I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

THIRTY SEVEN

I stared at a group of people coming out of the door of an overseas arrival, just like me. Leisurely walking towards the parking lot, where my assistant, Xiao Jin faithfully waited for me. Breathing a sigh of relief as I comfortably sat in the passenger seat of the car looking out the glass window. Look at the orange sky in the afternoon.

“Eum, Mr Benjamin now where are you going? Direct to your apartment or to the place of mistress Chintya?” asked Xiao Jin. Glancing through the front rearview mirror.

I took a note behind my jeans jacket pocket. The note that replaced my mouth spoke. Routine thing that became my habit, when my voice temporarily disappeared within a month ago. Besides to keep my voice recovery stable fast.

I scribbled something on the note, then gave it to Xiao Jin. This slender man frowned after looking at my note, then gave back his note to me. He seemed to want to say something, like he wasn't sure what I wrote. But his intention was to be undone, because he knew I wasn't the kind of person to mess around with.

Cars began to drive quietly through the streets of Beijing to baby supply stores. Two days ago, I called Edgar, asking as usual how my wife was doing. Edgar told me that currently Purnama really wants to shop, but always just lazy out of the apartment. Maybe it has a distended stomach, so lazy to move and do anything. That was before I went back to my own apartment. I had intended. Once I step on Beijing again, I'll visit the baby supply store. Buying all the needs of Purnama, just the important thing, because I don't really understand about baby affairs. Later if we have made up I target before Purnama lahiran we have made up again-buy baby equipment both.

　

　

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My eyes peeked at the sign above the door of a traditional restaurant engraved with Chinese letter calligraphy after buying baby supplies. There are some bitter memories in this restaurant. Where I caught Purnama eating with Randy who apparently wanted to meet with Edgar. But it's too bad they didn't meet, because the hunt was found by me due to Jeremy's incitement.

Again, a sense of regret crept into my heart, always succeeding in torturing my inner self. I shook my head for a moment and stepped into the restaurant. Just about to open the door, my body was suddenly pushed back. Good thing my feet were so strong on the floor that they didn't fall. Gutting at my chest, calmed my heart that was pounding wildly in shock. I stared sharply at the person who had smashed into my chest. He's Randy ...

Looks like Randy hasn't realized who he hit. Rubbing head. He grimaced and looked up, then surprised.

“Elias, why can it be here? Isn't it still in New York undergoing therapy?” the sherbya asked repeatedly while looking at my body, paying attention to the details of my appearance.

I glanced behind him. Into the restaurant. My forehead shrinks. Wondering. Who's Randy here with?

“There's a Full Moon here.” As if I knew what I was thinking Randy said.

I looked surprised. Not long after my sight dimmed. There was a sense of happiness and longing filling my chest. Suddenly Randy dragged me who was still fixated, hurriedly got into his car.

“Why can you be in Beijing instead of New York?” randy asked, repeating his words.

I took a subtle breath. I cleared my voice to be stable. “I want to pick up Purnama back.”

“That's not what I asked,” her rebuttal frowned. “Are you not still sick? Why is it so rushed to come here?” clearly further. Her iris fell into my hand, writing something on the note, and I thrust it at her. I still feel pain to make too many sounds, so I am more comfortable writing my words.

Randy raised one of his eyebrows, stared fixedly at the eye I had taken off my sunglasses, then turned to the note in his hand, immediately reading it.

[I can't wait too long. Soon Purnama will give birth, at least I was by her side when she gave birth. And, why is Purnama also here?]

“Oh, that,” Randy stopped his speech, the corner of his lips pulled upwards - a thin grin. “You're jealous of me, when we're dating?- W! Damnit!” randy gets a little blow on his stomach. I punched him.

“Please be a little serious, Dy,” I said with a serious look.

Randy grunts. “Before going baby gear shopping, we plan to eat first here.” His iris stared out the car window, precisely at my car. Then switch to looking back at me. “And you alone?” he continued while scribbling a note in my hand and then opened the car window. Throw away that note. His eyes followed the note that had drifted in the wind, somewhere it had gone. Then I grabbed the new note that was brought by me back.

[Just get me from the baby shop. I want to fill my stomach for a while.]

“Then, Purnama does not go to buy baby supplies.” Randy smiled faintly who was immediately taken in agreement by me.

“You want to see Full Moon now or not?” tannya

I nodded, looking forward, into the restaurant. My heart is longing, but does my wife want to see me back? But still, I want to see him. Whatever the outcome is.

“Come in, El.” Randy patted my shoulder. I said, opening the doorknob, but a second later it came back to Randy when I remembered something.

Randy raises next to his eyebrows, as if asking ‘what else is it?’

"You alone?" my many.

Randy chuckles little. “Not to think about. I can wait in the car, there happens to be food. Don't worry.” He pushed my body gently out of the car.

“Wait a minute, Elias,” call him again. I turned to look at him. He put his head on the window. Both of my eyebrows knitted upwards with a questioning look.

“Take this, and give it to Purnama.” Randy gave the parcel - whatever it was - to my hand. I watched the wrap with a questioning look. “That's a syrup bottle for Purnama, he bought it just now for complaining of dizziness. And the plan will be drunk while eating at this restaurant,” explained Randy answered my confusion.

I nodded and tightly grasped the package. With an impatient step I stepped in, entering the restaurant to meet my wife there. My eyes were looking around the restaurant. And find what I'm looking for. My gaze swept toward the Full Moon who was turning back at me. With just one look, I can get to know my wife well from behind. Want it to feel this body moving to embrace his body, channeling a myriad of longings that almost two months did not meet him.

With a happy heart, a smile clearly imprinted on my face, I stepped firmly towards my wife. My lips quivered to call out his name, even if it was necessary to shout at this restaurant. But whatever the power, my voice still hurts a little when I scream.

My chest was pounding as I stood behind him. Samar I can smell the sweet smell of vanilla on my wife. Breathe in a lot of air and exhale it slowly. Calming my heart beat, pounding as if to get out of this chest. It was so complex after being around my wife.

I leaned against my body, as if clutching tightly to his body, I slowly placed the syrup bottle right next to him. Inviting him. His eyes were round looking at my face that was almost in contact with his - just a few inches away from us. I could even feel her soft breath hitting my face.

“Elias?”

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