I'm Not Taking It Again

The Right Day

After hearing that Kenan and Nindy's relationship is improving. Also Nindy's condition was well recovered, Dirga decided to say something important to her sister.

Today was a good day to talk to Nindy. He was thinking of a way in which moment he would say everything to Nindy. Not without reason Dirga rahu. Dirga knew that his sister was very stubborn. There are so many considerations that Dirga must think carefully. Don't let this fail and make Nindy hate him.

In the end, Dirga decided to have dinner at her house, while talking to her sister slowly. He knew his sister would approve. Dirga really wants to bring back his family that has been destroyed.

Kenan and Nindy are invited by Dirga to suddenly make Nindy wonder in her heart. There is a show that is being made by her brother. Though from earlier Nindy was at the house of the sister, her brother-in-law did not say anything about this dinner.

"Mas, where was the show all of a sudden? What's up, huh?" Nindy was a little scared, but Kenan tried to relax and not look nervous.

"Maybe Mr. Dirga wants to be with us" replied Kenan. "We rarely spend time together" Kenan continued.

Nindy just heard the husband's words. It is true what Kenan said. Nindy only met her sister-in-law as well as her niece. Rarely meet Dirga let alone talk to him directly.

The two of them had neatly groomed them and headed straight for Dirga's house. Once there, the dining table was full of delicious food. Nindy's forehead shriveled in wonder. Cuisines that Niar never cooked are served on the table like the food that Dirga and Niar purposely ordered.

"What is this show, brother?" nindy asked, before sitting her ass on the dining table chair.

The dinner menu is very large and also very special. Niar just smiled towards Nindy, while Dirga was still speechless. Niar told this couple to eat first.

"Want to get together, it has been a long time 'not like gini," said Niar.

Nindy was not suspicious in the slightest as they were eating jokingly as well. Nindy's face was ordinary. In fact, Kenan had not spoken to Nindy anything about his father-in-law. He left everything to Dirga because the one who was more entitled to speak was Dirga as a sister. He is only a son-in-law in Septi and also Deri. He doesn't want to know. Their realm cannot be entered by outsiders.

There was nothing suspicious about that. Dirga was able to cover up his nervousness. He was happy to see Nindy laughing so wide. After eating, Nindy immediately carried Arshen. It was obvious that he missed his nephew so much. Dirga looked at his wife, Niar nodded.

"Ndy, Brother wants to speak together" said Dirga in a very firm tone.

Nindy's forehead shriveled, both of her eyebrows swooping very sharply at her brother's words. It's not usually the big brother like this. His chest was beating very fast. He felt he had done nothing wrong.

"Speak what?" ask Nindy confused. "Don't scare Ndy" he continued.

"Follow Brother!" her word.

Nindy stared at her husband and sister-in-law. However, the two of them shook their heads signaling not knowing. Forced, Nindy hands Arshen back to Niar. He had to follow his brother to the upper room. Seeing the face of the brother who is very serious indicates that there is an important thing that his brother wants to express.

His heart was beating unruffled. All her life she had never asked Dirga to speak only four eyes. His hand was cold and he pressed the doorknob. The door to Dirga's office opened, Nindy saw her brother waiting for her on the sofa. Dirga patted the empty sofa that was beside him. Nindy's reflexes follow the orders of her brother with a heartless heart. His sister's face looked so serious that the fear was present again.

Nindy approached her brother and sat down beside Dirga. He looked at the face of the older brother who looked very serious. His eyes looked terrified, while Dirga was holding his sister's hand.

"What's up, brother? Don't make Ndy scared like this" he asked. Nindy's hands were already very cold and Dirga was able to feel. A rough breath came out of Dirga's mouth.

"Ndy, I want you to be honest" said Dirga.

Nindy did not understand the words of her brother. His brain was completely unable to digest the words of the elder brother.

"Why the hell, brother? Don't scare Ndy," he whined. Nindy was like this. Still childish in front of her brother, but when with her husband she transformed into a mature woman.

"Did you miss Mama?"

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Dirga's question made Nindy shut her mouth. He did not dare to look towards the elder brother because he could not lie to his older brother. Now, his eyes were looking in another direction. She was confused, why did her brother have to ask like this? He had been trying to avoid this question. He was very reluctant to answer that. Moreover, he knew his mother was thrown directly into prison by Dirga. If, she answered longing, she would hurt her brother. If, two answered no he had lied to himself. All wrong, that's how he feels now.

"Jawab, Ndy," urged Dirga.

Nindy still closed her mouth tightly. Long they were silent, finally Dirga rubbed gently Nindy's shoulder signifies that she needs honesty from Nindy.

"Nw ...."

"Why does Ndy have to answer that question?" nindy asked back with a voice. However, he still did not dare to look at the elder brother.

"Sister just wants to know your true feelings Ndy," replied Dirga.

Slowly Nindy started to look at her sister. Highlight Dirga's eyes said that he should not lie. Her brother needs honesty. Highlight the eyes of her brother also looks to hold a heartache.

"Ndy was confused, he replied" Nindy said with tears in his eyes.

Nindy, who was looking at Dirga, looked down again. He squeezed his cold hand. It is very difficult for him to answer questions that are like simalakama fruit.

"Why jungles? Talk to Brother, Ndy. Don't be shy." Dirga continued to urge Nindy to open her voice.

"Ndy is confused ... If Ndy says kangen same Mamah, surely Papah and Brother will be angry with Ndy," he explained with his head lowered. Her tears desperately wanted to break through fell down her face.

"Ndy doesn't want to make you sad. Ndy can pretend to be happy in front of you, most importantly Papah and Brother are not angry. Ndy loves you guys so much."

Dirga immediately hugged Nindy's body. He was deeply moved by what Nindy had said. He and Nindy alike, do not want to look fragile in the presence of others. Let their fragility feel for themselves.

"It's enough Ndy saw Papah get hurt. It's enough Ndy saw Brother suffer. Ndy doesn't want to be selfish, Ndy wants to see you guys happy. Let Ndy keep it alone. Ndy doesn't want you to get hurt and angry at Ndy" Nindy said in a trembling voice.

Dirga's heart ached to hear Nindy's true expression. His sister always plays drama in front of him as well as his father. In fact, he was a victim in this matter.

"Ndy, if you miss Mamah, let's meet Mamah," Dirga asked. However, Nindy shook her head.

Dirga could not hold back her tears. The words from Nindy's mouth made her heart melt.

"Ndy, Mamah is your birth mother, while sister is just ...."

"Never reveal who the big brother is in front of Ndy. Ndy won't care and Ndy always thinks of Brother as Ndy's sister." The voice of Nindy. Her crying grew louder and her tears grew louder. Nindy really hated that phrase. For Nindy Dirga is still her brother. No matter where Dirga comes from and whose sea from the womb.

Nindy recalls when the truth about Dirga was revealed by her parents.

"Dirga .. You're not Papah's son."

The words of his papa made Dirga and Nindy startled, while Septi was already lowered in.

"You're the baby Papah found on the street. A tiny baby that can make accompany the silent days of Papah."

Nindy still remembered very well, when her papa said things like Dirga and Nindy were crying very hard. They both did not expect. Moreover, Dirga decided to leave the house. That was the day when Nindy used to cry alone.

"Ndy no one's protecting you anymore, brother. Brother dong's home." That's what Nindy said all day Dirga ran away from home. Not only was Nindy sad, everyone was sad.

Moreover, Papah and Mamahnya who seem frustrated. They've been looking for Dirga to get there and come here. However, Dirga has not been found. There was no word of envy in little Nindy's heart when she was being ignored. He knew that both his parents loved Dirga as well as him. Nindy has always been the first to welcome Papah and his mother when they arrived home after searching for Dirga. However, just the word has not met makes a sense of disappointment and sadness so one. Not only did his parents say that, the burly men said the same thing to both parents. That's where Nindy feels half her life has gone nowhere. The guardian angel is gone and Nindy will never be ready to lose her beloved sister. As long as Dirga was gone, he never ate a single bit. Septi and Deri continue to force Nindy to eat. But he always refused.

When Dirga was declared found, Nindy just wanted to eat because she wanted to quickly meet her beloved sister. After that incident, she would not stay away from her brother. Although, Dirah was not born from the same womb as her. Nindy would never mind it.

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"Sister remains Ndy's brother. Protector Ndy of all. And a very nice brother to Ndy. Ndy dear Brother," he said very sincerely.

He could not hold back his tears. This sister is amazing. They cry in the position of hugging each other.

There is no child who does not miss his parents. Same with the parents. However, Nindy is not ready to meet. She is very dear to her brother too. Not that he doesn't love Septi, his birth mother. It's just that, he is still disappointed by the attitude of the mother who has been said to be evil to Papah and his brother.

Nindy was disappointed by her mother. If, someone is already disappointed it is difficult to reverse the same feeling as before.

"Ndy misses Mamah, but Ndy isn't ready to meet her. Ndy is still very disappointed. Very disappointed," he pressed.

Dirga can't answer anything. He couldn't force Nindy because Nindy wasn't a child anymore that he could drag if he didn't want to. Nindy was an adult, she could tell which was good and which was bad.

Before Dirga met Nindy, he met the mother first in the field. Septi smiled at the son. Though Septi was fooled by Kenan because Kenan said that he would visit Septi, so that Septi would go out. It turns out it was Him who came.

Septi immediately hugged Dirga's body. There is a passionate longing that Septi feels. His mouth did say that he did not want to see Dirga back. In fact, his heart really, really missed Dirga.

"I miss Mamah."

The atmosphere was created quickly. Septi tightly hugged his son's body with a heart-wrenching sobbing sound.

"You miss you more, son. Forgive Mama who always lied to you" said Septi.

Dirga further tightened his embrace and he was unable to hold back his tears. He knew his mother was lying. It was all because her mother did not want to look fragile in front of her.

Dirga broke her embrace and invited her mother to sit down. Dirga's hands continued to hold Septi's.

"Well, Mom will soon meet with Nindy" said Dirga. Septi was a little surprised by what he heard he was a little in disbelief.

"I will try to persuade Nindy to meet Dnegan Mamah, "he explained.

Septi smiled, his hand gently rubbing the back of Dirga's hand.

"Son, if Nindy doesn't want to meet with Mamah don't be forced, yes. Mamah does not want the children of Mamah to meet mamah because of coercion. Mamah wants you guys to do this for real misses."

Diega tried to smile, she knew what this mother said.

"Nindy the more forced she gets stubborn. Don't get like that, yeah. Mamah does not want your children to be sad," he said.

Dirga nodded in understanding. There are many things Septi gave to Dirga. That's right said Septi's friends who were on the lawn. Septi has changed a lot.

When he was busy talking, Bunga came with a bushel filled with food. Flowers looked down embarrassed when they saw Dirga's face in front of him.

"Well, I'm home, yeah. I want to have lunch with my wife and daughter." The pronunciation of children and wives is very Aska press so that Bunga hears.

Dirga's departure made Flowers a little disappointed. However, Septi rebuked Bunga so as not to get carried away.

"Don't love the wrong person. He's been happy with his son and wife" Septi said.

Flowers realized his actions.he nodded quickly to hear the mother's words. She doesn't want to be like her mother. He also did not want to damage the household of brother not as pregnant as him.

"Yes, Mah. I know."

"Forget Dirga!" hardik Septi to Flowers. "He was happy with his wife and son. Never be an actor. You are a woman, the wife of that man is a woman. Never hurt a woman." Mother's Advice for Flowers.

Flowers can only nod. She also did not want to be a lowly woman who could only eliminate the property of others. Better to be with a loyal man. He's the only one that that guy loves.