and talked to myself, hoping that this baby in my womb could hear and feel it. For my son's sake, I can't give up now.

“Yes, geez. How long have I been like this-wat, Elias can get mad.” I wiped my tears and stood up. Take the medicine in the suitcase, drink it and sleep as instructed by me.

　

　

　

　

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“Yes, wait a minute,” I shouted from the kitchen while making breakfast, stopped my activities for a moment and walked into the living room when the doorbell rang loudly. At first glance I frowned. Who's visiting this early in the morning? I'll open the door soon.

“Mana Elias.” A beautiful middle-aged woman slammed in without letting go. Then he turned to me and looked at me full of intimidation. I took a sip of saliva as he looked at me from the tip of my foot to my eyes, then down to my distended stomach. I held my stomach protective - as if afraid she was biting me. I was silent without making it. And that deadly glare, reminds me of ....

“Who are you?”

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