Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 57. About Feelings

Alina was busy in her room as a director. The work was very boring for Alina. Not to mention meetings and so on.

plus the request of Ms. Hanum. What a really boring thing.

Teo asked for leave, no matter what. Alina doesn't know.

"Sister Adit, when are you back in this place? Come back."

Mr. Subari suddenly came and threw a document in front of Alina which made Alina quite surprised.

"Alina, did you read before you signed?!"

"I mean dad?" Alina at a glance stood up from her seat of greatness seeing her father furious at her.

"Read that. the company suffered a fifty percent loss on your carelessness. How can you not read before the signature, Alina?!"

"Dad, this is only fifty percent and dad is so mad like this at me! Ever since Aditia asked me to be director I've said I can't, dad! In the meeting alone all the shareholders did not agree that I was the director, because I was a woman, father. They don't appreciate my hard work, Dad! I'm tired, Dad!"

"It's just that I should be able to figure out how Adit's brother came back here!"

"Stop, Alina! Why did you bring it up there, Aditia gave you responsibility because she believed in you! don't ever bring up your sister's problems here. What if people find out about it, huh! this company will be destroyed and will have an impact. Camn it! You should show them if you can, Alina!" furious Mr. Subari.

"Dad and mom are the same! Always take care of your business without having to know my feelings. I'm a woman's father!"

"A woman doesn't have to you can't handle a company, Alina. Don't let your father think, but Aditia, your sister you think about. How your brother's hard work who has returned to advance this company after a few years ago was almost bankrupt, Alina. remember that!" Mr. Subari came out of Alina's room with a rogue face.

Alina sat in her big chair looking at the documents signed by her. How could he be truly careless. During this time he worked, Teo was asked to read every document and he lived a signature.

Sifa came and saw Alina ruffling her room in frustration.

"Alina, stop, Alina! Don't blame yourself like this!" sifa was so surprised to see Alina's room falling apart.

"How can I not blame myself, Asifa. I've disappointed you and disappointed Aditia. She would be disappointed in me if Aditia knew this, Asifa! I hate all this!"

Asifa picked up all the documents that fell on the floor and tidied up the room Alina who was sitting on her head.

"We will find a way to recover the losses of this company. We will work hard with the team. Isn't the result of the latest bag design last week has a lot to order. Why don't we simultaneously produce with the latest models of youth clothing," suggested Sifa and Alina silent a thousand languages.

"Why?" ask Asifa again.

Alina sobbing. Alina hugged her best friend which made Alina sobbing. Alina tells how Ms. Hanum also asked her to find a future husband.

"It could have been just your mother's joke, Alina."

"Mother if you say always seriously, Sifa. What if it really happened? Should I marry someone I don't love? I want to get married once in my lifetime."

"Do you love someone?" ask Sifa.

"I just admire him."

"Did he know you?" ask Asifa again.

"He works in the restaurant section of the Garuda hotel. Her name is Arjuna" explained Amina

Sifa raised her head hearing a fairly familiar name. "Aryan?" reset Asifa see Photos on Alina's phone screen.

"Yes. He has made me unable to sleep all the time, Sifa. And I plan to give him an offer." Alina told Asifa everything.

"I understand how you feel. However, you must also promise to advance the company. Prove to them that this company will be successful in your hands." Asifa steady Alina.

Seeing Alina calm down. Sifa came out of Alina's room.

***

In his room, Sifa was pensive. Actually Arjuna and Asifa were friends of the cottage first and Arjuna had expressed feelings for Asifa that day through a small note while still sitting on the bench aliah equivalent to High School.

Even Arjuna devoted all his troubles to Sifa that day. Asifa did not understand why Arjuna had suddenly told her that day.

"I'll forget you, Arjuna." Asifa muttered and chose to go home after all the office work was done

***

"Ummi, where are you going?" tanya Sifa arrived home that afternoon and found Umm Humairah getting ready.

"We'll be back to visit your sister, Sifa. Soon Inayah will give birth. Also Inayah will move, in her new home, dear."

"Alhamdulillah then, Ummi. happy to hear it. I hope Brother Inayah gets through it all."

'There's something you don't know, sifa. so does Inayah.'

***

At a restaurant, Alina meets Arjuna. Arjuna enters Alina's room with Mala's mother next to Alina as the head of the hotel's restaurant.

"Why Miss is calling me."

"I have an offer for you. This can help you and your family. As long as you fulfill my request."

"What is that, Miss?" ask Arjuna again.

"Married to me. I'll help with your father's treatment and your sister's college. Didn't your father need the funds for the operation so soon?" tawar Alina's.

"Where does Miss know this. The problem of my father's operation I've never told anyone."

"You don't need to know where I found out about you."

"Sorry, Miss. I cannot accept your offer" Arjuna refused. Arjuna turned around to get out of Alina's room.

"Think about it well. Your father's safety is in your hands!" alina's voice filled the room.

"I can still finish my family business without accepting your offer, Miss." Arjuna felt Alina was too haughty. Arjuna wants to get married but to the woman he loves.

During this time Arjuna did admire Alina because of the toughness of Alina. A woman who looked so full of spirit.it was a point Alina in Arjuna's eyes.

"Think carefully of my offer." Alina repeated looking at Arjuna's back.

Arjuna came out of the room and Alina continued to follow the view until Arjuna was no longer visible after Alina's door closed.

"I've dropped my pride in some women, Madam Mala. I've completely lost my mind doing this." Alina told Mala's mother.

"What a miss is so heart-picking to that young man."

"According to Mala's mother?"

Mala's mother smiled. "I can see it, Miss."

"I'm enough of a woman like this. I don't expect anyone to be the same as me to have no shame. I don't want to harbor my feelings, Madam Mala. But maybe my way is wrong."

"If miss and Arjuna are a soul mate there is only way that the heart can be united. All one's journey in finding his heart to become one is different, Miss."

Alina fell silent. While Arjuna who after serving the restaurant visitors at the hotel was pensive.

"Did she think marriage was a game? How could it be so easy to get a man to marry her." Arjuna was angry at himself. Then, remember Sifa.

"Why do I keep hoping for you, Sifa."

Arjuna resumed his duties before returning to rest and visiting his father in the hospital.