Finding My Lost Heart

Finding My Lost Heart
Chapters. 83 Story of Mr. Subari



"Tell me, dad. What exactly happened to Marina that day?"


"Why do you want to talk back about that woman, Adit? You're happy with Inayah."


"That's exactly it, dad. I want to live happily with my children and my wife without any distractions from my past. I want to finish all my past. I don't want my past to have any impact on my descendants. So, please explain everything so be clear, dad. Don't you keep anything from me for a bit." I sat on the sofa looking so sorry.


Inayah sat down and held my hand. I could see my wife, Inayah, was very concerned about my plight. The woman who had taught me real love, taught me how to deal with life. She's the woman I've defended so much for now, when I was with her I rediscovered my long lost heart. I admit it in a special lady. Rayyan's Mother.


"Mas, remember as much as you can hold your emotions. There's a way out." He rubbed my shoulder gently. I felt his sincerity.


I turned my eyes back to Dad. I can see the old man. I'm sure he's also sorry for all his past. From father's events, I don't want Rayyan to have the same fate as me. My children should live happily. Don't because my past ruined their happiness.


"I'm sorry dad again, son. Because of your father, you have to go through a lot of problems. I thank you, Inayah. His presence in our lives seemed to bring a light within this palace. I'll explain and not hide anything."


I look like I'm gonna open my mouth and say,


"That day I found Marina with a man in an apartment you gave her. Then, a month later, Marina is pregnant and will marry you. I went to her ex-boyfriend and asked to prevent your marriage. The way I threatened Marina's father." Dad looks set and breathes long.


"Did your wedding that day, I went back to Marina and her boyfriend. I asked Marina to go as far as possible even I had already transferred the money in her account. However, after the failure of your marriage with her, Marina's father is furious and will be** father from behind, but Dad avoids and puts Marina's father in a holding cell. And his mother died because of that." Dad was silent looking at me.


I was completely unexpected with all the events that were happening behind my back.


"Forward dad." My word. Inayah kept coming with me.


"Marina yelled at me that day and accused me of being a murderer. However, she could do nothing because I held the evidence of pemb** against father.The news I heard afterwards, her lover left her."


I just kept quiet hearing my dad's story afterwards. He knows very well how I feel.


"Mas, it's not your fault. That's his own fault, you're a loyal man. However, Marina betrayed your love. No one wants anything bad, but we must choose which path we will take. It could have been that day Marina in the fog faced a problem until she took the wrong path and in the end the love of the road was not united. From the father's story, there is wisdom to be learned. What if after marriage you know the truth."


"Marina's main goal is to marry you not out of love, Adit, but out of material things."


"Why do you know?" my many.


Dad stood up and opened a drawer and took a tape.


"Open the tape. You'll see how Marina is behind you. Actually from Marina's experience, I was back against you with Amira that day. I'm afraid Amira is just as much a girl as Marina. Forgive your father for this."


This is the first time I've seen my dad look weak. All this time I thought the father who was tough, firm, could not shed tears. I see those tears too.


"And Dad's personal problems, I've solved Dad's own problems." he continued.


Now I understand the real reason why Dad was against my relationship with Amira that day. The point of the incident was that I was met with a woman like Inayah. I thought that day was because of Amira's status.


"Take your wife well. She's a woman who truly accepts your flaws, Adit." Dad patted me on the shoulder and left me and Inayah.


I hugged my wife, Inayah. "Thank you, honey."


"Mas, I'm a woman just like everyone else."


"No. You're different, Inayah." I hugged my wife more and more. My wife taught me how to live my life. When my five-time prayer was not perfect she was perfect."


"Mas, I'm not breathing?"


I stretched my arms back and turned to my favorite pink spot. I put the cover on her face until she hit my chest because back I made her unable to breathe.


"Mas, are you going to the party?" ask after the romantic end.


"If I insist like this I cannot refuse. I'll accompany my husband." Inayah looked at me as I put back the cover on her face.


"Please put me down! How could you want to carry me out like this. Mom, Dad and everybody will see it. Lower it, Mas Adit!"


"Be quiet. Just enjoy it." I could see Inayah's surprised face as I carried her all of a sudden. He looks so embarrassed.


And sure enough, Mom saw us. I don't give a shit.


"Adit, why Inayah! mother's surprised voice thought her daughter-in-law was okay. "Adit, you son of a bitch! What's wrong with my son-in-law!


"Your son-in-law will carry out her routine, Mother."


"What a routinity, Adit! explain it to mom!" shouting Mother. I just laughed until Mom got upset.


"Madam, please, young master." Aunt Sumi's smile saw us.


I can still hear Mom's nagging. I kept lifting Inayah's body no matter her screams Mother who was with Aunt Sumi didn't know what they were doing.


"Mas, I'm so ashamed of you!What routine do you mean, ma'am." I laughed at Inayah's chatter.


"Don't say... "


Inayah's words were cut off when Alina saw us.


"Sir, what's wrong with Inayah's sister?" Alina was surprised to see us.


I don't care about Alina's questions anymore. Alina looks upset because I didn't give her an answer.


"Let it down, Mas."


"All right, Princess." I dropped my wife off. She hit your chest gently and I hugged her back.


"You still have guests?" tanyaku and Inayah nodded.


"I changed my mind. It's good that you're at home. I'll drain with that woman. If it's true she's Marina I know what Marina looks like."


I can see Inayah's face. "Are you jealous?"


"Solve your business with him, Mom." This is preparing my clothes.


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At nightfall, before I met the woman, I fulfilled the invitation. Go to a hotel and call the number.


I followed the directions until I found the hotel room I was referring to.


"I'm outside."


I waited long enough. I don't know if this room is right or not. Who exactly is that woman. Whatwant? The hotel door was open. I was surprised to see who that woman was.


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