I'M Sorry To Hurt You [Last]

THIRTY-FOUR

I gasped in shock as suddenly the milk glass I was holding slid down from my hand, and broke apart. For a moment I was silent, looking at the shattered glass on the floor. I don't know if my heart feels the throbbing pain, it feels like something is stabbing it. Even when Edgar's brother came and shouted in surprise I didn't mind.

“Jeez, Full Moon. You all right? No one was hurt, right?” he asked in panic while examining my body which was just silently staring.

“Purnama?” call him again when he gets no response from me.

“Ya?” ask me dazed like a person who has just been hypnotized. Staring flatly at Edgar's brother who still looked frantically-seen clearly on his pale face. I shook my head, then lowered my body, immediately clearing the glass flakes.

“Do not need cleaning, let Brother clean it.” Brother Edgar held back my body that was about to crouch down. I comply. Back to straighten my body. Then Edgar led me, took me to the living room couch.

“Well, sit here. Don't go anywhere. Sister will make your new milk.” Brother Edgar smiled.

I'm about to protest. But not a single word came out of my cleft lip. My eyes follow where he steps. Headed to the kitchen.  Kuhela short breath. I'm confused again. Why did I feel a bad feeling for a moment. But what is it? I hope everything is okay. Edgar came back with a glass of milk in his hand.

“Nih, susumu.” Brother Edgar thrust a glass of warm milk at me. I thanked her and started sipping her milk. There was an unpleasant feeling in my heart when Edgar made milk for me, but he was also sick.

I put down the glass that was empty. Grabbing a remote on the table, planning to watch a television show. My forehead is cringing, confused. I looked at Edgar questioningly. Glancing at her hands that just suddenly stopped my movements, gently took out the remote in my hand.

“Why, Brother?” many wonder.

“How about we go around the apartment complex only. Ah, naw. It's too hot in the daytime like this. How about you just sleep yes,” said brother Edgar stammered. I further knit my two eyebrows in wonder. Moreover, he was grinning widely and smiling awkwardly. Like something was hidden?

I shook my head, again grabbing the television remote in his hand. But it was taken back by him. I'm more and more astonished at Edgar's attitude this time.

“Why, Brother Ed? Looks like Big Brother won't let me watch, what's the matter?” look at me, a little annoyed at his attitude like that. Brother Edgar scratched his head and laughed crisply.

“Eum, the problem .. i-tu, it is not good for pregnant people to watch television, let alone watch strange news,” he explained looking for reasons. She bit her lips while looking at me restlessly. I tilt my head at the strange attitude that prevents me from watching? Isn't the show on television not only filled with news, there are also other shows that can be watched.

“Ak-” Haven't had time to talk, suddenly my stomach was a little cramped because of the baby in my stomach, it seemed to put a little pressure.

“You all right, Purnama?” asked Edgar with his voice so anxious. I nodded weakly as I stroked my stomach, calming my baby. I grimaced a little.

“It seems, you should really rest,” persuade brother Edgar to worry. This time, I just let brother Edgar tell me to rest. Lead me back to my room.

　

　

　

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A bright day on Sunday. This morning I was cleaning Randy's apartment. The apartment is very dirty. It's been a month since I wanted to clean his apartment - counting since I first stepped on this apartment. My hands are already itching to get everything cleaned up immediately.

I'm very familiar, living alone without burden like Randy, must be lazy to clean up. Justjust look. When I arrived, dirty clothes were piled up in the bathroom, not to mention the sofa pillows strewn across the floor. As well as the crumbs of instant food scattered on the pantry table throughout the kitchen. Used dishes that have not been washed for two days are piled up in the sink.

And only today was my intention accomplished. Really take my time to clean up, because I don't have much time to stay in the apartment, because I have to take care of Edgar. For a month, I was busy going back and forth to the hospital accompanying Edgar. The good news is that Edgar is starting to show his health is improving - although not very well - and has been allowed to go home since yesterday, with a record of having to keep regular control of treatment every two days.

I smiled at the sumringah. Wiping the sweat that flooded all over my face. Gently pat my noisy belly. Glance at Edgar's brother. I kept watching me clean up. I ignored her scolding earlier. Not telling me to do heavy duty, suggesting it is better to hire the services of a janitor for a day, but I immediately rejected the idea.

While brother Edgar I told him to rest, considering his illness does not require him to work hard.

“Have it, brother Ed. Don't you pout like that. Lookie! Until it is finished cleaning up, I am still fine right,”, I said to calm him down.

I walked towards the balcony, next to the door were all sorts of flower seeds. I bought it two days ago. Yep. I want to decorate Randy's balcony with a variety of flowers to make it look beautiful, as well as a lot of healthy air around. Besides, to fill my void while taking care of Edgar's sister in the apartment, all of you run one of my hobbies growing flowers that had become my habit when I was in New York,

In his spirit I put some flower seeds into the pots that have been provided. I just thought that Edgar's brother was incessantly nagging from earlier who kept watching me.

If I just sit around or read a novel book continuously without activity, my eyes may be tired and bored by themselves. Besides, Edgar hasn't allowed me to watch television since yesterday. So what can I do? I clucked deeply, looking down at the apartment, where everyone was outside. Busy to and fro, while I just sat quietly in the apartment. Huft, it's really unfair to me.

“Son Edgar, it's been an hour and a half ago you keep nagging. Aren't you tired? Besides since I said earlier, nothing happened to me,”, I said, calming him. He sat next to me, watching me plant sunflower seeds. Brother Edgar looked at me briefly. Watching my face. Then exhale and nod small.

“And again, Brother Ed. You worry too much about me, you look like old men out there, nagging their daughters who come home late at night.” I chuckled at her. Brother Edgar chuckled and gently nudged my arm. It reminds us of our stories from the past. Before I married Elias, Edgar was very protective of me.

“There's-there's you, Purnama. I'm worried about you because of a message from El-ah, sorry.” Brother Edgar quickly closed his mouth, realizing the words just now that I caught Elias' name - he almost called Elias' name.

Kuhela short breath. Puffed. A message from Elias to take care of me? Why don't you just call me right away. Even this has been a month passed. If she cares about me and my baby, she should.

I shook my head and half smiled forcefully. “Sister Ed, don't apologize so. Indeed, at this time Elias does not care about me and my future baby,” shriveled me. I finally couldn't stand my own frustration. Just let go of my frustration piled up on my chest.

“Eh, maybe so ..” replied Edgar who sounded unsure.

I knit my eyebrows together, I stared fixedly at his pale face. Why did Edgar from yesterday become strange to me? Like forbidding me to watch television. Forbidden me to do heavy things. Okay, heavy things are still acceptable to my brain. But, prohibit watching television?

Why the?

Brother Edgar grew nervous as I continued to look at him closely, without looking the other way, as if Edgar's brother was the most delicious food that should not be missed.

I haven't had time to say anything or Edgar's words, I've heard the sound of the front door of the apartment open. Randy-is?

Scroll at a glance at Edgar's brother, also seemed very relieved to hear the sound of the door. It seems that Edgar was greatly helped by Randy's arrival - when he looked at the situation earlier; as if I wanted to interrogate him. I don't know, it read clearly from the look on Edgar's face that looked very nervous.

“Come, Full! We meet Randy.” Edgar moved from his seat. I stretched out his hand to welcome him immediately. Taking off my gloves, patting the dust on my shirt. Then he grabbed Edgar's hand. It feels very warm and feels protected.

　

　

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“Randy,” as I called out to Randy who was holding his chest, turning his back to me and Edgar's brother from behind. He stared fixedly at the large painting that was displayed on the wall.

Randy looked over and smiled broadly. After a month of not seeing each other, he looked more and more mature. Does his face look a little tired? Very visible from his eyes that look like panda eyes.

“Dy, I miss you,” I said as I hugged her. Channeling my longing did not meet him, let alone not give his news for a month. I punched her slowly on the shoulder after releasing my embrace, channeling my resentment towards her.

Randy just grimaced and chuckled. His gaze turned to Edgar's. Greeting and hugging him tightly. I see them like siblings. Very cool to see it.

“Randy ..” Edgar wanted to say something, but he stopped immediately as his eyes glanced at me. I tilted my head, looking at Edgar's nervous brother.

“Oh, about that ... I'll explain to you later, brother Ed,” replied Randy as if he understood the meaning of Edgar's words just now. Brother Edgar nodded and breathed a little relieved? I stared questioningly at the two of them in turn.

“Only small business problems with brother Ed, Purnama.” Now Randy also answered my confusion when I clearly saw him who seemed to be coding something for Edgar's brother. I just put my shoulder around after hearing Randy's explanation.

“Eum, how are you, Dy?” many enthusiast. The three of us sat on the sofa in the living room. “Yeah, why quietly leave without informing me. I feel guilty,” pout me.

“I'm sorry I left didn't tell you first, Purnama. I'm fine-” Randy stopped his sentence, his tail glancing at Edgar's brother sitting next to me. Back I frowned looking at the behavior of the two. However, breathing was relieved when Randy answered he was fine.

“-Sister Ed, after this. Everything I leave to you,” continued Randy ambiguous. I saw Edgar's brother shake a little. What the hell are they hiding from me?

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