I'm Not Taking It Again

Treating Longing

Kenan takes Nindy away from the park when Nindy is calm. He can't be rash about this. He should talk about this to his in-laws as well as his sister-in-law.

At home, Kenan takes Nindy's body down from the car. Nindy fell asleep tired of crying. He put Nindy very carefully and then kissed her forehead very deeply.

"Mas, will give happiness to you" he murmured.

The next morning, Nindy's face was still puffy. He did not want to go out of the room for fear of getting questions from the papah. Kenan just smiled and hugged his wife.

"Don't forget to eat, yeah. Tired of going to Arshen's house." Nindy nodded in understanding.

A soft kiss on Nindy Kenan's lips before she leaves for work. After her husband left, Nindy again sat on the lip of the bed. It is not denied that he misses his mother very much.

"Is Mom healthy there?"

The same thing Septi felt. From last night the shadow of his daughter's face continued to dance on his head. His longing for Dirga has been treated. Now he misses the figure of Nindy, his youngest daughter.

"Are you still angry with Mama?" mumbled wailing.

The bond between mother and child is very strong. Proven with Nindy and Septi. No parent hates their child. No child hates his parents. It is only ego and misunderstanding that make hate present.

Since he was in Bui, Septi has reflected more on his mistakes. When Dirga wanted to release him, Septi refused.

"You don't deserve to come out right now, son. Let Mamah introspect Mama's self here."

The answer that made Dirga could do nothing. Actually, Septi was ashamed of Deri. He had already betrayed Deri, he had also already destroyed Deri's adopted son. Deri has been very kind to him. All he had was flowers.

Flowers that often visit. Flowers also brought him food. Although, only the food is delicious. Flowers only live in small rented and work to keep laundry.

Regrets always come later. Septi is really sorry now. However, he also felt grateful for this incident he could learn to become a better human being.

In the office, Kenan went back and forth to speak to Dirga. He hesitated a little and hesitated.

"Is there anything you want to say?" Dirga seems to know Kenan's anxiety. Just then Kenan's face changed.

"Sir, I want to talk about Nindy and Mamah."

Dirga looked at Kenan sharply. His eyes told Kenan to continue his words.

"Looks, Nindy misses Mamah. I ... intend to take Nindy to the field where Mamah is being held" he said with a slight hesitation.

Rough breath coming out of Dirga's mouth. He moved to sit, now he's sitting on the couch.

"Niar spoke like that all night" he replied.

Kenan continued to listen to the sentence after sentence that Dirga said

"I've also met Mama." Kenan's eyes are breaking hearing it.

"When?" ask Kenan curiously.

"When Niar's delivery. Mama was admitted to the same hospital."

Dirga's face instantly changed. His eyes showed deep sadness.

"I will take Nindy when Niar is forty days. I want us all to come together with Arshen, he explained.

"What what's the matter?" ask Kenan.

"The father doesn't need to know. I don't want Papah to be sad anymore. The presence of Arshen was able to make Papah cheerful again." Kenan nodded in understanding.

He admits Dirga and Nindy are children who love both parents very much. He always thought about his parents' feelings compared to his own. Dirga also seemed to love his father very much. Heroes in his life. Without Deri, maybe Dirga is dead or a scavenger on the streets.

Kenan has felt a little relieved because he has found a bright spot about mamah and also Nindy. He only had to be patient until the forty days Niar passed.

At Niar's residence, Nindy was already playing with Arshen who was awake. Nindy always takes photos of Arshen. To him, Arshen was a solace.

"Sir, if it's been a little spooky, Ndy took Arshen home, yeah." Niar laughed and nodded.

Miss Sari and Niar laughed at Nindy's words. Ms. Sari approached and rubbed Nindy's back.

"You're not going to get out of Mr. Deri's house, are you?" ask Ms. Sari.

Nindy was silent. He looked at Ms. Sari questioningly.

"Ndy, you're the youngest. Do not leave your parents. Mr. Deri's son is only two. You and Dirga. At least someone survived there. Accompany Mr. Deri so as not to be lonely."

Bu Sari's story is true. Her brother is out of the house. If, he comes out of the house who will accompany his old father, while his mother is in prison.

"Mother quench me a little, yes," guess Niar.

"How's ninindir? Mother only advises. After all, even though you came out of Mother's house there is still Ara whose house is close to Mother's. Different from you and Mr. Deri. The house is very far away," explained Ms. Sari.

"Yes, Bun. Later Ndy talked to Ndy's husband. Ndy also does not want to leave Papah's house" said Nindy.

Ms. Sari smiled and gently rubbed Nindy's head.

"If you want Mother Masakin, say yes to Mother. Don't hesitate, you've been considered like Mother's own child." The words of Bu Sari were able to make his heart full. His eyes are sharp.

"Give me, Mother."

Miss Sari hugged Nindy's body. Does not feel clear bulir dripping in his eye pelupuk.

"What do you want to eat? Mumpung Mommy has not cooked. Niar can't eat strange food first" he said. Niar poked his lips.

"Ndy wants some vegetable bakwan, Bun. If you buy it cold, it is not good. Same tempe mendoan, 'kan if it's Kak Niar can also eat."

Sari smiled at Ndy's request. He obeyed what Nindy asked.

"Please make it first, yeah."

"Ndy's coming, Bun. All learn to cook," he replied.

Ms. Sari smiled and took Nindy away to the kitchen. Niar and Arshen died in their room. Niar felt very happy when his sister could smile like that.

"May the presence of Mother can fill the emptiness of your heart yes, Ndy," he murmured.

In the kitchen, Nindy noticed Bu Sari who was very deft to prepare vegetables and seasonings. Nindy just shook her head.

"Mothers are good at cooking" said Nindy.

"Jago because you are used to it" said Bu Sari.

"Sometimes you can't cook either. After having a husband, Mother is required to prepare food for Mother's husband. Slow learning, there are salty, charred, bland and many more failures that Mother did. However, Mother's husband is not angry and even supports Mother. Ask your mother to learn again and again. Finally from bad cuisine to delicious," he explained.

"Well, Ndy can't learn to cook with Mommy?" ask Nindy.

"By dong" replied Ms. Sari.

"Give me, Mother." Nindy hugged Bu Sari's body from behind.

There is happiness that Nindy feels. It was like being with my beloved mother.

After the fry that Nindy wants is finished and served. They took him to Arshen's room. Enjoy the vegetable bakwan and also tempe mendoan along with the laughter created.

Dirga smiled happily while monitoring his home cctv. Moreover, seeing the closeness of the sister with this in-law.

"Hopefully treat your longing yes, Ndy."

There's a sense of pity for Nindy. However, now is not the time for Nindy to meet her mother.

"You'll meet Mamah soon."