Finding My Lost Heart

Finding My Lost Heart
Chapter 28. the return of Aditia and Duka Inayah.



"Remember, God always gives the advantages behind the shortcomings. God always gives strength behind weakness."


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Aditias


One year, I'll be back after an unpleasant and painful time. When I am disappointed, I get closer to the owner of the heart. I mourned myself until I decided to leave my city. But, now that I understand, it is God's way of fixing His servant, it is God's way of calling His Servant.


At that time, I tried hard to be sincere. Inayah, a woman who interceded until I found peace in life.How are you, Inayah?


I'm pretty sure that true love will come on time. That is why you will always hope even though you feel disappointed the third time. I was afraid to love again.


***


"Yes mother, I'll be back to Indonesia soon. I'll take it easy. Sit down and greet your son." I laughed behind the phone conversation with Mom.


"Don't forget, prepare yourself when you get here" said the father.


"Okay, Mr. Subari. I don't need to worry. There's a helper god." I laughed again hearing on the other end of the phone Mom's grumbling.


Actually I don't like the way Mom keeps forcing me to go on blind dates with girls of her choice.


***


plane landing, I circled my gaze. I finally arrived in my town, I set foot on my native land.


the first face is drawn. FELICITIOUS.


"Here you go, Adit. Forget Inayah. He is happy,"


Teo picked me up as usual and took the suitcase out of my hand.


"Master, welcome back."


"How are you? you look fat now," I'm teasing my private secretary.


"Master, fat man? Miss Alina is torturing me every day by asking to be dropped off at the college. Even while on assignment at his friend's house, I was asked to wait for him to get bored.Just imagine the young master if the young master was in my position. If there's a choice, I'd better be asked to replace the meeting at the office."


I laughed at Teo's report.


"Then, is Young Master going straight home?"


Teo seems to know my wish.


"We're going somewhere" I asked Teo.


Teo nodded and sure enough he knew where I was headed. Along the way, I thought back to amnesia.


"Sir, should I be in the car. I'll wait for Young Master here."


"All right."


Last farewell to Inayah, I waited for her to be foolish and never to arrive.The last word she said, 'Find your happiness. Do it because you want to change and improve. There is no perfect man, brother. I'm sure one day you'll find the best one. Believe that! '


"Master?" I look at who is calling me.


"Sir, may this be yours?" an old man held out his hand.


I saw in his hand. 'Why was Inayah's brooch once here?'


"Sir, is it yours?" tanyanya looked at me again.


"Let me keep it, thank you," I said.


"Oh okay. It looks like this item is a precious sting." said the middle-aged man.


I just smiled and put it in my pocket. As soon as I turned around, I saw someone.


"Daddy?" the woman turned around and I was ashamed of myself.


"Astaghfirullah," I murmured. "I'm sorry I got the wrong guy."


"Dad how are you? happy yourself? you must be happy? you must have had some funny kids." I muttered to myself.


my daydream was blown away with an incoming call on my phone.


"Yes, Mother."


"Where are you. Did Teo pick you up?" my voice behind the phone was so loud.


"Yes, Teo has picked me up. Now we're on our way, Mother."


"alright. Be careful on the road." Mom's call ended.


I walked away from the beach where my first meeting with Inayah was just reminiscing about a past that could never be repeated.


"Master is back?"


"Yes, as you can see, I was already in the car. The road! we're going somewhere. City park," I ordered Teo.


"Good, Sir." Teo drove his car.


A few minutes later, the car arrived at its destination. I got out of the car and walked alone and sat down where I and Inayah had met during amnesia.


"Dad, my prayer for you, you're happy."


I remember the shelter when it rained. Those beautiful eyes looked at pity and cared about my circumstances back then. Patiently, Inayah answered all my questions that day.


"Master, the lady called."


Teo handed me my phone left in the car.


"Not to be answered, Teo. Let's go back!"


***


Thishaa.


"How's Aba doing?" what's the doctor saying, brother?" I don't know why I was scared that afternoon. I felt a bad feeling until I called Raka's sister.


"Critical man. hurry back!"


"What?"


"Take it easy. Get Mom and Asifa. Last afternoon, I went back to change."


"All right, I'll be right back."


My whole body seemed to be unable to move to hear Aba's bad news.


Previously, Aba had looked good and had eaten a lot. I read the Quran as usual. But that night after the dawn prayer, Aba again dropped.


Immediately hurry up and gas the car above average. Aba's message flashed in my mind.


"Daddy, do not be afraid to start a new life.one day a man comes to you because of his religion and morality, not because of anything else. Then you should set your intentions straight. Make previous events a valuable lesson in your life, son." Aba looks at. Looked like Aba's face was shining.


"Receive and welcome your husband with all love and obedience. Serve him with your warmth Indulge him with your agility and intelligence. Help him with patience and prayer. Entertain him with your advice. Arouse him with your joy and tenderness. Close the lack with glory akhlaqmu. When you have done it all, there is no title more appropriate to you than Al Mar’atush-Shalihah, which is the best jewelry of the world."


Arriving at the hospital, I found Aba breathing repeatedly. Ustadzah Makmur was already beside Aba leading him. I couldn't stand to look at Aba.


'I'm not ready for Aba to leave. I can't afford it yet. I still need my inner Aba.


Seen all over Aba's body sweat seeds with eyes not blinking at all. Aba's gaze continues to be fixed looking up.


Raka gave me the code to remain patient.I bowed my gaze when Aba began to take a breath for so long that Aba finally breathed her last. Ustadz Makmur looked at us.


I stood where I saw Ustadz Makmur rubbing Aba's face.


"This is impossible. Aba! Aba! I shouted. "is this fast Aba left?"


My body collapses. I was unconscious. I have not been able to accept the reality that has happened to me in a row.


"Daddy, wake up, boy! Don't be like this. Inayah, look at Mom, son. Remember your brother's message." Mom's voice rang out in my ear. But I couldn't open my eyes.


Even Asifa's voice very clearly called out to Aba.


"Prophe! wake Aba. Don't leave! Don't leave us, Aba! Sifa is not yet a scholar. Aba hasn't seen Sifa holding a scholar, Aba."


Sifa's sobs made me completely lose my father figure. The figure of the father who always provides encouragement and role models for his family.


"Prophe?" call me still with my eyes closed.


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