Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 7. Frustratingly

"Honestly, I'm afraid he'll go back to doing that dirty thing."

Raka hugged his wife. As soon as they turned their heads, Inayah was already standing in front of the door of their room which had not been closed.

"Daddy?" lirih Amira's.

"I just came here to return my brother's bag that I borrowed a few days ago" Inayah closed the door to Amira's room and Raka stared at the brother's departure.

Amira again looks sad considering her past. Raka who saw his wife back sad made it seem like he wanted to eliminate Aditia if killing it was innocent.

'Breng***you are Aditia! Now my sister is the one you approached. I won't let you with Inayah. Won't be!' batin Raka clenched her hands. Aditia can only be angry at heart.

Raka did not expect to be reunited with Aditia after the incident that almost harassed her a few months ago after the incident. Raka was really in a dilemma while gently rubbing the back of his wife, Amira who was now in her arms.

Amira continued to lament and felt disgusted remembering Aditia's face. Amira is still very traumatized by her past.

***

Ummi Humaira who was curious about the relationship between Raka, Amira and Aditia and Inayah tried to find out by asking about the incident that happened to Mr. Aditia.

"Mother, what happened to Mr. Aditia?"

Mother Hanum was silent for a moment. There was no harm in letting out her sadness. Hanum's mother said, "A few months ago a tragedy struck my son. To have to lose his memory in total and also mentally a little disturbed," said Ms. Hanum clearly look sad face.

"And his smile came back after he met Inayah. If you can find out who Inayah is? And what does this have to do with Amira?" ask Ms. Hanum back to Ummi Humairah who was also curious.

Ummi Humairah unsuspectingly explained. "The father of my stepson. The daughter of my husband's second wife. He's a nice, polite boy. And Amira is the sister-in-law of Inayah, the wife of Nak Raka. And Raka is Inayah's brother" explains Ummi Humaira.

The deg!

Ms. Hanum really does not believe the explanation of Ummi Humaira, as the manager of the Permata Bundaku orphanage where she always channeled help. Never thought and unexpected about Inayah. The fear made him a little anxious. Hanum's mother turned her son's collar. And Aditia looks a little able to digest the words ummi Humaira.

Feel enough. Hanum's mother was alone with painful feelings for him. Hanum's mother shed tears thinking about the fate of her son who already loved Inayah. It was a hard thing for Hanum's mother.

In car. Aditia looks a lot quiet. Aditia always thought of by Inayah. He recalled every word that came out of Raka's lips before, Inayah's brother. Aditia remembers very well how Inayah's brother treated her. Dislike is very clear. Raka hated him so much. Who's Raka? thought Aditia. The gaze looked blank.Once in a while, Teo looked at his master.

Aditia turned to her mother and said, "Mother, I don't want to be away from Inayah. L loved her. I want Inayah forever by my side. However, I don't understand why brother Inayah hates me? and her sister-in-law named Amira, like I knew her. Explain it to me, mother. What happened before?"

Hanum's mother expected that Aditia would ask about her past. Hanum's mother kept trying to stay calm so that Aditia also calmed down.

"Son, you'll know someday. If you can ask, don't expect more from Inayah."

"What does mother mean? That's impossible, mother. I promised Inayah I would meet her parents after I was able to become a good priest for her" Aditia said, declining her mother's request. "I'm sorry Adit, Mother. But, I love Inayah. Really am. I don't want to lose Inayah. It's like it's engraved here, Mother." Aditia pointed at his chest.

"That can't be Adit. You won't understand because you don't remember. Inayah would never want to be with you, if only she knew everything!" it was Hanum's mother who made Aditia speechless.

Hanum's mother felt sorry for yelling at her son. Hanum's mother did not have the heart to see Aditia again hurt the umpteenth time. According to Hanum's mother, it is better for Aditia to forget Inayah for good, than to continue to hope that in the end it will also hurt.

"Mother, tell me, like I was in the past, what was I like, mother?Am I a bad guy? Remind me mom. Tell me the obvious. Who was I before and how was I before? And why does brother Inayah look to hate me? Did I know them before? Answer me." persuade Aditia to hold Hanum's hand.

"I'm sorry mom, son. I'm sorry, mother." Hanum's mother rubbed her tears that escaped just like that.

Their car entered the grounds of the house like a palace. Hanum's mother immediately asked Teo, Aditia's personal secretary to escort and accompany her son.

"you can go home, Teo. I want to be alone."

"But, sir, it's still my working hours."

"Well, that's your business, if you don't want to go home, go fishing in the pool!" judes Aditia's.

It felt like Teo was laughing at his young master's words.

Aditia turned to look at Teo.

"Let's just say there's Teo. It's up to you, want a swimming race with fish there. It's up to you that I obviously want to be alone."

Teo understood the meaning of his master, until finally Teo came out of his young master's room after giving the drug that Aditia often consumed so far.

saw Teo come out of his brother's room. Alina called Teo.

"sister Teo!"

"Ah, meet again with the chatty one," muttered Teo who turned around to run away. However, the suit that Teo wore was attracted by Alina's hand.

"Sister Teo wants to run away? It won't! That day, Brother Teo promised me to take me to the bookstore. Now take me!"

"But, young lady. I really can't today. Master asked me to buy him some meatball noodles.

Alina frowned. "since when did Aditia like meatballs with noodles? don't fuck, brother."

"Since..day...this second."

However, Alina is very clever.she also pulls Teo into Aditia's room.

"Lake in!" There was the sound of Aditia from inside the room sitting on the mattress and her hair was wet with a white shirt.

Alina could guess, if her brother had just taken an afternoon shower. While Teo himself, trying to code Aditia that Aditia does not understand the intent of Teo's eyes flashing towards him.

"Sister Teo why are his eyes so?" alina asked who looked at the two guys in front of her.

"Oh, this is young Miss, my eyes are twinkling with dust.

"Where is the dust in my room, Teo. You know, I'm most allergic to dust, so it doesn't make sense to." Aditia was angry to be considered her room dusty.

Teo could only hit his eel. This time he definitely could no longer avoid her chatty miss.

"Sister, is it true that you asked Kak Teo to buy him some meatball noodles?"

"No. Since when?"

Alina smiled and immediately pulled Teo's hand out of the room and Teo could only step down with a listless look following Alina.

***

Until nightfall. Aditia sat pensively trying to remember Raka's previous remarks. "Who am I? Do I know Raka? who's Amira, have I been friends with them before?"

"Akhs! Why is there nothing I can remember. why?!" Aditia's frustrated herself.

Unable to stem her feelings, Aditia was out looking for the wind by driving alone.Inadvertently, her net was fixed on a woman who always disturbed her mind.

"Daddy?" call Aditia.

Inayah turned her head and saw Aditia across the street. Little wonder how Aditia got to that place.

"Dad, wait!" prevent Aditia from holding Inayah from leaving. Not yet had Inayah entered his car, Aditia had pulled the tip of the hijab that was worn by him.

"let me go, brother. It's late and I want to go home," said Inayah. Previously Inayah out to buy her needs.

"Dad, tell me you love me too."