I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

EIGHTEEN

I linked my two eyebrows in wonder at the question - in a commanding tone - of the middle-aged woman in front of me. I should have asked who he was. I looked at this middle-aged woman, who remained so intensely staring at my body. I gulped down my saliva as I glanced at my indolent eyes, I became uncomfortable and confused what to do with a woman who had a bossy-like nature, clearly visible the way she asked me earlier.

“Heum? Don't tell me you are ****** payment Elias, who then uses your pregnancy to stay with him.” This middle-aged woman squinted sharply, looking at me cynically especially when she looked at my stomach.

Elias' toy? I frowned confused. There was a stabbing pain in my heart when this middle-aged woman rated me as Elias' toy. I admit, I do not know what kind of life Elias lived before marrying me. And I'm so sorry about that. I clenched my right hand over my stomach, clenched my teeth, angry and upset mixed one - the pain of being insulted as Elias' toy so penetrated my heart. Just so you know, I'm Elias' legal wife.

“Sorry, introduce my name Full Moon Dir-I mean Full Moon Bowman.” It is clear that Elias warned me that introducing myself should use his surname. Bowing my body politely, introducing myself especially suppressing my last name so that this beautiful middle-aged woman knew who I really was.

“Bowman?” He muttered more, precisely asking himself. His forehead shriveled deeply, again he looked at me intensely, even his eyes now collided with my two true brown irises, even though I ended up being stared at as sharp as that by him.

“Mommy?”

The cry of Elias from behind my back shocked me and this middle-aged woman. I stared confusedly at Elias and the woman in front of me in turn. Mommy's? I knew Elias' Mommy was named Maria. That's what Nila-her cousin Elias-when we were newly married.

I never heard it directly from Elias' mouth. And once again, Elias never told me what his past was like. One thing only I know, both of Elias's parents were killed by Edgar's brother - that was also what Elias explained to me. That's why Elias took so much revenge on me and Edgar's brother. But who is this man in front of me that Elias called Mommy? My head is now full of questions as to who exactly this beautiful middle-aged woman is.  I started to feel my head throbbing in pain, thinking too much. But soon I'll take a step off, I don't want to get sick.

“Hey, Full! You heard! Make a drink for my Mommy. Fast!” elias' orders broke my daydream.

“Good. Tu-wait a moment..” I stammered, immediately looking down when my iris met the eyes of Elias' eagle, unable to look at his gaze of intimidation.

“You make me breakfast! I didn't have time to have breakfast at home,” Mommy's timpal Elias ruled, completely similar to Elias' nature.

　

　

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“El, eung....Mom-Mommy, breakfast is ready.” I interjected into the living room - a little awkwardly calling the middle-aged woman Mommy. I saw the two of them talking seriously.

“Alright, Mom we have breakfast first.” Elias walked past me, accompanied behind him by his Mommy EL. I gasped as this beautiful woman patted me on the shoulder. It was as if I knew the sadness I was experiencing right now.

“Purnama, patience yes.”

My lips formed a sincere smile and both of my eyeballs started to glaze over upon hearing the sympathy from this middle-aged woman towards me. My heart warms, happy when someone is so attentive to me when the pain continues to plague my mind.

“Ya, thank you eung Mom-mommy,” I replied slowly. I didn't expect this woman to turn out well, inversely proportional to the first impression.

“Not to be awkward, call me Mommy. My real name is Cinthya, Purnama.”

“Good, Mom. Thank you very much.”

“Not to say, Elias never told me who I was, Purnama?” tanyanya when she saw me confused to see herself earlier. I just shakes honestly.

“Basic of the boy! From the first his nature never changed,” hiss Mommy stared at the back of Elias who disappeared behind the dining room wall.

“How many months have you been in?” tanyanya. His hand moved stroking my stomach even though it was not too big the size of my womb.

“Almost entering the third month, Mom.” replied I smiled a smile at him, not expecting that Mommy was very considerate of me, even Elias never asked how old I was, not even, although I'm sure Elias knew it from Aunt Rina.

“Is he still cold to you?”

“Eh?” I was surprised by Mommy's question. Did Elias tell you everything about his grudge? I bit my lower lip, thinking back to Elias' coldness, when Elias had just started to be nice to me, but was frozen again. I hesitantly nodded - confirming Mommy's question. It seemed that Mommy was wasting her breath, between sad and upset.

“Hey! What are you two doing, want breakfast no!?” elias shouted from the kitchen. I was shocked, just like Mommy. I turned my head where Elias was poking his head. I grimaced as Elias' sharp gaze pierced my eyes, when we met a glance.

“Good, we'll be there soon. Hn, you mustn't be like your Daddy, yeah, Boys,” Mommy said, yelling back at Elias while stroking my stomach. Melt the atmosphere that felt a little hot and tense. I just chuckled a little.

“Later we connect again the chatter, Purnama,” he continued gently rubbing my hair. I just nodded, yes there is a lot I want to ask about Mommy Cinthya.

　

　

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“Eliaaas, have the heart of you to your sweet wife.”Mommy yelled at me when we arrived at her apartment. After breakfast Mommy dragged me to her apartment. Leaving Purnama alone. At first Mommy wanted to invite Purnama to play to her apartment, but, coldly, I rejected Mommy's idea.

“When she was pregnant with your child, you heartless stupid husband,” roared Mommy when I was just silent, she hissed and attacked me with a pillow and smacked it into my body - vaping all her frustration at me. Many times I dodged my real Mommy attack.

Mommy Cinthya is the one who gave birth to me, and my real Daddy is Marcus Benjamin Bowman. They divorced when I was six. I went with Daddy and continued the family business for generations. Daddy later remarried Mommy Maria and Mommy remarried Robert Dawson. Both of them live in Beijing until now.

Life is strange. Daddy married Mommy because of an arranged marriage, even though they already had their loved ones, although in the end they still married their respective partners - after I was born and six years old.

I used to hate Daddy and Mommy getting divorced, but gradually I understood that Daddy and Mommy didn't love each other. And now they live happily. Mommy with Daddy Robert and Daddy with Mommy Maria.

　

　

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I arrived at the apartment when the clock showed me exactly the eight-night mark. I spent all day at Mommy's while looking for the right time to meet Edgar. Glance for a moment towards the living room. Silent. Has he slept? I just shrugged my shoulders and headed for my own room.

“Purnama, tomorrow afternoon meet me at apartment XXX. There's brother Edgar. We're gonna go see him, no need for you to ask Elias for permission. Understand?”

I heard Randy's voice. Yep. I tapped the Purnama smartphone. I'm doing this so that Purnama can't run away from me.

“Ta-but, I-I'm afraid of Elias. W-how if he knows this plan.”

“Not to be afraid, you take it easy, Purnama.” 

I soon heard the phone call shut down. I slammed my smartphone into the bed. God fucking. So they were planning to run away from me and meet Edgar secretly. I'm not gonna let that happen. I didn't want Purnama to leave so soon from me, before I took my revenge with Edgar. Without a second thought, I rushed to the guest room, where Purnama was.

“PURNAMA, open the door!”  I shouted with anger and banged on the impatient door.

“A-what up, El---”

I barged in with the Full Moon following me. Her face was full of question marks, let alone looking at my face like an infidelity person.

“I know all your plans. You want to escape with Randy!” cecarku was wrathful with clenched fists looking into his clear brown eyes. Purnama was silent hearing my words. He gulped down the saliva, his body started to tremble.

“I-it .. where do you know?”

My face formed a cynical grin. “It doesn't matter where I know, so it's true tomorrow you plan to escape. I'm not gonna let you run!” The volume of my voice began to rise – my eyes had darkened with the anger that filled my entire chest.

“It's not like that. I don't plan on running. I only saw Edgar's brother, I heard he was sick. I ... I miss Edgar, I haven't seen him for a long time,” Purnama clearly looked down at my two eyeballs, then he clasped my right hand, but I took it straight. I turned and walked out. But again he held my hand even now his grip tightened.

“Tree,El. Let me see brother Edgar,” please. I didn't open my voice at all. “El?”

“No, I won't let you. It was just your alibi to escape with Randy. From this moment on you will not let me out of this apartment,” press me while turning over and start walking towards the door.

Suddenly Purnama hugged my body from behind, I felt her body tremble withstanding the cries. Again this heart hurts to see him like this begging me. I just silently stared unreacted.

“Please, El.”

I clenched my teeth in anger

“Release, Full.” I screamed in anger. No movement behind me. The Full Hand is getting tight on my waist. I slowly felt Purnama shake his head. I exhaled-more precisely releasing my anger that had peaked. I slowly let go of Purnama's hand, then turned my body back to face him again. I stared cynically at Purnama's clear iris who was moving restlessly pleading with me.

“El, kum--“

“NO! Once not fixed no!” My anger finally went out of control. The full moon heard my screams. Out of nowhere, for the first time, her clear iris dared to fight staring at me. He looked up, looking up at my face that was taller than him. He chuckles violently mixed with fear.

“Although you won't let me, I will still go. Edgar's brother is my brother. When I meet later, I'll ask her if she's been a hit man all along,” she said defiantly - even though her voice sounded trembling in fear.

I smiled a cynical smile, Purnama did not know that all this time I tracked down Edgar's whereabouts to catch him alive or dead. I scowled, slightly bent over his face, almost had our noses collided, if only the bearded Fuller was startled and rewinded his body a step. He met with red, whether it was a blushing hue or anger. Lamat myself smiled faintly at her reaction.

“Please. I don't mind, even I'm grateful you made it easier for me to catch him.” My smirk expands on the sides of my sensual lips.

“You..” Purnama growled furiously. I chuckle more and more cynically seeing it like this, my heart is happy. Enjoying her face filled with anger against me that had just happened this time, usually her face was covered with tears. I think he has exhausted his patience with me. Despite that, his body was still slightly trembling.

“Then why don't you let me out, if it makes it easier for you to catch Edgar's brother,” Purnama replied slightly raising the volume of his voice.

I clicked my tongue, upset. “I've told you from the beginning, because it's just Randy's reason to take you away from my hand.”

Purnama snorted at my explanation. Then he smiled and looked me in the eye.

“Running? Take me away from you? I really hope Randy did take me running from someone like you!” his screams stared hard at me. This time Purnama really dared to fight me.

I put my body back on it, approached her. Just like before, Purnama took a step back and gulped down the saliva. I looked back at her eyes, which were beginning to give off fear. I grinned even more, content to enjoy her face like that.

“Ma-want what, you,” hardiknya. My eyes were fixed on his two hands that were tightly coiled in his distended stomach. Both of his eyes were looking at me restlessly. A fleeting chirp of fine sweat began to descend on his temple. My heart went down like a roller coaster. The one that was originally filled with anger, had suddenly become softened. Ah, shit. I returned to my heart that was too weak for him.

“Try if you want to feel the pain is very painful.” Threaten me not to mess around. But my threats did not scare Purnama. He even laughed a little.

“Tried to threaten me, heh. Sick? Hadn't I been feeling pain all this time, both physical and inner. My body and heart have been damaged, powerless to bear the pain given me all this time.”

I was silent for a moment. But the emotions came back to me.

“You, how dare--” I no longer continue my words. My eyes are now red. It felt like my head was going to explode, my chest was rumbling with unstoppable anger.

I further advanced my body, Purnama took a step back. I go forward and Purnama retreats. Finally, Purnama stopped when it was cornered in the corner of the wall. Can not escape anymore, even now my body locks the movement of his body.

I exhaled right in his face. Full moon quietly fluttered, his eyes did not even blink. Even though he was cornered by me, he could still fight against me. Both of my hands I raised up to exactly parallel to the head of Purnama. I punch the wall with all my might.

“Don't make me angry, Purnama,” I said raucously right in his ears-now, he closed his eyes for a moment, as I punched on the wall beside him earlier. I felt my hands throbbing pain in a rhythm with the throbbing of my heart, and I ignored my reddened palms.

“Why close your eyes, hum. Are you scared?” my teasing grinned cynically right in his ear. My breath was also stingy to hold the anger that peaked to the crown.

Full moon immediately opened his eyes, we looked at each other sharply and fiercely. “A-me, no fear!”

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