I'm Not Taking It Again

Remembering the School Period

"DON'T!" his yell.

Dirga immediately pulled Niar's body and stayed away from the woman. Yes, that woman is Mamah Nina.

"Why is Mom here?" hardik Dirga's. Niar's body was already shaking violently indicating he was frightened.

"Well, go home" he said.

"Yes, Honey. We're home." Mamah Nina was stunned to hear her son's words. He looked, an aura of anger still emanating in the eyes of the son. Likewise, the aura of fear that Niar felt.

Along the way, Dirga continued to hold tightly onto Niar's hand. Niar's face was already very pale. He remembered the events of the time. Where when Niar fell, Mamah Nina only became a loyal audience. Without the slightest intention to help him. How painful Niar's heart was, moreover he was still conscious and felt there was blood flowing on his legs. As if, Mamah Nina wanted to kill the child in her womb.

"Dear."

"I'm afraid" said Niar. And her tears could not be held back. Dirga immediately pulled over his car and held warm Niar's body.

"There I am, dear." Dirga kissed Niar's head while calming him down. After Niar calmed down and fell asleep. Dirga started driving his car back to his father-in-law's house.

At home, the mother swooped her eyebrows to look at this couple with a look of wonder. "Now are we home?"

"Niar is exhausted, Mother." Dirga tried not to say the truth. He was afraid, his mother would worry even more about Niar's condition.

"Pelan-pelan gendong Niarnya," added the mother.

With great care, Dirga carried Niar's body towards their room. Niar's body was placed on the bed. Dirga stared at Niar.

"I'll make sure Mamah never shows her face in front of you again, dear." Dirga kissed Niar's forehead very deeply.

When Dirga cleaned her body in the bathroom. Niar started to open his eyes. He circulated his gaze and looked for the figure of Dirga.

"Ay," he called.

However, there was no confirmation from Dirga. Fear enveloped his heart. During pregnancy, Niar's condition is very sensitive. They are easily angry and cry easily too.

Dirga just came out of the bathroom just by using the winding towel on his waist. He was shocked when he saw his wife crying.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" Dirga really panicked. He immediately embraced his wife's body.

"I thought you were gone. I'm afraid, if my fate and my son's the same as the movie I watched."

Holy hooch! Dirga screamed in his heart. Niar's pregnancy this time was very testing Dirga's patience.

"His husband .. left his wife when she was two months pregnant. She gave birth alone without a husband. I'm afraid that's gonna happen to me, Ay." Dirga tightened her embrace. "I'll never leave you, baby. My love is only for you and our children."

Niar tightened his embrace. And in this pregnancy Niar also realized that he often acts strange. And always overwhelmed her husband. There was fear that covered his heart. Niar was afraid, if Dirga would turn away from him because of his strange attitude right now.

"You're sleeping, honey. It's night. I'll change my pajamas first. I'll hug you till morning." Niar also nodded obediently. They slept with each other until morning.

Today is the last day of Niar and Dirga in Malang. Niar doesn't want to go anywhere. He just wanted to spend his time in his favorite room.

"So seriously don't want to go?" Niar shakes.

"Geez, I got my name because of you." Dirga menjwil nose pointed Niar because of anxiety will pysisengan Niar when in school.

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"Ni, from earlier IPA class two ngeliatin you continue," said Bila while nudging Niar's arm that was busy chewing.

"Let's just, anyway."

Niar is indeed a jutek child and does not want to know about the surrounding environment. He doesn't care about other people's business. So do others never take care of their personal lives.

"It's hard to be the head of the stone," Sisi murmured. Niar did not listen to the grumbling of his friends. In fact, Niar does not believe in love. Love is just a lie. People who have been married for a long time are still vulnerable to divorce. Proof of mom and dad.

It had been almost a month that Dirga had noticed Niar. However, the one being noticed seemed indifferent to him. Never looked at Dirga one bit. Until one incident happens. Niar is late to school because he woke up late after watching a Chinese drama. And today is Monday, where the flag ceremony takes place. Anyone who is late will surely receive the appropriate punishment.

"Mampoes the cave," he murmured as the gate was already locked. And the ceremony is already underway.

Suddenly, there was a hand pulling him and dragging Niar's body forcefully. Niar was about to shout, but the man brought his index finger closer to Niar's lips. Signifying Niar should not be noisy.

"Follow me" asked the man. Apparently, Niar was invited to the back of the school where there was a secret door where Badung children skipped school. The door can open as long as there is ration money open the door for the gatekeeper of hell. Yes, the door is called the door of hell by students who often skip through the door.

"Thank you." Niar is about to leave Dirga, but Niar's arm is blocked by Dirga.

"That's all?" Niar narrowed his eyes.

"Dirga." The man extended his hand to Niar. At first, Niar just stared at Dirga's hand. Soon he received that hand. "Neara." Niar mentioned his name.

After that incident, Dirga began to dare to approach Niar until Niar was uncomfortable. And a crazy idea popped up in Niar's head. When Dirga was being pretentious towards him, Niar was acting like that as well. With her pride off, she invites Dirga to eat after school. Quickly, Dirga agreed.

Niar invites Dirga to eat meatballs not far from their school. It turns out it opens just any meatball. Red gravy meatballs and also mercon fill meatballs. After two bowls were served in front of Niar and Dirga. Instantly Dirga swallowed his saliva. He can't eat spicy. Without further ado, Niar instantly devoured his order meatballs so favorably.

"Eat" Niar said with his mouth full.

I want Dirga to be honest, but she's afraid Niar is disappointed. And this is also a rare opportunity to be alone with Niar. Usually there are Niar's friends who are beside Niar.

Frightened, Dirga devoured the meatballs that were already in front of her. His eyes widened as he chewed on the cayenne pepper that became stuffing inside the meatball. Dirga's face was red because of the spicy taste. A glass of iced tea was not able to remove the hot spicy taste in his tongue. And Niar laughed in his heart.

The next day, Niar did not see Dirga's nose. He hears from Dirga's admirers, if Dirga is sick and hospitalized for eating wrong. Niar was struck with fear because he actually knew Dirga did not like spicy. Without a lot of stories, after school Niar visited Dirga with guilt that had arisen.

"I'm sorry." Niar did not want to see Dirga's pale face with an infusion hose in his hand. Because it was all because of Niar.

"Why are you crying? I'm fine."

"Yes ...."

Niar hugged Dirga's body tightly with a mouth that continued to say hundreds or even thousands of words of apology. From the spiciness of chilli turns into the sweetness of love that exceeds the sugar. Such was the story of the beginning of Dirga and Niar together and still remain together today.

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