I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

TWENTY FOUR

It felt as if my world had collapsed hearing that Mommy was unable to continue what she said about Edgar. My body feels stiff. My hands were shaking from now on. My gut seems to say something bad. No, I hope this is just a nightmare.

I ran around the second-floor hospital corridor to the ICU room, and Edgar came back. My heart was racing fast - it was fast and crazy - with my swing running.

“Mommy, Daddy. How?” serbuku immediately interruptedly took a breath that was stingy. I saw Daddy sitting in a long chair staring blankly forward, while Mommy and Randy looked very worried and anxious, standing at the door of the ICU still burning red.

“Sentence, El. Since the door has not been opened,” replied Daddy while standing. My teeth rattled, dispelling the anxiety that filled my whole heart. I leaned against the wall amid the roar of my breath that was not yet fully orderly, my eyes unceasingly staring at the fiery red color above the door. Many times I exhaled to calm my mind, suddenly a strange and painful feeling slipped into my heart.

The deg! The deg! The deg!

I can hear my own heartbeat racing non-stop. Glancing at the clock above the door. It didn't feel like it was almost two hours, me, Daddy, Mommy and Randy waiting for a door that wasn't open. It was like waiting two hours for a year.

Before long, the double door of the ICU room finally opened, I was anxious about the results from behind that door. The entire team of Wu doctors who handled Edgar came out. Their faces looked lethargic. No. This heart seems to say something else. God please, keep my dirty thoughts away right now.

“Doctor Wu, how did it go?” I asked directly to grab Doctor Wu who was walking out hastily towards me who was standing. Doctor Kris exhaled and looked at me then alternately looked at Mommy, Daddy and lastly Randy. He patted my shoulder calmed me down.

“We the team of doctors have been very maximum trying. But God says otherwise, Mr. Elias. God is more dear to sir Ed--”

Not finished, Dr. Wu explained, my feet have run into the ICU room, I saw another team of doctors was enveloping the peaceful face of a pale Edgar, as well as the eyes that have now been tightly closed with a thin sheet of cloth. No, no, why is this.

My little heart kept denying the reality in front of me. I slumped to the floor, my tears no longer have the power to hold – flow warm. I clenched my right hand and closed my mouth, which I felt like yelling at the sky, why is the world not so fair. Why would Edgar have to leave. Wh why? Wh why? Why don't I just die?

I hit the floor regretting what had happened, my tears one by one fell soaking into the white marble floor. Oh God. How will I explain to Purnama?

I leaned weakly against the wall, and my irises stared pushyly into the bed, as I saw Mommy, Daddy and Randy sobbing beside Edgar's body. My two eyeballs did not blink at the slightest glance at his pale peaceful face that was behind a thin white cloth. Make sure, if only there was one more time the life that connects in the rigid body. However, how hard I looked at him, still the stiff body remained motionless.

“Ed,” muttered me on Edgar's stiff body after being able to stand in front of him. Edgar, huks .. I have a slightly warm body - just left the owner. My tears never stopped flowing, even falling onto her cold pale face. With a tremble my fingers touched the now tightly closed eyes.

Wake up Ed, when I just felt what it was like to be happy calling you like a brother. Though we just met and talked to each other, for the first time you smiled warmly at me. Though ... Wh why? Wh why?

I held tightly to her pale hand, I placed it on my cheek which unceasingly drained warm tears at the corner of my eyes. Hope this weak hand holds my hand again.

Ed, how do I explain it to Purnama?

Answer me, Ed.

Answer ....

Don't you want to see your niece-to-be?

Can you leave Purnama alone in this world?

My tears were getting wet to seep into his pale hands. My mouth is stiff and cannot be moved. My heart hurts so much. I don't notice the surroundings anymore. My world collapsed with nowhere else to stand, Edgar left forever ....

“Purnama ... Where is Full, El?”

I was stunned to hear the name Purnama. Purnama ....

“PURNAME!”

I screamed with all my might the name of my wife. I held the back of my head as the throbbing in my head ambushed me as my vision blurred. When the pulsation was gone and my vision was clear again, I saw the situation around me. I stared confused. Isn't this my room and not the hospital?

Holy hooch! So it was just a dream. Edgar is not dead. Mercifully. Maybe because my mind was too messed up, worrying about the full moon Jeremy kidnapped made me have a nightmare. Really am. I was so afraid that Purnama hated me for this fatal mistake of mine.

　

　

　

　

　

　

“You're sick, El?”

I looked into Edgar's clear brown eyes. Seeing her face back makes me miss and worry about my wife in Jeremy's hands. From last night I kept deploying some of my men and engaged the Beijing city detectives to look for the whereabouts of Purnama. However, until this morning I have not received any news from all of them.

Honey, I hope you're okay ...

“Elias?”

“Y-ya.” I stammered Edgar calling me.

“I'm not sick,” I add a thin and clumsy smile. Edgar tilted his head, staring fixedly at me until I gulped nervously at him in such a way.

“Ke-why, Ed?”

“You ... seemed to be hiding something from me.”

The deg!

My heart rumbles, of course I keep Purnama kidnapped, do not want to make him follow worried and anxious which even makes his health condition drop.

“Nothing I hid,” I replied with a breath.

“Really?- just forget it, El. Where's Purnama? How come he hasn't seen me.” Edgar played an infusion hose in his hand, occasionally sighing shortly.

Bite lips. Uneasily. I can't answer Edgar's words.

“El?”

“Purnama ..” I take a deep breath. “She's busy working on something for your surprise after coming home from the hospital.”

I moistened my dry lips, staring nervously at the marble floor I was treading. “Mu-maybe in three days he will see you.”

Yeah, it took me only three days to get Purnama back, no matter what.

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