Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 99. Why Not Honest

In the afternoon leading up to night, all the families appeared to be present to see the condition of Inayah.

"Dad, how's Mother?" Rayyan saw her mother seem to be voiceless.

Rayyan hugged Inayah and rubbed her stomach. Inayah turned around rubbing Rayyan's head.

"Be a sholeh child."

Rayyan nodded obediently.

Inayah's condition looks unstable which makes Aditia ask doctors to treat Inayah

"Do your best for my wife."

Aditia looked at Inayah nanar who now had to face the infusion again. He knew very well, how Inayah endured her fear of seeing a syringe nearby.

Instantly, Inayah's screams made doctors Alea and Aditia turn their heads. Seeing Inayah, Aditia immediately ran.

"Darling, you're okay. I'm sure you can!"

Aditia approached Inayah. Fatimah's mother and Hanum's mother were also near Inayah. Seeing Inayah being treated, Alina recalled how Inayah used to be during Rayyan's birth.

Again Inayah seemed to feel a pain that she could no longer describe. All nurses take their own part to observe the patient. Dr. Alea checked and the results were still the same. Inayah contractions are still false contractions. There are no signs at all, if Inayah will give birth.

"How's doctor?" Aditia asked with a huffed face looking at Inayah continuing to feel pain.

"There hasn't been any opening at all" replied Dr. Alea explaining.

"Then, what should we do? Is there no painkiller?"

Listening to that, Inayah grabbed Aditia's arm gently. Aditia approached and rubbed his wife's sweaty face with her hands.

There is a feeling that Aditia cannot express. As for how strong Inayah withstood the pain, Inayah tried to calm herself who was also helped by Aditia by continuing to gently rub Inayah's back with her other hand interlocked.

Seeing Inayah calm down again, Aditia also offered Inayah to eat. From morning, Inayah had never consumed any food at all.

"Come, eat, honey. Fear mag you will relapse again. Let it be just a little. It's your favorite food. Made by Mother. You must be strong." The word mag may no longer be felt.

"Dad, I'm not asking you to give birth to me by seeing you like this, honey. I'm sorry."

"Mas, this is our nature as women. I'm fine."

"Honey, sweet or normal, it doesn't matter. As long as you're okay," Aditia steady nar Inayah's face looks narrowed.

"If I may, I want to give birth to a normal child."

Inayah opened her mouth. Unable to see her husband look so worried about her. once the second bribe Inayah holds Aditia's hand and takes over the spoon, then directs to the mouth of her husband.

"Come, open your mouth, Mom! " pinta Inayah which was eventually participated by Aditia. "You also need to eat a lot, Mom. Don't be the only one you've noticed while your own health is neglected."

"Looking at you, smiling like this, I've been quite happy, honey," Aditia said. "Keep it for our son, honey.

"Once you are, my mother" said Inayah. And give me a necklace that Aditia once gave me.

"Mas, if I give birth later, this necklace is for our son. I'm sure my son must be a girl."

"Darling, why did you give me this necklace?"

"Mas, just accept." He felt the pain again. But this time he was able to hold it.

A nurse came with a syringe in her hand.

"Excuse me, Mister, Miss. The patient's family was briefly called by the doctor."

The one who was eating, stopped for a moment. Aditia spoke up. "What's wrong, Sus?"

"We do not know, sir," replied the nurse who was checking the Inayah infusion as she had previously received a report, if the infusion did not work.

Aditia went to Alea's doctor's office after leaving Inayah. Long enough in Doctor Alea's room. Aditia's face revealed a look that could not be expressed.

Doctor Alea told me the truth, If Inayah has uterine cancer. That is the reason Doctor Alea gave so many drugs for consumption Inayah. Inayah asked Alea's doctor not to say before, because Inayah understood, her husband's company that day was still in an unstable state.

Inayah who after eating after being bribed by Ms. Hanum looks not good looks Aditia's face.

"Aditia, what's wrong?" Hanum's mother was astonished by her son.

"Why are you keeping it a secret to me, Inayah! why!"

"What do you mean, Mom. I don't get it."

Aditia told everyone in the room.

"Dad, why are you keeping this a secret? why Inayah! You've never even shown the slightest sign of declaring you sick, honey. Why!" Aditia hugged Inayah.

But as much as possible, Inayah must be strong. "Mas, why are you so worried. Your face is so ribbed? I'm fine, all right."

"No, Honey. I can't lie. I'm really worried about seeing you like this, Inayah. With you like this you're slowly making me the weakest man, Inayah."

Fatimah's mother approached. "Son, what's going on? is that true?"

"God will be good, Mom. Jagan was worried about me," Inayah held back her tears.

"Is this your revenge on me, Inayah. Where did I hide from my pain that day?"

"Don't say it like that, Mommy. That's not true."

"We're just patient. Doctors can only predict! I'll never believe the doctor's supposition. Who is he?" Sahut Raka's.

"What do you mean, Raka? Tell me the obvious? Say, Raka!"

Force Aditia.

"All the doctor's predictions, Aditia. You should be able to calm yourself." Raka tried to win the mood. Seen Fatimah's mother wiped her tears and Inayah as much as possible to be strong.

"Doctors say, if our baby candidate is currently very campy, Inayah and...."

"I will be strong Mas" said Inayah cut off Aditia's speech. I'm sure I'm capable, Mas?"

"Of course, honey. You're a strong woman." Aditia hugged Inayah.

***

Night arrived, I don't know how many times a day Inayah felt pain. An hour later, the pain returned again.

Aditia who was unable to see Utami constantly grimacing, Aditia also reported about Inayah's condition. Eventually, Inayah was asked to move into the observation room.

"Sorry, Miss. Can Miss explain how many hours later the pain came again?" ask the Sister who part sif night.

"Unfortunately, about an hour and a half came again, until this afternoon like that. And tonight, I noticed every half an hour and then came the pain again. It is like that." said Inayah remembered well.

"Alright, Miss. Happy resting. It's just a question from us to confirm Miss's condition.

He stared at the ceiling. This pregnancy gave her so much experience. He really felt guilty. Both to her parents and others, and to her husband.

'Honey, you can still calm down. when you are in this condition.you look sincere in undergoing the exam that you face now.' said Aditia

I hope our son is well.I am sure God will not give the test beyond the limits of my ability.' Inner Inayah.

'if my destiny line gets here I'm ridho, Mas. one hope

Wish this child was born safely, Rabb, let me fight in your path to feel again the struggle of a mother in fighting for her life and death until this child is born safe and ultimately submits to all Your commandments and shuns Your prohibitions.' Inayah shed tears staring at Rayyan sleeping in Mother Hanum's lap.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" tanya Aditia saw Inayah looked agitated.