I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

THIRTY-FIVE

I opened the door knob. Put my butt into a soft mattress. After talking to Randy for a long time, an hour later we stopped the conversation. I see Randy also needs time to have a private conversation with Edgar's brother. I don't know what they're talking about. I became curious. But I also did not dare to eavesdrop on their conversation.

Exhaling, it slowly began to lay my body down comfortably. The feeling of fatigue and aches crawling through my body disappeared in an instant. Looking at the ceiling of my room for a long time, I don't know how long I've been like this. Without realizing it, Edgar was standing next to me. Staring at me so closely.

“Eh, brother Ed. How long have you been here, sister?” my many.

“Slightly old. Ever since my sister got bullied. Thinking of her husband-is?” Brother Edgar chuckles at me. Sit comfortably on the side of the bed.

“Who thinks about it,” kilahku with a throbbing face. Comfortably leaning my body on the back of the bed. I stared at his pale face, “Have finished talking to Randy?” my continue.

Honestly, I'm very curious. I wonder what the two of them are talking about. Especially if you see the expression and behavior of Edgar's brother from yesterday until before Randy came here.

“Purnama ..”

I just muttered. Staring at my hand held by Edgar's brother. My body trembled a little when my eyes were stared at intensely Brother Edgar. My heart was pounding hard to see the glow of Edgar's iris dimming slightly. No. gabe. I shook my head, immediately putting away the bad premonition that filled my mind.

“Purnama, after we meet again, I think there's a lot you want to ask brother right?”

I nodded, it was true. I wanted to ask him a lot, including Elias's grudge with Edgar's brother. All this time I didn't dare mention anything because of Edgar's disease. I don't want Edgar's health to drop because of this problem.

Brother Edgar sighed, taking his hand from me, his gaze straight ahead. “So I think Elias has told you that brother has killed his loved ones.”

I nodded in confirming. “Yes, is that true, Brother?”

“Do you believe that brother became a murderer, Purnama?”

I shook my head, denying everything. Brother Edgar smiled, and rubbed my head. “Yes, Brother knows you will shake and disbelieve, Purnama.”

“Huks, Brother..” Without realizing that my tears had been spilled, I recalled Elias' cruelty to me. Does Elias know the truth?

“Do not cry, Full.” Brother Edgar wiped my tears. “Elias already knows everything, who is the mastermind who killed his parents. You also know, Purnama,” continued brother Edgar staring into my eyes. Again I nodded my head.

“Jeremy is evil, he was slandering Brother all this time. She's complaining to Brother and Elias' sheep. But at least, we can breathe a sigh of relief, Purnama. Now everything is done. Jeremy has got his payback. May his spirit be calm in nature there.”

“Eh?” I knit my eyebrows together hearing Edgar's last words.

“Yes. Jeremy died,” obviously brother Edgar. “One more, Purnama. You also know from Elias about sister's illness.”.

Again my tears spilled in light of Edgar's disease. Edgar has been diagnosed with lupus for two years. My heart broke upon hearing it for the first time.

“Purnama, I don't think you have much time left, maybe even we don't have-”

Soon embrace closely brother Edgar. “No. Don't say that, brother. I don't want to hear it, huks.”

“Purnama ..”

“So I can definitely heal. We will try to get him treated until Brother is fully healed. I will definitely accompany Brother Ed wherever it is. Huks, Brother ...” my words are full of tears. My heart aches to hear the words of Edgar's brother who doesn't have much time left. Why did Edgar have to suffer like this. Huks ... I felt Edgar's feet gently patting my head, and stroking my back.

“Weight for Brother to heal. Sister's disease has already been confirmed ..”

“Huks, Brother. I don't want to hear it ..” I'm getting sobbing harder.

“Don't cry, Full. One more thing, you might still be mad at Elias about keeping this disease a secret. Don't be mad at him anymore.”

I just kept quiet and didn't answer. Yeah, I'm still mad at Elias. It wasn't about keeping Edgar's illness a secret, it was a matter of separating us. If Elias hadn't been so hard on me, maybe .. huks, maybe Edgar's disease could have been saved soon. But, now ... huks.

“Purnama, don't be mad at Elias again, yes,” re-snake Edgar again when you don't hear my answer. I felt my tongue was too faint to speak at this moment, I could only hear every word Edgar spoke without making a sound.

“Purnama ... Remember, you're our brother's angel and our parents. An angel hearted person, not angry, um. Brother is sure you can get through everything.”

“Purnama, already Brother says don't cry.” Brother Edgar kept patting my back, calming me down.

“Have it, don't regret it again, Purnama. This is all God's will and not Elias's. Brother may have given up on this disease, and let it remain like this - one more, forgive Elias's deeds all this time.”

I looked up into her dim eyes, forgiving Elias?

“Yes, I know,” Edgar said so calmly, as if he knew the question in my mind. He smiled at me thinly. “Defend Elias is just a misdirected target on us. Understand, Purnama. Elias suffered for thirteen years. Thirteen years of enduring pain without loved ones by his side. Alone to bear the pain. Lucky when both our parents left, we could both strengthen and have each other. But not with Elias.”

Degh's!

My heart skipped a beat, my blood rippled softly at the words of Edgar. Biting my lips, I've never thought that far. How Elias suffered all this time. I can't imagine Elias going through such hard days, being left behind by three loved ones at once.

Long we were silent, in this room only my stuffing filled the silence between the two of us.

“One more, Sister can be calm because because there is a substitute to take care of you.”

No. .. please don't talk like that anymore. My ears are unable to hear hurtful things, huks ...

“Elias, Full.”

I looked up again - looking me in the eyes of my brother Edgar when I said Elias' name again. Gently Edgar's toes wiped away my tears that kept on breaking on my cheeks.

“Elias ..he is the right person for you, to take care of you, to protect you, to love you more than anything in the world. Again do not scold him let alone turn to revenge on him, Purnama.”

I pressed my hands together at Edgar's waist. I stuck my head in his skinny chest. I can't think anymore about how I should have behaved to Elias. He confused me.

“Purnama, blot out that pain in your heart. Receive Elias with grace. Love her, embrace her resentment and hurt - for that will bring peace to your heart. Happiness will come for both of you.”

“Huks, Sister.” My voice sounded hoarse, choking on my tears, my body weakly unable to rest anymore. My tears were flowing, unceasingly listening to every wise word of Edgar.

Brother Edgar, I .. how to remove this heartache in the person I love so much. Ed said, how can I be strong like you. Huks ...

As Edgar wished. I will accept Elias as he is, and forgive all his mistakes. Maybe I have forgiven him before.

Do you know Edgar, how much I love him. But .. Brother Edgar. Right now Elias is not giving me any news. So, how am I supposed to behave to him right now, brother Edgar?

I threw my tired body into the bed after Edgar's brother rested in his room. Staring at the white ceiling of the room, tears were ceaselessly rushing at the corner of my eyes - as if endless, like a river emptying into a vast ocean.

My head was now filled with two male faces running around in my mind. Elias and brother Edgar. What is Elias doing now? Why he never called me. At least once I called, asking for a baby in my stomach.

Why Elias doesn't care about me that much. Tell Edgar how I behave to Elias, if I meet him later. Can I punish him a little?

Huks, Elias ...

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