Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 42. Heart Words.

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Inayah came home with feelings she did not understand. The tests of the heart kept coming at him. Amira was surprised by Inayah who sobbed inside the house and hugged herself.

Amira let for a moment Inayah satisfied herself to spill all her sorrow. After Inayah had calmed down enough. Amira Pun gave one glass of water to Inayah.

Fortunately Raka has not returned and Ibu Fatimah is also still at Ummi Humairah's house. That afternoon only Amira and her baby son were at home.

"Drink! May that glass of water melt your runaway heart."

Inayah sat at the dinner table and received a glass of water from Amira while saying Thank you.

Amira smiled full of tenderness. He recalled how Amira had once felt such a deep sadness.

"Dec, tell brother. What's up?"

Inayah recounted her meeting with Ms. Hanum until her Meeting with Aditia.

"So Aditia proposed to you? Then what's your answer?"

"I didn't answer it."

"Did you have the same feeling?" Amira asks about Inayah's true feelings.

Inayah silence, Amira understood.women like Inayah very difficult to confess his own feelings.

"Aditia is actually a man who really appreciates women. He's the one who can't see the sad woman. When he loves someone it is hard to turn away. Even he was willing to sacrifice his own feelings for the sake of a woman he loved." Amira recounts her past for Inayah to consider.

"I'm sorry if you're talking about the past. Don't misunderstand me. Raka is the one I love now. And Aditia is just my past." Amira sits at the table opposite Inayah.

"Aditia's life wasn't as bright as it is now. Even I could see a new life in his eyes when he came to see you in this house. I see him full of hope from you. The failure of his first love with Marina, is the most bitter experience in Aditia's life. Until one day he thought that he would never fall in love with another woman. Until I met him and returned his bitter story repeated." Amira holds Inayah's hand.

"If you feel the same way, why not follow your heart. The choice of life is upon you. Don't close your heart, Inayah."

Inayah is getting sobbing. Amira spoke again. "Don't say you're inappropriate. Being a widow is not our will, but it is because of the provisions. Married men and women then separated, both because of divorce and death are of the same status. Unfortunately, many have a negative impact on widows than widows. Widows are often placed as women in low, weak, helpless and in need of mercy."

Inayah grew sobbing to hear Amira's words.

"However, Aditia did not see that. He really loves you, Inayah," explained Amira.

"Being a widow is not a woman's ideals, desires or desires. No one in this world wants to be a widow, maybe even a widow status is a status that is feared by all women in this world." continued Amira stared lovingly Inayah.

"I don't know, brother. I'm afraid, "I'm afraid I'm going to repeat the same thing."

"It would be more regretful of you if you lied to yourself. If hearts can come together to be halal, why not. You have the right to determine your happiness. Harboring that feeling was very painful and disappointing, Inayah." Amira looked at Inayah.

Amira smiled again. Breathe in deeply. With great care, Amira said again,

"Life is the test of Inayah. Everything is a test. You know that. This is where we fight through the twists and turns of this life. What's wrong with trying to open your heart. Allah is All-Knowing and He is the owner of the heart. Love has been present since the time of the Prophet Adam was created and met with his life partner, Siti Hawa. Without the existence of love, people will feel empty. Loving the opposite sex is Fitrah."

He smiled and hugged his sister-in-law. "Thank you, brother."

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Aditia returns home with feelings raging in her heart due to her mother's unreasonable plans.

"What did I mean to take Ziya and bring Inayah together, Mother? Why Mom is so different from the old Mom. What's wrong with Mom?"

Aditia turned to her mother. "What's Mom's masud?"

"Mother is tired of seeing you continue like this.Then from that, I asked Ziya for help there to help Mother. The opportunity is wide open. Why are you still hiding your feelings for Inayah? If the relationship can be halted why not."

Mother Hanum looked sad and said again,

"All you know about Aditia, I just want to see you happy, son, that's all." Mother Hanum sat down with tears that could no longer be dammed by her.

"Till Mom do what mom thinks is good. It turns out what you're doing doesn't make you happy. My son never found his happiness. Then, what's wrong with you helping you find your happiness, son."

"I'm sorry Aditia, Mother. But the wrong way Mom. It shouldn't be like this, Mother. Don't force your desire. Forgive Aditia."

"Don't apologize, son. We have been wrong all this time" said Mr. Subari.

"You deserve to be happy, Aditia. Your mother invited Ziya to pry into Inayah's true feelings to where. Your mother pretended to introduce Ziya to Inayah as her future fiance," continued Mr. Subari.

"Mom can see the earnestness of Inayah, Inayah has such great feelings for you, Adit. I'm sure of that" continued Ms. Hanum again.

"Mom and Dad shouldn't have done that to Inayah. It takes time, Mother. I know for myself how Inayah is after her divorce from her first marriage to Adam."

"Then, why don't you heal that wound, Adit," Mother Hanum added.

"Mom, I've tried my way. I want Inayah not to feel compelled. I want Inayah to feel comfortable. A soul mate will never be changed, Mother." Aditia took a deep breath. Then breathe out slowly.

"We are only "actors", while God is the best director in life. It is not a Muslim who prays with a prayer that does not contain sin and does not break the family line, unless Allah will give him three possibilities: His prayer will soon be granted, or it will be postponed to the hereafter, or it will be kept away from vices such as.” (CHR. Ahmadis).

Aditia looked at the faces of her parents. "I'm sure God's scenario is much better than what we want."

Hanum's mother hugged her son. Aditia reassures her mother that she is happy.

"I'm happy, Mother. Don't worry about me. Promise me, Mom, you're no longer crying over this."

Aditia let go of Mother Hanum's embrace and said, "Mother is the lover of my heart. Never again do you grieve."

I heard Alina's car. All eyes turned towards the door waiting for the sound owner of the car to come in.

Alina's steps came to a halt when she saw everyone staring at her. Alina entered the house with a new face.

Hanum's mother was quite surprised to see Alina with her new appearance.

Alina emigrated wearing hijab. hijab syar'i worn Alina looks so graceful.

"I was just carrying out my duties as a Muslim woman, father, mother, sister," Alina said seeing everyone staring at her. "No more dating words on my diary list. I just found out, it just plunged me into a valley I didn't expect in my life."

Alina stood in front of the door as her hands played on her clothes. Alina did not understand the gazes of the people in front of her.

Alina's voice sounded. Speak slowly and softly

"Is something wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Nothing's wrong. The beauty of her sister is growing. Thank you for helping Dad and mom ease her responsibilities" Aditia smiled.

Hanum's mother hugged her daughter. Both crying broke.

"Thank you, Lord, you brought Inayah until I knew her. Passing him, you changed everything. But I never knew, would Inayah be my soul mate." Aditia stepped inside her room.