
Laras pulled out his thick blanket. Cowering over his bed and trying to close his eyes but it seemed as if his head was unwilling to compromise. The girl ruffled her hair violently. Trying to shake off all those thoughts about Ben who started mastering him.
Ben can't live with one woman, you'll only hurt yourself.
Gregory's words continued to ring in his mind. It caused pain in his heart. The girl then got up from her bed and sat on the edge of the bed.
"What the hell is wrong with me" he murmured. "Soaringly, soberly!" he patted her cheek a little hard.
The barrel breathes long and heavy, and,
look at the ceiling of his room. Her memory drifted to her former lover, James.
The wounds he left behind had not even fully healed. Did the Barrel recklessly add to it with new wounds. Oh, no, no,
I don't seem to be able to, her mind.
Laras must forget his feelings for Ben. Focusing on college and working like he used to can help him to divert his attention from the casanova.
Then what if Ben starts to approach her.
The girl was afraid she could not control herself.
His feelings for Ben must be completely annihilated. Laras nodded steadily.
He rubbed his face with his palm several times, then re-entered it into his blanket. He closed his eyes and emptied his mind. A few minutes later, the girl fell asleep.
***
"I need to talk to you" Greg told Ben, who was lying on the couch in their studio on the sidelines of The Rebellion's break rehearsal. In that room there were only the two of them. Marcus and Liam are still in the music room. While Jack the manager has not revealed the trunk of his nose.
Ben got up from his filter. His position is now sitting holding his beer bottle.
Seeing Greg's serious countenance astonished him.
"It's about Barrel" Greg said. Ben's face immediately turned tense.
"What's wrong with her?" ask Ben. Chest thumping.
"I want you to be honest with me, do you like it?"
Ben gasps. Greg's face was so serious, so was their conversation. Not as usual.
Ben asked back. "Didn't you manage to date her?"
"I'm not like you, Ben. I don't intend to date her, I intend to make her my lover." Greg took a deep breath.
"Then?"
Greg flicked his long black hair back. Then look towards Ben.
"Are you blind, Ben? Laras likes you!" yells.
Ben chuckles. Greg thinks he's ticking it. Though in his heart it seemed flowery to hear the words of his friend.
"This ain't a joke, Ben," said Greg.
Ben stopped his laughter. Sipping a beer to wet his throat.
"Did he tell you?" ask Ben.
"No, I just can see it."
Ben fell silent. Is it true what Greg says. Did she and the girl actually like each other? In Ben's heart he asked.
"So?" lick Greg.
"I don't know . I love being around him and interacting with him. But I don't know if I like it or not."
"If you're not sure, you'd better stay away from him. If you dare to position Laras the same as your toy ladies, I'll beat you up!" Greg gave a warning while patting Ben's shoulder a little hard. Then got up from his seat and stepped towards the music room.
Ben was struck while spinning the bottle
his beer. Then I swigged it empty. With deep breaths. The man could not lie to his feelings for Laras. But he still wants to have fun with some women.
The barrel of the girl is very sweet, simple and different from the others. Ben likes the girl. But afraid of hurting his heart.
The man is not ready to commit. But also not willing to see Laras fall into the arms of other men. Even though the man was his own friend.
***