I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

NINETEEN

He's not afraid of me? Purnama's words left me stunned for a moment. I looked at Purnama. His eyes were undaunted against me. I felt her hands slowly hugging her own stomach. Damnit. I'm back to waking up. I almost hurt the baby in her stomach. I remember what happened yesterday afternoon when I was in New York. I don't want that to happen again. I slowly exhaled, calming my fast-paced heart.

My gaze softened as he looked back at his almost deathly pale face, but still his eyes were undaunted against me. My hand slowly caressed his face.

“Ma-want what, you,” squealed Full Moon in a bold tone, even getting rid of my right hand that caressed her face. I didn't answer, it was better to lower my emotions before going back to arguing with him, and losing control again. Close your eyes for a moment and open them again. Staring at the sharp Full Moon then softened.

“Please, Full. Don't provoke my emotions at this time. I don't want you and the baby in your womb to get hurt,” I said gently and glared at my full eyes, for a moment I can get rid of my emotions. Purnama was silent to my words.

“And you are today so brave against me,” my poet smiled cynically mocking him.

“Te-of course. You've hurt me enough. Since when do you care about my womb? B-even you never accompanied me to check the contents. I'm heartbroken because of you,” shouted Full Moon quivered. His reddened face held back anger and crying simultaneously, his eyes began to tear up.

I was stunned for a moment. Sick? Didn't he know, I also endured the pain all this time. Clenched my fingers that started to whiten. Reverse my body away from his body, afraid that I might return to caliphate and hurt him.

“You think you're the only one with a heartache! I'm even more sick than you. Long-lasting revenge on Edgar. Bear nightmares for almost twelve years, even I was almost crazy abandoned suddenly by the people I love.”

I want to scream, shed my pain, cry like Purnama did to me. But these tears don't come down. This cold frozen heart was able to become my protective fortress when I was below even the weakest point.

“Elias,” Overturned Full moon, her voice vibrating withstanding cries. His eyes dimmed when he heard my words.

“And all this is your brother's fault, it boils down to Edgar. If only he hadn't killed my beloved, maybe I wouldn't have hurt you, maybe we wouldn't have even met,” I said raucously, spilling all my heart.

With a shunt I stepped out of the room, no longer wanting to argue with Purnama. Once again I stared in pain at the silent Purnama staring at me.

　

　

　

　

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Mommy looked at me in surprise when I was back in her apartment.

“What's this, El. You're not going home? Who's taking care of your wife?” mommy asked, tailing me. I didn't touch her, kept walking until I got to the guest room and opened the door. Throwing my body rough on the bed, to the point of making a creaking sound on the iron bed. Immediately close my eyes with my arm.

“Mom, tonight I stay here.” I stared at Mommy who was still standing around her waist, snorting as if she was behaving.

“What!”

“I'm tired, Mom. Tomorrow I'll explain it.” I got up and pushed Mommy out of the room. I heard Mommy yelling at the door that I was violently closing.

　

　

　

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“Hoammm, morning, Mom,” my broom on the middle-aged beautiful lady sitting in front of me. Immediately secure my butt on the chair while in the dining room. I saw the food on the table. Mommy's fleeting screams that rolled her eyes saw my behavior. Suddenly Mommy hit me on the head with a napkin.

“Aish, sick Mom. Why the hell is Mommy always hitting your own son,” my whistle is upset, grimacing in pain.

“Your own fault, the heart to leave your wife alone.”

“Mom, I punished him because he planned to run away from me,” I explained while breathing in annoyance.

“Oh, yes?” Both of Mommy's eyebrows shot up, looking at me fixedly.

I just nodded thinly. “She plans to escape with her cheating man after meeting Edgar.”

“You're sure he cheated, El?” ask Mommy to make sure.

“Yakin.” I nodded steadily. Mommy silently looked closely at me who was bribing fried rice, then shook her head. I stared at Mommy's wonder. “Why, Mom? Something wrong?”

“Do not accuse so, El. Regret later. Besides, aren't you suspicious of someone, especially your own confidant?”

I frowned for a moment. “Surgery? My confidant?”

Mommy just nodded briefly. It seems like something Mommy is hiding from me. I just put my shoulders down. Maybe it's just my feelings.

　

　

　

　

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I stared at the door slammed by Elias. I heard footsteps coming out of the apartment. Kuhela breathes heavily. Just a moment ago, I saw the sadness that was emitted from Elias' eyes, it felt like something was piercing my heart when I saw the look in his eyes.

I clenched my hands, the annoyance and sadness mixed into one. Though I had just had the courage to fight him, but it felt why this heart became hesitant again. No, I shook my head again. For the sake of this baby I have, I must be strong and endure.

Slowly I walked towards the glass window, sitting pensively looking down, where the streets were crawling - even though it was already night. Looking blankly, even looking up, dispelling the tears that will soon come down.

In my heart I kept asking. Did Edgar really kill Elias' parents and lovers?

　

　

　

　

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I looked around the restaurant, looking for Randy. We promised to meet at a traditional Chinese restaurant. At midnight last night, Randy called back, cancelling to meet at the promised xxx apartment. I don't know, I don't know what reason Randy canceled to meet there.

I smiled with relief at the figure of Randy waving his hands. Walk up to him, shift the chair and sit right in front of him. Before long the waiters came to serve Chinese dishes.

“Why was the place of agreement changed?” I asked directly, after the servants had left.

“Eat first. You are very pale,” he said without answering my question first.

I'm breathing hard, I can't wait to meet Edgar's brother. I have a lot of questions I want to ask him. Also about Randy, I want to ask Edgar, what he's got to do with him. I've asked Randy a few times, but I never answered him. His mouth was locked when I asked about Edgar's brother.

Ever since I met Randy two months ago. He always called me, asking me how I was. I met him twice.

First in an Italian restaurant, until there was an incident I went to the hospital, because my womb was suddenly sick - too tense because Elias was too selfish to ask about photos.

Second, at this time. Meet at a Chinese restaurant and not be in apartment xxx. But I'm a little grateful, because I didn't meet at the apartment. I remember Elias' threat last night. That he also tracked down my brother's whereabouts. I don't want Edgar's brother arrested by Elias. Huft, I'm sorry Elias.

I looked at Randy who was filling a small ceramic bowl with tuna fish soup. Then thrust it at me. I sipped the saliva, I suddenly became hungry to see the steaming hot soup. Immediately I scooped up the fish soup of his fiancee.

“You okay, Purnama?”

Always this question without getting tired of Randy asking me. I stopped eating and breathed. I promised you that whatever happens in my household and Elias, no one will ever know. But it seems, even though I didn't say it - everyone knows. Evidently, Intan and sister Nila know, even Randy also know. Is it because of my physical injuries? Even though it was only faintly imperceptible.

“Yes. I'm fine, Dy” I finally answered Randy's question with a little lie in it, so as to reduce his worry as well. Randy exhaled heavily, his two black eyeballs staring at me softly.

“You're not good at lying, Purnama,” muttered he sipped his coffee.

I hurriedly looked down. Sorry, Dy. I can't be honest with you.

“Hey, you haven't answered my question. Why was the place of the agreement changed?” I switched our conversation earlier.

“I think our previous place of agreement has leaked out, too dangerous for you and brother Edgar to meet.”

I was surprised to hear his explanation. Information leaked? Who did? “A-Is brother Edgar okay?” much worry.

“Not to worry. Brother Edgar is currently safe.”

Kuhela breathed a sigh of relief-though still a little bit of worry enveloped me. I remember vividly yesterday afternoon when Randy called saying that Edgar's brother was sick.

“Dy, is Edgar's sore severe?” ask again.

Randy breathed a heavy breath. I frowned when I saw his attitude like that. Is he hiding something? I saw him shaking slowly.

“No. Brother Edgar is fine.” Randy smiled forcefully.

Seeing Randy's forced smile like that, my heart dropped to the bottom. Even though Randy didn't tell me, as Edgar's brother, I felt the hardships he had been going through all this time.

“Why can you be in China too, Dy?” ask again.

“Because I settled in China.”

“Eh? Didn't you live in New York for two months?” I was wondering - as if Randy had a specific purpose.

“I have an important job there,” he replied lightly.

　

　

　

　

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I leaned my body behind the chair. Look at the ceiling of my office. Right now I prefer to go to my company's branch office in China. After breakfast this morning, with no elites, Mommy kicked me out of her apartment. Said I had my own apartment, even my wife was waiting for me.

My wife? Considering last night's incident, it's hard to go back to the apartment after our incident.

Glancing at the glance of the piled up documents, had no interest at all to check the stacked documents. My eyes are back up. What is Purnama doing now? After all night I left him alone. Recording my forehead that suddenly became pulsating, when my words flashed just like that last night.

I stared at my smartphone I just washed. Last night I accidentally turned off the smartphone and happened to have the battery run out and I did not wash until this afternoon. Played a pen between my fingers, then bit the long thing. Distracting the anger in my heart.

Did Purnama meet Randy this afternoon at the xxx apartment?

But why is there no further news from my men that I told to spy on Purnama. Why so slow. Did they not meet? Scroll at a glance when my smartphone there is an incoming SMS. It was from Jeremy.

　

　

　

　

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I parked my sports car when I got to the Chinese restaurant. Stopped my car right next to Jeremy's. I saw him leaning his body casually on the hood of his beloved metallic black sports car.

Jeremy straightened his body while smiling at me. I snorted, it was strange to see her smile on me.

“What you want to tell me.”

“Sabar, we eat first.” Jeremy chuckled as he patted my shoulder slowly. I sighed and obeyed him, stepping into the Chinese restaurant.

“It's best not to sit there, El. How about just there?” Jeremy pointed at the table in the corner of the room.

I'm clucking. Jeremy is just like a girl. All seats are the same. When I turned around I saw the corner Jeremy pointed at. My eyes are glaring sharp, my teeth are grinding. It feels like my blood is going up to the crown. When my vision took a step at the corner table. It turns out Purnama and Randy are eating. It's only fitting that my men can't trace their whereabouts, it turns out the place has changed.

Damnit. It's really Randy's commonsense to take Purnama out. Moreover, I didn't see Edgar being there-as Randy said yesterday.

Clenching both of my hands, unconsciously my feet had already stepped towards the table where both of them were. I want to cut off someone's head. Damnit. Why did Purnama dare to break my orders and openly meet Randy.

“PURNAME!"

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