I'm Not Taking It Again

Unliving

The burly hand held warm Niar's body from behind. "Yes you're back?" tanyakanya.

However, it was just Niar's delusion. There was no one behind Niar. Making Niar drop his tears again and again. When he was tired of crying, he laid his body on the bed. Niar took a photo on the nightstand. Candid photo of them that Kenan took accidentally.

"Well, I just wish it was a nightmare. When I wake up tomorrow, you're by my side again."

Somewhere else.

"That's a real damn thing?" his gerrick.

"Hape where are you?" He asked for his friend's phone.

"Dead, forget the cave charger."

"Shit!" objurgation.

***

Bu Sari and Ara came home with quite disappointed faces. No word yet on Dirga and Kenan. They were just praying that Dirga would be okay.

Ms. Sari went straight into Niar's room. He saw his daughter was asleep by hugging tightly the picture frame. Ms. Sari could not imagine, if Dirga was included in one of the victims of the plane crash. What about his daughter?

"Mother can't bear to see you like this, son. Mother's heart hurts," he said slowly.

Miss Sari also left Niar, she could not bear to see her daughter depressed again.

"I'm back, honey. I'm back ...."

The very voice Niar longed for, the voice that was able to calm Niar's heart. However, his eyes refused to open. He was afraid it was just a dream. In fact, Dirga will not return.

The warm grip that Niar felt made Niar not want to wake up from his sleep. He wanted to continue to feel this dream. Not feeling a clear circle dripped on the end of his eyes.

Tonight was a heartbreaking night for Niar. However, his sleep was very good because he felt that someone was holding his frail body warm.

"Can I continue to live without you?" It did not feel like the thin water was falling again.

Niar turns on the shower, washing his body. Her tears broke with the splashing of water.

"Yes, my body is lifeless without you." Niar fell to the floor. He continued to let his body wet until he felt calm. This is all he can do.

Half an hour passed, Niar turned off the shower. He looked back at the mirror. This time, his face was too stingy. Niar took the kimono towel then, out of his room.

Niar opens a room window that presents a very beautiful morning view. Bright clouds are blue and the sun is already emitting its rays.

"This morning is not as beautiful and happy as when you are beside me" he murmured.

"Yes, please come back. Stay by my side and never leave me." Niar closed his eyes for a moment. Feeling the morning breeze that seemed to welcome his sadness.

Two hands coiled around Niar's waist, making Niad aghast. He looked towards that hand and his eyes were pushy.

"I'm back Honey, I'll stay here, with you."

Hearing that voice made Niar's tears drip. He was afraid that this was his hallucination alone. However, the two hands were increasingly tightly coiled around his waist. Niar also dared to turn around.

Her tears were shed to see that sweet smile. "I'm here, honey."

Niar immediately hugged Dirga's body tightly, very tightly. "I'm so scared, Ay. Fear ...."

***

Just like this, yeah.

Afternoon or night up again God willing.

Happy reading ...