I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

EXPIRE

I stared fixed Edgar who was still faithful closed his eyes. No more precisely me, my wife, Mommy, Daddy, Randy and another one, Zahra, in Edgar's hospital room. We looked anxiously at Edgar. Half an hour ago Edgar finished surgery. Operation's successful. There's no obstacle whatsoever.

I held my breath as Edgar began to move his eyelids, he began to growl. The first time she opened her eyes, she looked at me. I smiled and breathed a sigh of relief. He's doing just fine. Mercifully. Then Edgar turned to look at my wife. The full moon immediately hit Edgar's head. Sniffled.

“Don't cry, Full. Brother is fine,” Edgar said in a hoarse voice while patting my wife's back.

“Congratulations yes, Ed. Operation was successful.” Daddy clasped Edgar's hand. Mommy and Randy congratulate me.

“Thank you, this is all thanks do’a all of you,” reply Edgar smiled weakly. Then his gaze ended on the figure that slightly hid his body behind Randy. This woman did not open her voice at all

“Ara?” Edgar looked surprised at Zahra's presence.

Zahra nodded. “It's me, Mas. Huks .. I'm sorry. I didn't know you were operated.”

　

　

　

　

As time rolled on, second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day I continued to pass with complex feelings that filled my mind. Now I'm back to spending nearly half an hour in the delivery room after one day of Edgar's surgery. Finally my wife gave birth by betting her life, fighting to bring one of our little angels into the world.

“Breath, Mistress. Emboss.” I heard the voice of the doctor at the end of Purnama's foot giving instructions. While I—according to my promise to him—terus was by his side. I never went anywhere. I kept holding her hand tightly. Every now and then I get sweat pouring down his temples. There were also tears on her cheeks. Sometimes I peel his forehead. I wish I could reduce the pain at this time.

“Honey, you can definitely,” I whispered raucously. My feet are shaking so much. I really can't stand. My heart grew so full that I saw how painful my wife was. Although he did not cry out.

I would like to replace his position. Yeah, God. I closed my eyes for a moment. The painful tightness was stabbing into my chest. My mind's been drifting about the past two years. Seeing my wife fight like this, I'm so guilty of her. I regretted hurting him. Slowly my tears began to fall on my eyes. I can't take it anymore. I wept.

Oeeek...

My eyelids opened perfectly, the corners of my lips expanded, smiling happily. One more time my world will be brightened again, filled with the cry of my happiness bearer.

“Honey, you did it,” I whispered in a raucous voice. Smiling mixed with tears happy haru. Purnama is crying. He looks exhausted. I'll get him right away. We cry together.

“Honey, finally you become a mother,” I said again.

“Congratulations, Mr. Benjamin. Your baby is a boy. He is very healthy and handsome, just like his Daddy.” Dr. Lee smiled widely while carrying my innocent son without a thread. I release my arms. Then Dr. Lee put our baby on the chest of the Full Moon. Letting the baby suckle for the first time to my wife.

My tears and the full moon are getting out. My wife's hand shook even more intensely when we first held our baby. I smiled happily to see that both of them were fine. I stared at my innocent baby's face. Saying inwardly, My son . welcome to this mortal world. Geoff Benjamin Bowman ...

I immediately embraced my wife and my son. I hold them both tightly. As if protecting both. Keep it up to my last blood point.

I pecked my wife's forehead again. Spooked him in the middle of my sobs. “Darling, you see. Our baby is so handsome. The shape of his lips is similar to yours.”

I put my finger on my baby's face. Handled it. Tracing the shape of his face. Her thin lips inherited my wife's lips. The shape of her eyebrows is also from my wife. His eye shape is a legacy of mine. Her skin color was pure white inheriting both of our skin. One more thing, her hair color inherited my hair color. His face looks bule. Of course my descendants.

I turned back to look at my wife's pale face. Saying in the heart;

Honey, you're really great. Thank you for holding on to conceive my son. To keep him for nine months from all the trials and pains I've been giving. I love you, my wife, Full Benjamin Bowman. You are my wife and the greatest woman in the world.

　

　

　

　

In silence I smiled a little at the thought of how happy I was right now. The inpatient room was now filled with laughter of happiness. There's Mommy, Daddy and Edgar—for a while he's sitting in a wheelchair for postoperative recovery. And Randy, he just sent me a message that he'll be here any minute after his job is done. Now that I know a little bit about the real Randy, it turns out he's a graduate in agriculture. A master who owns acres of vineyard land in Beijing. I salute him. Native Indonesian but successful in this bamboo curtain country.

I also know Edgar's real work. He works for Randy as the head of the field. After learning of Edgar's original job, I was so ashamed of him. I used to accuse him of being a no-one. I heard from Mommy's story, Edgar, for the sake of my late Daddy's trust, willing to do anything. Rela became a fugitive and removed traces from me. I stopped working a few years just to focus on protecting me. To sacrifice Purnama school. Not going to higher school because there is not enough cost.

I am ashamed to admit my mistake. I admit, Edgar was truly a true man full of responsibility and family love.

One more thing, about a woman named Zahra. Just came to see Edgar for a while yesterday. To date, I do not know the relationship between the two. I still dare not ask Edgar. Let him speak for himself later. That's his personal business. I don't want to interfere.

My daydreams ran out as the laughter in the room interrupted. I slowly approached my wife who was holding our baby.

My memory goes back to the words—ah no, more precisely the ridicule of Jagat three years ago, when I was about to embark on my revenge mission. As well as advice Sakti.

They said, someday, I will follow in their footsteps. But arrogantly, I at that moment firmly rejected it. Stay on my path; carry out my revenge mission, marry Purnama without love, then divorce her in the future. Never follow in the footsteps of the two of them. And at that moment, they just laughed and grieved, as if knowing that this day would come.

But now ... With gentleman I declare to Jagat and Sakti ...

I, Elias Benjamin Bowman. Admit, if I follow in the footsteps of Jagat and Sakti, become husband to a Full Benjamin Bowman and father to my son, Geoff Benjamin Bowman.

Arrrgh, dammit. My inner voice screams, cursing inadmissibly admitting defeat to two of the most annoying creatures on earth—my best friend—Jagat and Sakti. Well ... I think now they laugh out loud when they see how I am right now. Prepare to carry out the role of a good father and husband for my wife, starting from now onwards. According to their predictions.

I looked at my love once more. I hold it tightly with all my soul. Slip back. Because of the misguided grudge of all this time, it has brought me to my loved ones in my warm embrace. In silence my promise was engraved, erasing the trace of vengeance in my heart. I'll never hurt her again. It never will.

　

EXPIRE

To become a better human being. Sometimes we have to be wrought with a tough test. Learn first from the mistakes made – Elias Benjamin Bowman.

Note;

Finally the story ends too. Surely you are surprised that suddenly it ends, there is no prior notice. Because it's not finished yet. There's season two. Because let's not disturb the core of this story, about Elias' revenge on Edgar.

If in season two will focus the same twists and turns the household story of Elias the same Purnama.

I also made some special chapters for the story of Brother Edgar. Later the story behind why Edgar wanted surgery. Who was Zahra to Edgar.

Thank you friends for waiting for this story. Already love and comments 😍.

See you in some special chapters Edgar and season two 🤗💜.