I'm Not Taking It Again

I'm Not Taking It Again
Waiting Time



After Maghrib Kenan-Nindy just arrived at the Dirga residence. However, his sister-in-law was not allowed to enter especially by Dirga.


"Don't go in, stay in front of the house. You're afraid to bring strange creatures."


Dirga's tirade made Kenan frown his forehead. Since when did her sister-in-law believe that. However, Kenan did not reply to Dirga's words. Two respect every decision. Although, to him it was the trust of the old man.


Miss Sarilah told me to do it like that. It is undeniable, since Bu Sari emphasized the sentence to Dirga, Arshen is more of an unreeled child when night falls.


"Sister, where's Kenan?" ask Nindy.


"Still outside. Mother said if it runs out of everywhere do not first enter the house if you have a baby," said Dirga.


Nindy grasped to understand. Ms. Sari still wears the habits of the old people. Likewise with the rules he made against Niar. His sister-in-law should not eat anything and also leave the house for forty days. Ancient tradition, but still Bu Sari wear.


Nindy chose to go home from Dirga's house. He said goodbye first to Niar as well as Miss Sari. Today she is like being with her real mother. Nindy ran towards the husband sitting on the porch.


"Mas," called.


Kenan smiled at Nindy. He kissed Nindy very deeply.


"We're home?" tanyakanya.


"Want to eat goat's leg soup, Mas," he whined.


Kenan smiled and gently rubbed his wife's head. Whatever Nindy asks Kenan will do. Along the way, Kenan's hand continued to hold Nindy's hand. Sometimes he kisses the back of his wife's hand.


At the goat's leg soup shop, they both ordered the menu they wanted. Nindy will discuss where she lives.


"Mas," call Nindy.


Kenan who had just focused on his phone screen was now staring at the wife.


"What's up, honey?" asked Kenan who was now staring at Nindy's brown nektra room.


"Mas .. I want us to stay at Papah's house" said Nindy a little hesitant.


Both Kenan's eyebrows swooped sharply. He wanted a deeper explanation.


"Papah's son is only two, me and Dirga's brother. Brother Dirga already has his own house, the distance is quite far from the house of Papah. I want to be in one house with Papah, so that when there is nothing with Papah, he is not alone" said Nindy.


Revealing everything is like revealing the blame to the judge. Honestly, Kenan's gaze made Nindy's guts shriek.


Kenan cupped Nindy's face down. He looked at his frightened wife's face.


"Why, Honey? Are you afraid you're rejecting him?" ask Kenan. Nude the head into the answer from Nindy, Kenan suddenly laughed.


"What you want, I'll follow. As long as you're happy" Kenan added.


Nindy immediately hugged Kenan's body and unceasingly said a word of thanks. Kenan's heart was really warm.


"The only Papah I have right now, Mom. I want to give my best to Papah" he said in a heavy voice.


Kenan didn't the bus say, he just tightened his arms and Dnegan kissed the tip of Nindy's head.


"Prophey, honey. You will meet your mother. I'm sure you'll be very happy later" he murmured inwardly.


Kenan and Dirga had it all planned out. Just waiting for time.


The two of them did not want to be rash in this matter. Not without reason, they don't want to hurt Deri. Moreover, Dirga, he was very careful of his actions this time.


The next day, during his job, Kenan tries to open a conversation about his mother-in-law. Dirga only let out a rough sigh.


"When are we going to take Nindy to meet Mamah?" ask Kenan.


"Wait for my wife forty days. Open up only Nindy who misses Mamah, my wife feels the same way. We also want to introduce Arshen to Mamah" he explained.


Kenan nodded in understanding. He knew Dirga was a very careful person in making decisions. Especially when it comes to his family.


"Can I see Mamah?" ask Kenan.


Dirge's forehead shriveled at the words of his sister-in-law. "Don't you see Mamah often, huh? Why now pretend to ask me permission?" ask Dirga wonder. Kenan only gave his teeth in response.


At the break, Kenan had made an appointment with the prison to see his mother-in-law. Once there, Kenan returned a great deal of food.


"Mother Septi is already in the den," said the field officer.


A woman is sitting in a chair. The lines of wrinkles were already visible on his face. Her mother-in-law's life has changed drastically. From aiming at the wife of a wealthy businessman who all wanted it to stay pointed, is now a female inmate who must be languishing in prison for his mistakes.


A smile full of sincerity Septi showed Kenan. So did Kenan who returned his mother-in-law's smile.


"How are you, Mah?" kenan asked, kissing Septi's hand.


"Thank God be good, son. What about you too Nindy?" ask Bu Septi.


"As Mamah saw," Kenan replied with a warm smile.


"Is Mama's daughter okay? Is he troubling you?" sergeant Septi with a visibly anxious face.


Kenan clasped Septi's hand. He stared intensely at his in-laws' bead eyes.


"Nindy is a good wife, Mah. I am happy and very grateful to have a wife like her" Kenan replied with a smile.


There was relief in Septi's heart, as well as the passionate longing that Septi felt. However, he did not want to say it to Kenan. Quite missed that he was alone because not necessarily Nindy missed him too.


"Well, did Mamah Inging meet Nindy?" Kenan's question blinded Septi a little surprised. He looked confusedly at this direction of his daughter-in-law.


"There is no mother who does not miss her child. Moreover, Nindy is Mamah's biological daughter. To Dirga alone Mamah felt a great longing. Especially to Nindy," he explained.


Septi's face then changed, he stared straight at his front. "Your doubts .. if Nindy misses Mamah too. Nindy hates Mamah so much" he continued.


"No, Mah. On the contrary, Nindy also misses Mamah very much" Kenan replied. Septi just smiled thinly.


"Kenan, son-in-law of Mamah .. don't lie to Mamah. Mamah knows how Nindy's character is. Mamah also knew how stubborn Nindy was. Mamah is wrong, Mamah deserves to be hated by Mamah's biological children" he explained.


Septi did not believe Kenan's words. Many people who always lie to their hearts, say they miss in fact they do not. It would only hurt her heart.


"But, Mah ...."


"Kenan," cut Septi. "Mamah has received the appropriate punishment for Mamah's actions. Mom has accepted everything. Mom learned a valuable lesson here. Counting in pesantren is free," he said while still smiling.


Kenan felt that her mother-in-law's smile was very fake. There was something he was hiding, which was a painful longing.


"Well, believe me that it is not only Mr. Dirga who loves Mamah sincerely, Nindy is also very fond of mamah. There's no reason for him to hate Mamah for too long" he said.


"Mother the woman who gave birth to Nindy. Mamah also took care of Nindy with affection and love. Nindy Tidka will be that cruel, Mah," Kenan continued.


There is a little happiness that Septi feels. But he doesn't want to be too happy. Kenan just wants to make her happy. Nindy really hated it.


Suddenly silent, Septi struggled with his own thoughts. Kenan is out of words. He was good at talking in front of business colleagues, but in front of his in-laws he suddenly became an irritable human being.


"Well, I said yes" Kenan said after looking at his watch. "I have another meeting and can't be late. The boss will be angry" he said.


Septi smiled at his daughter-in-law. He knows how close he is to Dirga.


"Dirga and Nindy, yeah. Take care of Niar and Mamah's grandchildren as well" Septi said in a very trembling voice.


Kenan was a little surprised by the words of the mother-in-law. Kenan's hand gently rubbed the hand of the mother.


"I'll take care of them, Mah. Mama don't worry. Take care of Mamah's health, don't make Mamah's favorite son worry."


Septi's tears just dripped when he heard about his son. His heart ached when he remembered Dirga. He has rejected Dirga's desire to help her free from bui. There was a hint of fear in his heart, he was afraid that Dirga would hate him even more.


"Every day Mr. Dirga always think of Mamah. He's afraid Mamah here is sick or lacking anything."


Septi lowered his head in hearing Kenan's words. His daughter loved him very much. Although, he had already done evil to his son-in-law, Niar. However, the two children were very kind and had forgiven all his mistakes.


"Well greetings to Dirga, yes." Kenan. "Mamah also misses him a lot" Septi said, bowing his head.


Kenan really saw how genuine a mother's love really is. Septi is not the adoptive mother of Dirga, she is like a real mother who loves her son with love.


"Sure, Mah. I'll send my regards to Mr. Dirga. He will also be very happy" Kenan replied.


Septi rubbed his tears while still looking down. He is very happy to have a very good son-in-law like Kenan and also Niar.


Kenan died by hugging Septi's body first. His heart ached when he heard Septi ya v asking to be addressed to the son.


"Dear Nindy and happy Nindy."


Sentences that made Kenan feel a heavy burden. He is trying to make his wife happy and he is also trying to keep Nindy. Nindy's responsibilities have now completely fallen into her hands because she is Nindy's legal husband.


Arriving at the office, Dirga had been waiting for Kenan since then. Lunch was like it had no taste. He was worried about the woman who had given him such great affection. A woman who is able to love him sincerely, even though she was not born from her womb.


The open door made Dirga greet Kenan questioningly. Kenan just smiled at Dirga.


"How's Mama doing?" asked Dirga with an anxious look.


"Your mama is fine. Mamah also nitip greetings to the Father, and Mamah said .. that he misses the Father very much."


The last Kalimay that Kenan spoke made Dirga look down deeply. He could not hold back his tears even if he just heard the words Septi missed him.


"You're very lucky, sir. Mom loves you very much. Every time you hear your name, your eyes are always glazed. I see the sincerity that Mamah has for you" he explained.


In fact, Dirga did not hate Septi completely. In the depths of his heart, he could not bear to see his condition like this. Although Septi was not her birth mother, she did not know who had given birth to her. However, from Septilah Dirga can feel the affection of a mother. Septi has taught him many things. When Nindy was born, Septi never distinguished his affection.


As Dirga grew older, all the truth about who she was was slowly revealed by her parents. At first, Dirga was angry with both of his parents. He felt mamah and Papah u gun throw it because he was not the biological child of the family until Dirga decided to run away. It is a lie if everyone is not looking for it. Deri has deployed his men to search for Dirga. But the boy could not be found. It's as if he knows that Deri's men are looking for him.


For three days Septi did not want to eat because he really thought of Dirga.


"Son, have you eaten or not? What are you eating with, son?" It was that sentence that made Septi murmur for these three days. Her tears have already spilled.


Every time Deri went into the room, only He was the one Septi asked.


"Not seen, Mah."


Starting with great expectations, now even make Septi more riled up. The fifth day was found. Dirga was already weak and almost dead. Septi who heard the news of Dirga was found immediately to the hospital that was notified. There was happiness mixed with anxiety immeasurably, while Nindy two entrusted with the household assistant.


While in the hospital, Septi cried loudly when Dirga's body was limp with an intravenous tube in his hand. Septi approached Dirga and kissed his son's face, which looked thin.


"Don't leave Mom, son. Mom loves you very much. Mom won't throw you away. You are a precious jewel to Mamah" he said with a full day.


Septi clasped Dirga's hand tightly. Smell at the hand that looks shrinking.


"Wake, Son. We go home, "he continued.


Deri who was behind Sepeti could only smile happily by wiping the end of her watery eyes. He did not expect that Septi would be that dear to Dirga.


If, remembering the story Dirga's heart will feel tight. How not, he still remembers the words of his beloved mother.


"Even though you were not born from the womb of Mamah. You are still Mamah's first son. You are the proud son of Mama. Never think that Mom would throw you away. That's not going to be possible, son. You are the most beautiful gift from God to Mama and Papah. We love you."