I'm Not Taking It Again

Still Longing

After meeting with two of Niar's friends. Dirga decided to go straight to his apartment. There is no trace of where Niar is. Niar's friends ask Dirga to stop looking for Niar let alone expect it. They were afraid that Dirga would be disappointed for the next time. It was enough depression first after leaving Niar.

Dirga's body wanted to forget Niar however, his heart and logic refused. It was as if his heart already knew the true state of Niar. To be honest, Dirga was tired because the shadow of Niar's face always filled his mind when he was alone.

"If you're happy with another man, I promise I'll step down. But, if my love can still be fought for, I will fight for it. My love is huge for you, Niar," he murmured.

It's like there's a connection between Niar and Dirga. Niar is also in his room. Beautiful memories with Dirga were playing around in his head.

"Are you happy with your parents' choice? It turns out that releasing you is very difficult, this heart seems to be locked tightly to the presence of others. Your name is always in this heart" he said.

They are both bowed in and remember all the memories when they knit love. Until a clear bulb both falls on the end of their eyes. Time cannot heal the pain they feel.

The sound of an open door woke Niar from his daydream. The man whose patience was incredible had already picked her up.

"Go home or eat?" ask Jicko.

"We enjoyed our time together first, yes," Niar said with a warm smile.

Jicko nodded quickly. For a long time they did not have time together because of their respective activities.

Jicko's car drove into a big mall. Possessively Jicko grasped Niar's hand. They walk in tandem.

Jicko invites Niar into a famous store. It is certain that the price of the goods there is very expensive.

Jicko chose a knee-length dress for Niar. Dresses that are still categorized as polite yet, very elegant. Especially if used by Niar.

"Mas, don't do it" refused Niar.

However, Jicko remained adamant and Niar finally relented. He tried the clothes that Jicko had chosen and Jicko smiled widely. The choice is never wrong.

Not only dresses, shoes and also Jicko bags to buy for Niar. Making Niar can only sigh. After paying for everything, the two of them walked out of the store. Inadvertently, Niar bumps into a beautiful woman.

"Sorry" said Niar.

Niar also said goodbye to the beautiful woman he was bumped into and smiled sweetly before he left.

"Smile that ..." said the woman when Niar had gone far.

The woman tried to remember, but there was nothing she could remember. Finally, he decided to go inside the store and buy his necessities.

Niar and Jicko head for a restaurant. Niar didn't order heavy food, he only ordered waffles and iced coffee.

"Have you eaten?" ask Jicko when their food is prepared on the table.

"I don't have appetite anymore, Mom," he replied.

Jicko took the rice in a spoon along with Niar's favorite grilled chicken. Then, feed Niar with love.

Niar's eyes began to ponder, Jicko's attitude is the same as Dirga. Dirga will always force Niar when he has started not having an appetite. Jicko feeds Niar very painstakingly.

"Mas, no, no" said Niar when Jicko would bribe him again.

"That's just one bribe, honey," he said.

"Mas," whined.

"Yes, but Abisin is the waffle. Do not let your stomach empty," added Jicko while gently rubbing Niar's hair.

Niar just nodded slowly and began to eat his order. In every mouthful of waffles that entered his mouth, Niar's heart cried loudly.

Why is it so hard to forget you? My body is with Mas Jicko but my heart misses you. Lord, help me forget.

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