Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 5. Remembrance of the Past

"Dad," called Raka to his sister and slightly distanced Inayah's body from Aditia's presence.

after that, Raka pushed Aditia's body until Aditia's body moved from its place.

"Don't go near my sister. You gotit?"

"Sorry, have we ever known each other before?"

Raka smiled at Adita's words which according to Raka, Aditia pretended to know her.

"Don't pretend you don't know me, Mr. Aditia."

"sorry. But I don't know you, sir."

"How could you have so quickly forgotten what happened a few months ago? Do I need to remind you?"

Aditia. He tries to remember his past. It looks like Aditia is holding his head.

"Sister Aditia, all right?"

"Dad, stop paying attention to him.he's nobody you. go home!"

"Sister, but Aditia's not okay."

"Stop, Goddamn it." Raka pulls Inayah's hand while Amira sees how angry Raka is at Inayah.

"Dad, don't go!" shouted Aditia while holding her head.His vision began to blur.

Inayah who continued to be pulled by Raka was only able to follow a rare thousand men.

As soon as Inayah turned her head back, immediately Aditia's body lay on the ground which made Inayah scream

"Sir Adit!" pekik Inayah's.

I don't know what makes him spontaneously just scream.was indeed ready Aditia? no Other Inayah yells just Spontaneous. But it can not be indicated, Inayah separated from Raka's grasp and ran to Aditia who closed her eyes.

Hearing Inayah's cry calling Aditia invited the visitors of Permata Bundaku orphanage out and saw what happened? Even all the orphanage residents were gawking.

The step of the mother of the man lost quickly to Inayah. Inayah was stopped right in front of the crowd of people who petrified Mother Hanum lifting Aditia's body into the orphanage.

Raka pulls Inayah's hand to go with her. This man could do nothing. It has nothing to do with Aditia. He only felt sorry for Aditia.

"We're home! Regarding Ummi, let me talk for a while, if you come home with me.

and your car problem, just leave it here. Later Udin driver who brought your car home with Ummi, "Papar Raka. then headed to the parking lot followed by his wife, Amira, and Amira himself just kept quiet while walking along with Inayah.

There was a bad taste to his sister-in-law. What if Inayah asks about her past? is he ready? there was a lot going on in Amira's mind. The past is still very difficult.

Arriving home, Inayah immediately entered her room. Inayah still thought with Raka's previous remarks. Who exactly is Aditia? and what is the relationship of Aditia and Amira, her brother-in-law.

"How's Aditia doing? Is she okay? Oh God, what's wrong with my heart. But I can't lie to myself. I'm worried about him. O Allah, forgive the servant." Immediately may Inayah dismiss all and soon may take ablution water.

While Amira herself is seen sitting pensively in her mattress. There is a sense of disgust given the past. The shadow is also moving into its past.

***

Ever since Aditia left the house she never again made her face appear in front of her parents.

And ever since Aditia failed in her first romance she seemed to close her heart to a woman.

Maybe even his heart is dead. Where Aditia like obedience will not make him feel happy and obedience will not make him restless.

For him now life is enjoyed, seeking boundless pleasure and satisfaction. He considers that a person will feel happy by looking for happiness as much as possible and in any way should avoid feelings that can make him feel pain.

Time keeps going. Aditia increasingly uncertain the direction of his life goals. He forgot the purpose of life in this world.

From the news that he heard that his father would give his son an inheritance if they brought their respective wives in front of him.

Aditia would not if until the inheritance of her father must fall in the hands of the son of the son of the second wife of her own father. What would be the fate of his sister and mother if that happened.

"Find me a woman who will cooperate with me."

"Women? It's not that you don't want to deal with a woman anymore bro." Ledek.

"It has. I'll pay for it. She's quite a lying wife."

"What if you really fall in love with her?" Joking around his friend again.

"That's not gonna happen." Aditia is sure she will no longer fall in love with a woman.

Meanwhile, Amira, a woman who desperately needs a job for her father, gets an offer from her friend.

"I got word from my boyfriend he said he had a friend looking for a woman to be a fake girlfriend. Maybe you're interested?" rose the friend of Amira.

"Daughter? You certain? But I don't know dating.

"That's it. Just accept it first. Pretty much the pay for you to use your father for treatment."

Amira thought long enough. In the end, he agreed. Rose calls her boyfriend, if his best friend, Amira agrees.

"I've found a woman for you. Tomorrow you meet him at a cafe." Rio said.

"alright. You just set it up. Tomorrow I will meet him and prepare his contract work," Aditia said behind the phone.

The lies her stepmother made had to end. Aditia was completely washed away in her own mind until she fell asleep. His fate is said to be unlucky as the son of a successful entrepreneur.

***

The next day was on time and Amira's place was already in the cafe. He was sitting alone waiting for someone. If it wasn't for Amira's need not have wanted to do this lie.

Her father never taught her to lie let alone date. It was beyond the science that his father taught him.

Amira considers the science of religion that had been taught by her teacher as if lost. Amira looked around. Quite grateful for having to sit alone with Mr. Aditia for a while not having to sit alone.

"Oh my God, this is not the right choice. I know, but I need money as soon as possible, "inner Amira.

Repeatedly Amira saw the clock on her phone. He waited there long enough.

While Aditia has been parked is receiving chat from her theme. 'The woman was wearing a Pink dress, sitting at table no 10. remember the table no 10 her name is Amira'.

Aditia entered the cafe looking for the figure of the woman referred to her friend. Of the several visitors, only one person in pink clothes sat on a chair with a table no 10 as his friend meant.

Aditia frowned. The woman in question was wearing a hijab. Not wrong? Aditia never thought that a hijab woman would be her lying wife. Adita was quite curious, because she was just looking from the back.

Aditia cleared her throat with both hands in her pants pocket. Amira raised her head. Amira quickly threw away her sight.

The first glance made Aditia not blink. The figure of the hijab woman in front of him made him misbehave.

"Did you introduce me to Aditia." Aditia reached out her hand, but Amira smiled as she said her name.

Aditia pulls her hand and asks Amira to sit down.

While peeping her hand Aditia said, "Is it because my hands stink?"

"I mean sir?" Amira asked, not understanding.

"I want to meet you but you ignore it."

"Sorry, sir. I don't usually get acquainted like that."

"really? You are not a hypocrite. The proof is that you came here today. That means you're ready to be my fake wife. Isn't lying a bigger sin?" Aditia.

"What's? Isn't the boyfriend a lie?" amira explained.

"I don't need a boyfriend. What I need a wife. But, the wife's a lie." Aditia looked at the two eyes of the girl.

"Then .. I. want us.

ba—"Amira's words were cut off by Aditia's voice.

"No word is off. I don't like my plan to fail. You have to do it." Forced Aditia continued to stare at the two eyes of the girl who looked a little frightened.

"You want your father dead, if you don't get help?" Aditia said when Amira was about to stand up from her place. "You signed a contract as my fake wife. And today you also got the money. But remember, don't try to trick me" Aditia threatened.

Amira fell silent on the spot and thought back. He wanted to refuse, but on the other hand his father needed money. Confused. what to?

"Sit. We can talk, Miss," said Aditia again.

Slowly Amira sat down and took off her bag beside her.

"Where do you know I need this money for my father's treatment?" said Amira.

"I know everything. Even if I want to know who you are I can do it. But, it doesn't matter to me. What's important now is that you want to be my fake wife." Aditia sipped her drink a few gulps.

"Why do you look so shaky. I'm not gonna eat you. Relax, Miss." Aditia feels funny with the girl in front of her.

Aditia looked at the girl and said, "you just admit that we are a couple in front of my parents. If they ask us to spend the night at his house, you'll want a room with me."

"What's? That's not possible! You and I are not mahram. How can we have one room?" amira's voice suddenly sounded quite large unlike her previous voice. It also sounds very brave.

Aditia is increasingly challenged to hear the assertiveness of Amira discussing about mahram.

"If not forced. I would never want to do this unnatural thing, sir."

Aditia laughed at Amira's confession. "So, because of the money you're willing to do this? If I had asked you to serve me and pay more than this would you have?"

Plaque! One precise slap hit Aditia's cheek that made her grimace.

"See your words sir! I really appreciate my honor as a woman and doing this is still in a natural way. Even though I had to throw my fear at my God. I've worked a variety of jobs, but the money I need is still not enough, while the time given is limited to me." Obviously Amira with the glare of her sharp eyes.

"Honor? You talk about honor. The oya? It was like a fairy tale to me. Women out there sell their honor for money. I can't believe you'll keep that, if you've seen the numbers," ledek Aditia who hasn't been deterred.

"Stop sir! I'm not the girl out there you're liking. As long as you know, the honor for me is izzah and keeping it is iffah. It's hard to keep that izzah. However, behind the difficulties a woman is able to get glory. So the basis of the meaning of honor itself is morality, having shame, when a woman has shame then she will be afraid to do things that can eliminate their iffah."

"That's it. I don't want to argue with you. You slapped me with no guilt? If I report you you can go to jail." Aditia said she wanted to see Amira's reaction again.

"Please. I'm not scared. Just so you know. I'm not slapping you, if you don't lure me."

Aditia increasingly salute with the assertiveness of Amira. He did not expect that word. He thought Amura would beg not to be reported. Turns out he was wrong.

"Wait on! Prevent Aditia.

"I'm sorry." Aditia said somehow her heart became melted.

Amira turned. "If you think money is everything to me. You wrong. I would never ruin my honor just because of money.