Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 22. Misjudging

Looking at the books that Husna meant, It is precisely reminiscent of Inayah to Adam. When I have accepted the previous reality, it is faced with another problem.

"Inayah Foundation? Is Ustazah's mother okay?" reprimand Ustazah Ana saw Inayah speechless while holding and squeezing the book that Husna meant. The book I wrote found My Lost Heart.

"Don't Ustazah Inayah be sick either, huh?" whisper Ustazah seduces Inayah.

Hearing the temptation, Inayah grew sick to hear it. How to expect to get pregnant while the husband himself does not give her an inner living. Adam looked like he was disgusted to touch her.

'Astaqfirullah. O Allah, I am ridho.' Inner Inayah.

"How is the condition of the cottage as long as I do not enter Ustazah? and how's Kayla progressing? Does Kayla already have an interest in learning?" Inayah distracts ustazah Ana.

Kayla is an Aliah-level student in 3A. Kayla has a deviant behavior in terms of learning interests that are not good after rising to the 3rd grade Aliah. Tasks are rarely given to collect. Not only that, Kayla is also rarely absent and that is what Inayah sought before she got married. Inayah had never met Kayla's parents at all.

According to rumors, Kayla strongly opposed the arranged marriage planned by her parents.

"That's what we haven't confirmed, Mrs Ustazah. We'd better find out this problem quickly considering the children will soon be semester."

"I'll find out the facts. If that's true, I'll talk to Kayla's parents. Kayla previously included smart kids."

"Truely," said Ustazah Ana saw Inayah back in silence.

"Inayah Foundation? Is Ustazah's mom okay? I noticed, Ustazah daydreams a lot.

'Astaghfirullah. Does it look obvious?' inayah again.

Inayah smiled at Ustazah Ana. After that, Inayah rushed to visit the princess dormitory.

On the way to the Dormitory, Inayah sees her phone and not a single message from Adam comes in.

"Are I expecting too much?"

Inayah continued to step foot towards the Dormitory princess.Up there, Inayah was a little entertained by the various jokes of her students. Various models of students memorizing. There are even those who deliberately make a tree house for safe study, there is also one of the students memorizing in the middle of their laundry.

Inayah longs to return for a mole. Right Inayah entered the Dormitory, the, Inayah found that there were those who ate hot rice and only an egg with sambel and soy sauce as the spice.it looks so delicious they enjoy the food as it is because it is accompanied by gratitude.

"Thank you" said Inayah as they offered to eat. "Mother Ustazah misses you," said Inayah who was greeted cheerfully by the santri until someone offered to eat cake.

While Inayah was talking to one of the students, two students were running after their friend.

"Ziya, look out for you. Dare you spread rumors? Wal fitnatu asyaddu minal qatli”, which means 'and slander is more cruel than murder'. Second, in paragraph 217 it reads, “Wal fitnatu akbaru minal qatli”, which means 'while slander is more cruel than murder'.

They were shaking their heads at their behavior. Once they realized the presence of Inayah both stopped and apologized.

"Ziya's? what are you holding?" inayah's reprimand on her santri.

"Ziya, come! return Mala's diary. If the others read what is written in it it could be a Slander for Mala. What Mala wrote in it we don't know the truth. We could have misinterpreted." This is smiling

Ziya returned Mala's property while joking. After the dorm visit. Inayah was also ready to go home.

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"Daddy?" Fatimah's mother was surprised to see Inayah come without Adam. "Where is Adam?" Fatimah's mother is looking for Adam.

"Sister Adam's in the hospital, Mom," saw his mother keep looking for his daughter-in-law outside. "Mas Adam is busy" continued Inayah while helping Mother Fatimah in the kitchen.

"You didn't end up fighting, did you?"

Inayah fell silent.Inayah recalled Adam's confession the night before.

"A promise ever made from my lips to marry a carin. And it makes me unable to forget it, Inayah. However, the promise was about hard by both my parents because of this matchmaking and because of Karin's status as a born child. "That's what made my parents unable to accept Karin."

He looked at Adam with purpose. Afterwards Inayah fell silent to Adam's confession.

"First meeting with you made me fall in love and want to have you. However, I realized that .. I can't forget karin. Every time I try to fight my feelings and will touch you, the face of Karin that comes to my mind, Inayah. How I touched you, Inayah. Ii'm sorry. I want to marry Karin, Inayah."

Duars!

I don't know how Inayah felt hearing Adam's confession asking to get married again.

"You want to get married again?" He did not know Adam's confession.

"Daddy, isn't it in our religion that polygamy isn't forbidden?" adam without thinking about Inayah's feelings.

"I'm not against polygamy or hate it. Polygamy, which is set forth in the scriptures or the Shari'a, is not a duty or a compulsion. Polygamy is only a solution option for people who are hit by problems that require him to add a wife in the household ark," said Inayah.

"In fact, if it is possible, men are still allowed if they are able. But the question is, mas. On what basis do you really want polygamy? I don't blame or hate polygamy, but it's the wrong way to deal with polygamy" Inayah replied that night.

"If you can survive with one wife, why polygamy? If it is only able to support one wife in a born and inner way, why should polygamy? If adding a wife raises new problems in life, why polygamy? If men feel they cannot be fair and able to guide more than one wife, why polygamy?The answer is that polygamy is not necessary under these conditions. A man should be able to measure his ability in all aspects to add women to the family list. Polygamy comes as a solution, not a wish at will" Inayah replied again.

"Now I ask, my mother. Is Adam capable of being fair? Do you guarantee it's fair? while I can still serve you, Mas. However, you are not prepared to give me an inner living. Now I repeat, Mom. Please polygamy, if you can afford to be fair between me and him." continued Inayah that night. Inayah's feelings that night were completely shattered with Adam's stance.

"If it wasn't for my promise to Karin I would have married her, Inayah...." Adam could no longer speak.

"What is your purpose in marrying me, mas. tell me!" during the month of marriage, Inayah could not help but ask Adam.

"I didn't approve of this matchmaking at first, because I thought my future wife was..."

"That means you're marrying me not because of Fillah, Mom. No!" He was truly fooled by Adam. Adam who was considered able to build a household together was not the right choice.