I'm Not Taking It Again

Forgive

Dirga hesitated to tell Niar about his mother. He was afraid, Niar still harbored anger towards the woman who had been taking care of him since childhood.

Dirga's worries can be read by Niar. Her husband could not hide anything from her. He's not a good guy to lie.

In the wake of Dirga's massage, Niar clasped the husband's hand. Looked at him questioningly. Just a little smile that Dirga gave. It was a sign that her husband was hiding something.

"Sister, Ndy's out first, yeah. Want to buy a cold drink," he said.

Dirga and Niar nodded. This is Niar's chance to ask her husband more deeply. Niar tried to get up from his sleeping position. He was assisted by Dirga.

"Well, you can't hide anything from me" he said.

Dirga looked at Niar with a sad look. A rough breath came out of his mouth.

"Are you going to forgive someone who has hurt you?"

A question that suddenly came out of Dirga's mouth. Niar frowned, not understanding. Her brain was thinking hard about what the meaning of her husband's words was.

"Ay, I don't want to play puzzles" he said.

Dirga fell silent, she was afraid that Niar would get angry. Especially the state of Niar who just gave birth.

"Done" call Niar.

"I ... met Mamah" he explained.

Niar did not chim in on Dirga's words. He knew Dirga's words were not finished.

"You're sick, and you're in this hospital."

Niar's eyes widened slightly to hear the husband's words. However, he was still silent.

"Mamah regrets what he did and he wants to see you, honey," he said with a bit of hesitation.

He could not look at his wife. He was afraid that his wife was still angry and did not like his words.

"I know you were only angry for a moment at your mother. However, he is the one who has introduced you to the meaning of sincere affection" said Niar.

Dirga began to straighten his head, staring at the wife with a sad face. A smile Niar gave to Dirga.

"I've forgiven Mom. I don't want to remember that anymore either. However, if Mamah you do such a thing again I can be even crazier and crueler than Mamah," he explained.

Although Niar's words sounded very sincere, but there was still a hint of fear in his heart.

"Do you want to meet him? Mama also wants to meet our son." Dirga's words sounded full of doubt.

Dirga's heart rumbled quickly. There was no response from his wife.

"If you're not ready. I don't have a problem. I understand your feelings," he explained. He made a smile full of disappointment.

"Why do you think it's like Mbah mijon?" chortled.

Dirga looked at Niar with a confused look. His wife laughed in front of him. Niar increasingly chuckled when he saw Dirga increasingly dumbstruck.

"Why are you such a daze?" ask Niar.

Niar cupped the husband's face. He smiled full of calmness and the look in his eyes showed shade.

"I I met Mamah with Arshen too. However, after the conditions I chose and Arshen was already a little big."

What an unexpected speech. He was really surprised by the words of his wife.

"Darling .. are you serious?" Look Dirga in the eyes as if in disbelief.

"Yes, Ay."

Dirga hugged Niar's body very tightly. Do not forget the warm kiss on the forehead of the wife.

"Thank you, sweetie."