Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 8 In lema

Kak Aditia's words continued to run through my mind. It feels wrong to know who Aditia is. I don't understand and I don't understand.

"Oh my God, why should he?" I kept staring at my reflection in the mirror. Sometimes I close my eyes.

I turned and took my seat. Then, I put this body on the bed. It's late at night. But these two eyes still cannot be closed.

"Oh my God, what's wrong with me? why does my heart beat every time I remember him? Is this Love? If he is the best for me, you will always bring me closer to him. But if he's not the best for me, then help me forget him.

I tried as hard as I could to shake the feeling that it still existed. My net was on a hijab brooch that was given to me by Aditia a few days ago.

I exhaled a long breath. Kak Raka's story fills my head around Kak Aditia's past.

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'How would you give your heart to a man who has no heart, Inayah! do you know who Aditia is?'

'Who is Aditia, Brother? tell me and explain to me why you guys hate that guy so much?'

'He..' Kak Raka's speech stopped.

'Who is he, brother?'

'She's Amira's ex-fiance, your sister-in-law? And he almost ruined Amira's future, if I had been a little late, I don't know what would have happened to Amira, Inayah! he's a man who doesn't deserve you! From today, never meet the man. period.'

The deg!

My whole body seemed to tremble at the sight of something I had never thought of before. I don't know what to say, so surprising to me. Kak Raka told so much detail as possible the relationship between Kak Amira and Aditi before the incident occurred.

'If she's grateful she's lost her memory, it's better for her.'

I turned to hear Kak Raka's words for a moment. After that I returned to peeking at the place to hear and listen to every sentence about the past Aditia.

I looked at Brother Amira. Clear thread is clearly visible there. So did I, I could only wipe away the teardrops that escaped just like that.

'Listen, Inayah, you're my only brother. I want the best for you.'

'Sister, I and Adita only know each other like that no more.' I told Raka that day.

'Your eyes can't lie to brother Inayah, there's a sense in there etched. How do you deny your feelings. Whatever it is, forget Aditia.'

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My long daydream ended with a message coming in my phone. Aditia Again.

This is the first time I have been tormented with feelings.I ignored the message.This is not true for me. Love cannot defeat my intellect.

I took ablution water and performed two rakaat prayers hoping that my heart and soul could find peace

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"What are you doing Inayah? Why are you avoiding me. What's wrong?"

The sound of knocking on the door surprised me. I put my phone on the nightstand with Inayah's face filling the screen.

I opened the door and saw my mother standing in front of me.

"Son, this." Mom gave me a big box, I don't know what it was.

"Maybe this will help you remember something. Aditia, after you remember all about yourself, I hope you'll always be the Aditia you are now."

"What does mother mean?" my many.