I'm Not Taking It Again

Traumatizing

It is not only Nindy and Kenan who are experiencing the pleasures of the world's paradise. Niar and Dirga are doing the same thing. Just a different goal, they call it paving the way for their baby.

The sweat had soaked their bodies, Dirga had already kissed Niar's forehead lovingly. Then down to his wife's distended stomach.

"We can't wait to see you, son."

Niar smiled and gently rubbed Dirga's hair. Her husband became a very alert husband. Little Niar grimaced, Dirga will be among the fog itself.

"It doesn't hurt, does it?" Niar shakes.

Dirga pulled Niar into his arms. Warm kiss Dirga give at the top of the head of the wife.

"Ay, out of the stream I must be getting fatter. You must not like me" said Niar.

Dirga laughed at the words of his wife. He hugged the still innocent body of his wife very tightly.

"I don't mind your body, honey. My love will never change for you, which is important you and our children will be healthy" replied Dirga.

"Are you really not going to turn your back on me?" ask Niar. Now he had raised his head towards Dirga.

"No, baby. You are the woman I fight for. There's no way I'm betraying you" he explained.

"If you're lying?" sergeant Niar.

"You can kick me out of here. This is your home. All the assets I have on your behalf as well as our son later." Niar smiled and kissed Dirga's lips at a glance.

"I don't want us to separate anymore" he said.

"Other than me, my dear."

Tonight is a happy night for two different human pairs of places. They sleep by hugging each other. Kenan felt the first night for the second time. It feels so different.

At four Kenan woke up. He smiled and kissed Nindy deeply. "Thank you, sweetie."

Kenan stared at the wife's neck, which was filled with red roses scattered because of her actions.

"Mas, it's a long time ago, yeah. It hurts."

That was what Nindy said when she wanted to play the umpteenth time game. Kenan also could not bear to see his wife exhausted like this.

Moreover, he saw sweet condensed milk already splattered on the bed. He also looked towards his chest. There are three red roses by Nindy. It really can make Kenan's heart flower. This wife made Kenan very satisfied. As if it were professional. Any style is no longer clunky and even able to compensate.

In the morning, Nindy's body felt boneless. He was still under the blanket.

"Darling, wake up dong." Kenan was neat with his work clothes, while Nindy was still enveloping his body.

"In pain, Mas," said Nindy.

Kenan smiled, he sat by the bed. Groped Nindy's forehead deeply.

"You rest, yeah. Go first." Nindy nodded.

"Don't go home at night" said Nindy.

"Yes, honey." A warm kiss Kenan gave on Nindy's lips.

"If the day still hurts, call Mas, yes." Just a nod that Nindy gave.

Kenan's bright face exceeded the sunlight this morning. Kenan was a little surprised when he saw that his in-laws were already at the dinner table.

"Is he home?"

"Newly arrived. Where's nindy?" ask Deri.

"Still asleep, Pah. Still smart," replied Kenan.

"What's going on?" ask Deri.

Kenan was silent at the question of Deri. He scratched his head that was not itchy.

"Don't be so clumsy, Nan. Papah knows, too," licked Deri. Kenan could only laugh. Very very embarrassed.

Not only at home, in the office he became the material of his months from his boss. However, Kenan's ears were already immune.

"Start, Sir. Wong the newlyweds. Father of old brides must be almost every day, right" Kenan replied.

Dirga stared pensively at this assistant of his. He wanted to drown his assistant.

Twelve o'clock in the afternoon it wasn't just Dirga coming home. Kenan decided to go home. Moreover, Nindy asked for rice Padang.

At home, Kenan is greeted by Deri's domestic assistant.

"Mas, Neng Nindy why, from the morning do not go out of the room?" ask the house assistant.

"For the least, ma'am.that's why I brought food for my wife" said Kenan.

Not wanting to linger, Kenan immediately headed to his room. Nindy was still sitting and leaning on the head of the bed.

Nindy smiled at her husband. However, he did not approach Kenan.

"Still sick?" Nindy nodded.

"So" answered Nindy.

Kenan pulled Nindy into his arms. He's peeping at Nindy's head.

"Sorry, yeah."

"It's okay, Mum." Nindy returned Kenan's embrace.

They enjoyed lunch together. However, Kenan treats Nindy like a sick person. He fed his wife very patiently.

"Be eating first. Go to the office again" said Nindy.

"Yes, honey."

After lunch, Kenan returned to the office.

"What do you want to eat next night?" ask Kenan.

"Not thought, Mom. I'll have a chat later, yeah." Kenan smiles.

"Don't ask for anything. Same, yes." Nindy's hands were already coiled around Kenan's waist.

"I'm just asking, just look at me, Mom. Just me." Kenan gently rubbed Nindy's hair. He knew where Nindy was going.

"Just you, honey. It's just you" said Kenan.

Evening arrived, but Nindy did not ask to be brought anything. Kenan tried to contact Nindy, but there was no answer. Anxiety and fear become one. He wanted to go home soon, but his job was still very much.

The woman Kenan was thinking about was already asleep. He had just asked the sister-in-law for pain medication. It turned out that it wasn't just Nindy who felt a sting at the bottom. Niar feels the same way because her husband is increasingly addicted.

When Maghrib arrived, Nindy had just woken up from her sleep. He immediately cleansed his body. His phone vibrated indicating that there was a phone call. However, Nindy did not hear her phone ringing.

Nindy chose to soak in warm water so that the bottom feels more comfortable. Sure enough, slowly the pain disappeared. Without Nindy noticing, she had already taken an hour of soaking. When she came out of the bathroom, her husband hugged her.

"Well?" Nindy was really surprised.

"Why not pick up a call from Mas?" Kenan's tone sounded full of anxiety.

"I just woke up, Mom. Keep directly soaking," explained Nindy.

Kenan is like traumatizing. His frightened face was very clear. Kenan is afraid of losing a second time.

"I'm sorry, Mom. If I've made you worry, "sorry Nindy.

"Don't repeat it again, dear."

Nindy nodded obediently. Nindy felt an invisible trauma that her husband felt. However, Nindy had not dared to ask him. Let Kenan tell him himself.

#flashbacktom.

Five years ago ...

The Kenan household with Kinanti runs very harmoniously. Moreover, they are still newlyweds who are just five months married. Their romance is very pronounced. Moreover, Kinanti who always spoke softly and followed her will. That's what makes Kenan love Kinanti so much.

The sweet household must end tragically when Kenan has to go to work. In the past, he only lived in a small contract. Unbeknownst to Kenan, his rented side neighbor is a drunkard. Coincidentally on that day Kenan had to overtime. He also could not contact his wife because there was no pulse. At that time coincided with the old date.

Kinanti was not suspicious of anyone at all. He was always kind. At night, Kinanti, who used to wear closed clothes, had eaten sexy clothes that made men who initially wanted to borrow scissors even fussed at the poignancy of Kinanti's body.

Kinanti tried to push the man's body. However, he was more sturdy and powerful so Kinanti was the one who fell down. The man approached, with one hand he held Kinanti and dropped her on the bed. Afraid of inviting noise, Kinanti's mouth was silenced with black duct tape. He also invited his three boarding friends to work on Kinanti's body in a crowd.

On that night Kenan had to be late until morning. He agreed because tomorrow he will enjoy the holidays with his beloved wife.

At dawn, Kenan came home with an arch of his sweet smile. When he opened the door, the lights were turned off. Kenan thinks his wife is still asleep. I don't usually wake up in the afternoon. The light switch he turned on and he headed for the bed.

Kenan's eyes widened when he saw that his wife's body was already full of red marks. Sweetened condensed milk was scattered on Kinanti's body that was not covered by a thread. Kinanti's mouth was covered with duct tape until Kenan shouted hysterically. Kenan wrapped his wife's body in a blanket and took her to a nearby clinic. However, the clinic did not want to accept Kinanti and she was taken to a large hospital.

"The father's wife has received extremely violent abuse. Moreover, the back is also torn."

Vigils of anger appeared on Kenan's face. His wife was unconscious, so he could not ask who did it.

Just as the doctor finished explaining, the doctor inside shouted hysterically. The doctor and Kenan went inside. The monitor screen shows horizontal lines. Some nurses were trying, but there was no change either.

Kenan's body slid down. He was crying roaring. He was not ready to lose his wife.

"Wake, Honey. Wake up!"

From there Kenan transformed into an evil-armed man. He did not hesitate to finish off the female criminals because in such a way he could avenge his wife.

#flashbak off.

That's where the trauma comes from. Kenan forbids Nindy from dressing mini if she goes out. Kenan will also feel worried if his wife does not answer his phone call. The trauma was still there and still stuck in Kenan's heart. That was the reason why he loved Kinanti so much and could not turn his back on his late wife. Kenan is really scared. She was afraid that if she married another woman something similar would happen again.