I'm Not Taking It Again

Cannot Forget

During the trip home Niar just silent. Nothing he said.

"Why you, honey?" ask Jicko.

"Just tired, Mom."

"Yes, we go straight home. I was going to hang out for a while, "he explained.

"Sorry," claustrophobic Niar.

"It's okay, honey. Your health is more important" Jicko said, wiping Niar's hair.

It was Jicko's mature attitude that made Niar comfortable with him. Relationships that have entered the age of two years, however, are still on the road where there is no progress.

Jicko is always patiently waiting for Niar because Jicko really loves Niar. Not to force his will. Jicko knew, Niar still could not completely forget his past.

Jicko's car arrived at Niar's residence. Now both of Niar's parents moved to Malang. Leaving their home in Jakarta. That's what caused Dirga to lose track.

"Almost first, Mas," asked Niar.

"No, you need to rest. If Mas comes in when you rest," reject Jicko.

Niar just smiled, before Niar went Jicko kissed Niar's forehead first. Jicko's habit of taking Niar home.

"Mas, be careful, yes" said Niar.

"Yes, Honey. You also take a break." Niar nodded and entered his house. While Jicko has driven away the car from Niar's house.

The next morning, Niar's eyes looked swollen from crying last night. Weep over the past he has let go of. However, in reality his heart has not been able to forget him and is not sincere to release the man who always fills his heart with millions of happiness.

"Niar," called the mother who had just entered her room.

Niar still rested his head on the bed bed with his sad face and crooked eyes.

"When do you want this to go on, son?" ask Ms. Sari.

"Niar can't forget it yet, Bun."

Ms. Sari only sighed harshly, she knew how her daughter's relationship with Dirga was. The kind-hearted man who always makes his daughter happy all day.

"Try opening your heart little by little to Jicko. Jicko has been waiting for you for too long" said Ms. Sari.

"Will Niar try slowly, Bun. The memory of Dirga overflowing Niar's head. It's not that easy that Niar can remove it," he replied.

Bu Sari just nodded slowly. He also cannot force. He knew how his daughter was devastated when she parted ways with Dirga. It took Niar three years to reorganize his life. Although it was difficult to arrange his already broken heart into pieces.

In a company, the arrival of Dirga made all employees down. No one dared to look at him. Dirga is famous for being very strict and also angry. Dirga can fire more than ten negligent employees in one day. This attitude of Dirga that makes the company advanced compared to the company owned by his family. Because all employees in the company Dirga contains people who are smart and competent.

Dirga is the owner of the company as well as the CEO. However, his personal life was very closed. No one dared or asked. Moreover, almost every day Dirga's parents come to his office but, Dirga will never meet him.

The events of five years ago, made Dirga have a heart as hard as a rock. Completely shut down the relationship with his family. As if he didn't care about his family now. Most importantly, he was already freed in a golden cage and could already become a successful person with his own hands.

At Airport.

Nindy has been escorted by her parents to go to Malang. Not a single word came out of the mouths of the three of them. The warmth of the family of Deri Prakarsa has now turned into a lifeless family since the departure of his son Dirga Anggara. The normally crowded house was now quiet, as if there was no life there.

"Sir, won't your brother drive you?" tanya Septi wife of Seri Prakarsa.

"No, and Mamah knows what the reason is, right," said Nindy.

Septi was silent at the answer of his youngest son. The reason Dirga did not take Nindy was because of her and her husband. Two humans that Dirga might still hate.

"It's been five years, hasn't your brother missed us?" ask Septi again.

"Sister misses Brother Niar more than you who can exchange your brother's happiness with the throne" replied Nindy.

"My handsome brother wouldn't be like this if, Mom and Papa were not selfish" Nindy joked.

This is what Nindy's been craving all along. Five years ago, Nindy was still sitting on the bench of Junior High. Little by little he understood the problems his family was facing. Although he always should not express his opinion because it is considered a child.

Only the throne and the treasure were the conversation between his parents. That's what makes Dirga sick and leave everything behind. Deri and Septi have always considered their children's happiness to be money but, not all of it.

"Pardon Mama and Papah" said Deri.

"It's too late Pa. Maybe the sorry door for Mamah and Papa is closed tightly to Kak Dirga. Except, Mamah and Papa can bring healing medicine for all wounds Kak Dirga, namely Kak Niar."

Deri and Septi were dumbfounded to hear the words from Nindy. The guilt in the hearts of both Dirga's parents was immense.

"I'm leaving Mah, Pah," she said as she kissed her parents' hands in turn.

"Don't look at me often. I want to be an independent woman" he added.

Septi and Deri just smiled hearing the words of his daughter. Her sweet and spoiled youngest daughter is now an adult. And chose to live in the territory of others rather than the city of his birth.

Nindy flew to Malang, this was the beginning of Nindy's life. Many plans that Nindy designed during studying there. Especially living like a student in general. And he also plans to find odd jobs there. Nindy desperately wants to have money out of her own sweat.

Niar just arrived at his cafe. All employees are ready for their duties. Niar greeted them as usual. And then he walked into his room which was on the second floor. It was there that Niar monitored all the finances and other inner matters.

"His eyes were fixed on a figura that was on the table. There were four kids in high school uniforms there. Niar smiled at the picture because he was one of the children in the photo.

"Your misses" he murmured.

"Sorry, the cave went without a trace and without saying goodbye to you" he said.

Niar's three friends are Reni, Sisi, Nera, and Bila. The three of them did not know about Niar's whereabouts right now. All of Niar's communications were severed unilaterally. Not because he doesn't love his friends. However, Niar's friends will certainly be a storehouse of information for Dirga. Niar didn't want that to happen. He went to forget everything even though at the moment he had not been able to forget Dirga completely.