Finding My Lost Heart

Finding My Lost Heart
Chapters 12. Not Having Each Other



Aditia actually came to see Amira at her house. Amira was shocked to see Aditia's arrival.


"How do you know my house?" said Amira a little afraid to see the arrival of Aditia suddenly.


"Finding your home was easy for me, Amira."


Amira will soon close the door of her house, but Aditia's firm hands hold the door.


"let go of your hand, sir!" yell Amira scared.


"Amira, listen to me! I'm not here to bother you. Please, open your door!"


"You've—"


"Yes. I got my memories back, Amira. Wh why? are you disappointed or happy?"


"What do I care about you, sir."


Aditia smiled at Amira's formal language.


"You've changed Amira" Aditia looked at Amira.


"Go, sir. I beg! Don't bother me."


"Alright Amira. But please, open the door. I just want to talk to you."


Slowly, Amira opened the door of her house which made Aditia look so happy.


"Don't go near Adit. You know, I'm a married woman. My relationship with you is over."


Aditia finally knows the limits. Since I knew Inayah. Finally Aditia took a little distance.


Amira continued to look at Aditia with a frightened face.


"I'm sorry Amira" Aditia said in the end. "I shouldn't have done it that day."


"Stop! Enough's enough!" Amira stops Aditia from continuing. "No more revealing that disgusting thing. Please, get out of my house!" expel Amira.


Aditia again said, "I won't leave until you forgive me. I'm sorry Amira. I-i'm sorry! I know and I realize. It's only natural that you choose Raka as your husband."


"Really! You don't deserve him!" Raka. Raka who just came home from the office and saw the presence of Aditia who made her head as if horned.


Raka's hatred for Aditia is difficult for Raka to forgive. As if the hatred was ingrained in Raka. Raka's memory turned back to look at Aditia.


Aditia turned to see Raka's face was already flaming red. Raka pushes Aditia's body.


"Get out of my house! Don't ever bother my wife again. We're already happy. Amira is happy with me."


"I knew. I'm just here to apologize to you guys" Aditia replied.


"I'm sorry you said. That's how you apologized after my wife was almost depressed because of your ***t treatment! You think I'll forgive you? No!" raka shouted continuously pushing Aditia's body.


It's not that Aditia can't afford to fight Raka. However, Aditia is self-aware.


"Until any time my pardon may never be there for you, dear Lord Aditia! It's still very imprinted here. How could you do that day that you shouldn't!"


Buk up! One blow hit Aditia's face that made Amira so surprised.


"Mas, Enough!" amira shouted to see Raka venting her anger at Aditia. "You should rot in a bui. But your father, Mr. Subari is too smart." Smiling disappointed at Aditia.


The newly arrived Inayah heard all their talk. Inayah just believed now what Raka said.


'So right, brother Aditia and Amira used to be almost married? Not likely.' Inayah kept on hearing the quarrel of Raka and Aditia.


"Remember Mr. Aditia. I will never apologize for you. So, it's useless for you to beg me."


"Why do you hate me so much. Can't you just apologize for my guilt?" aditia.


"Until any time, you and I will never make peace, Mr. Aditia. And remember one thing, don't ever come near my family!" sindir Raka so that Aditia does not approach Inayah again.


"I never promised to do that" Aditia said.


"What do you mean, ha?" Raka grew increasingly furious and clutching the collar of Aditia's shirt.


Aditia smiled.The two exchanged looks. The two looked as if they were challenging each other.


Amira was silent hearing this. So did Inayah who heard Aditia's words.


'What does Adit mean?" lirih Inayah from hiding.


As soon as Raka would return to give one hit to Aditia, Inayah immediately shouted.


"Stop, brother!" Inayah ran and blocked Raka.


"Daddy?" lirih Aditia's.


"Enough Raka!" Inayah prevents Raka from hitting Aditia who was holding her lips.


"Sister, let me talk to him. I know my limits. I know what will be my decision." Inayah asks Raka for time to talk to Aditia.


"No, Inayah!" reject Raka. Raka approached Inayah. "Remember thisayah, which is illegal sometimes it feels beautiful.


"I know, brother," added Inayah sighing in her breath.


"Don't make the wrong choice of your partner, Inayah," said Raka before leaving Inayah and Aditia.


"I understand, brother. Let me solve this problem with him."


"OKs. I'll give you a chance. And this is your last chance with him."


Aditia seemed to not accept the intention of Raka's words. After Raka and Amira enter Inayah's house turned around and asked Aditia to sit down. However, it was not Aditia sitting down. Aditia. immediately speak up.


"I love you, Inayah. You have been a source of strength and support for me. I'm happy when you're willing to be part of my ribs."


"Cannot be. We can't be together" Inayah said.


"What do you mean, Inayah?" aditia and Inayah looked at him.


"I'm sorry. I can't explain it."


"Have you made your choice, Inayah? tell me, Inayah! Answer."


Clear thread fell instantly. There is a sense of being unable to be expressed. Enough prayer for Inayah. He tries not to get late.


"Tell me Inayah, you love me, right? say this!"


"I'm sorry. This feeling should have been forgotten long ago.It shouldn't have tormented me." Inayah lowered her face.


"Then, why didn't you choose me to be together, Inayah. Is it because of my past, Inayah? I've been trying to be the best."


"Don't do it because of me, brother! But do it because you want to change and improve. There is no perfect man, brother. I'm sure one day you'll find the best one. Believe me!"


"How can I forget you, Inayah. Ever since I lost my memory, you filled my days until I was eager to heal. Because I—"


"Don't say it again, brother. Enough's enough! Ii'm sorry. Again I say...." It seemed as if he was unable to speak. "Don't see me again. Consider this the last meeting between us. Let's just say we never met."


Aditia. If someone says a man never cries. Aditia that day was unable to hold back her tears.


"You lied to yourself, Inayah. Why did you torture yourself, Inayah! why?!"


"You're wrong, brother. They're my family. I deserve to make them happy. If this is the best thing for us, then I'll do it."


Aditia seemed to tremble withstanding the Disappointment within her.


"I'm sorry, brother. Find your happiness."


"How can I be happy, Inayah. You mean so much in my life. You are my breath. Will I be able to move on with my next life?"


"Don't torture yourself" said Inayah, turning her back to Aditia. Inayah wiped her tears.


Aditia stood up from her place. Then, take out a box that a few days ago Aditia special message for Inayah.


"Do you know Inayah, I and my family were going to come propose to you that night. And this is the ring I ordered specifically for you. But it turns out that this ring is no longer useful."


Before Aditia left Inayah, Aditia said again. "May you be happy with your choice, Inayah."


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