Finding My Lost Heart

Finding My Lost Heart
Chapter 6. Back Burning Wounds



"Now, you already know why I hired you to pretend to be my wife.Now, come with me!" Aditia stood up from her seat.


"Now? no." no." Reject Amira.


"Why? you've accepted the money. That means, you have to obey my will."


"I must return home to complete my father's administration, so that the operation is taken care of immediately."


"I'll take you, Miss Amira. Don't argue. For a second night you should come with me to the house. I don't want all my plans to fail."


"All right, but after I'm out of the hospital."


Amira and Aditia are headed to the hospital. However, it was unexpected that Amira's family gathered there. Amira's mother looks so beaten.The whole body looks shaky holding back tears.


Amira who saw that immediately ran over and asked. "Uncle, what's going on?"


Uncle Amira just stared silently at his bangs. Amira also covered and saw his beloved father had not moved at all. both eyes were closed and his entire body looked stiff.


"Dad, are you kidding me? Daddy, Daddy! Daddy's! Don't leave Amira! Forgive Amira Daddy. I-i'm sorry! You can't leave!" the screams reached Aditia.


Aditia could only stare at the woman who was only a few hours in her acquaintance. But apparently, the woman was able to pry Aditia's heart. The scream was increasingly heard making Aditia's heart as if sliced.


Not understanding and not understanding why his heart ached when the beautiful eyes dropped Lara. When the wounds that come whack, but who feel lost are in the chest.


Can it be called love? Or is it just a sense of pity to see a girl with a faint-eyed hijab helpless will lose a meaningful figure in her life that creates grief approaching?


"Let me help you. accompany your parents. I'll take care of it until the funeral is over" Aditia bargained to see that Amira would go to take care of her father's administration before her body below came home


Amira who was in mourning just nodded resignedly. It's all gone. Amira just wants the best for her father.


***


the next day. Aditia visits Amira's house. Everything went well with the help of Aditia. The funeral is over. Amira also approached Aditia who stood looking haughty style with all-black clothes with glasses perched there.


the glasses were released by him to see Amira coming. Amira spoke up.


"Thank you, Mister. Thanks to you my father's funeral is over."


"Nothing is free, Miss Amira. Everything has its rewards." The speech sounded haughty. Amira was so sympathetic.


"What do you mean, sir?"


Aditia looked at the white-hooded woman's face and said, "Be my real wife." Amira has not yet said, Aditia back to say. "I don't care about your status as a widow."


"Where do you know?"


"Your husband cheated on you. And I'm sure you haven't touched. You're still a girl. Don't ask me, all I know about you."


What Aditia said was true. 3 days after the marriage because of the match, Amira's husband left because he thought Amira was just a burden for him. Poor women have nothing and only high school graduates.


"Don't talk about that. We're focused on our previous deal. I won't break my promise." Amira tries to avoid the most painful discussion.


"But I want to talk about us."


"We?" reset Amira.


Adit nodded. "Yes we. you and me. I never played with my words, Amira. Come with me."


***


As time goes by, Aditia plans to propose to Amira. But in reality, Mr. Subari rejected the good.


"Until any time, I never approve of your relationship. Who she is, she's just a poor widow. It's not without reason her husband abandoned her, Adit!"


"Dad, I don't care, dad bless me or not. Amira I'm gonna marry you." Aditia was so disappointed in her father.


"How much do you need money to keep you away from my son. Just say!" Snapped Mr. Subari to Amira.


"Dad, Amira is not that cool. Don't judge him with money!"


"Say! If necessary I will give you a check and write your own nominal that you want so you want to stay away from Aditia." recited Mr. Subari again.


"Amira, don't listen. Cover ears. I love you, Amira.


"Adit, don't fight your parents. Let me go" said Amira who then walked towards Mr. Subari's direction.


Mr. Subari also gave a check to Amira. Amira took the check and said." Save your money, sir. Without you paying me, I will leave your son. I still have my pride."


Amira tore the check given by Mr. Subari, then scattered in front of Mr. Subari makes Mr. Subari look so fierce.


Amira turned her head for a moment towards Aditia. Though painful, Amira tries to be strong. When finding a lost heart, Amira must again be hindered by blessing.then, Amira looked at Hanum's mother, the mother of Aditia who had been silent. After that, Amira passed. Aditia does not accept back to be heartbroken the second time it all started because of her father.


"Amira! Come back!" yell Aditia and chase after Amira. But Amira is over.


Amira is tired of facing all the facts and chooses to leave Aditia and forget everything they have been through.


***


Six months after that incident. Accidentally, Aditia got word, if Amira had been proposed with a man. Not accepting, Aditia was blinded in the eyes of her heart and looking for a way to make Amira his.


Aditia came to the place where Amira taught. Aditia waited until Amira came home. The jealousy further darkened his heart hearing Amira mention the name of a man behind her conversation.


"Yes mas Raka, I've come home. This is again ready" said Amira behind their conversation.


Amira is not aware, if a man is holding back his anger. Amira was so surprised to find Aditia with a face that Amira could not describe.amira's body felt cold as gripped with fear.


"Adith? ka ... are you here? How ... how are you?"


Aditia instead answered directly dragging Amira into her car.


"Adit, let me go! what's wrong with you? Adit, you can't do this to me!"


"What can't. if I have you with this, then I'll do."


"Adit, what's wrong with you?!"


Adit who has been paralyzed by the fire of his anger does not rub the words of Amira, his former lover.


"You're leaving me and you're getting married to another man. wow! goodgood. You're not the same as that woman!"


Aditia locked her car door with Amira already under her arms. The hijab that had been worn by him and guarded by him, despite the force that made Amira so hate the man. Aditia's hands are in action.


"Adit, don't do this to me! I beg you, Adit! Conscious!" Shouted Amira trying to get away from Aditia. Silence of the place, making Amira no longer know who to ask for help.


Amira kept screaming. "Please! Adit don't do this to me, I beg you!" he repeatedly asked for help. However, nil. "Raka, help me!"


"Call him! call on! I'm sure after this, he'll come to you, Amira." Aditia laughs and grabs the ***man Amira.


The whole outfit of Amira is no longer worn. Aditia snapped at Amira and it was the first time. As soon as he was going to do the action, Raka came and opened Aditia's car. I don't know in what way, Aditia's car glass broke.


Amira was crying. Raka immediately takes Amira and covers Amira's body with her jacket. Some of the clothes Amira was wearing had been torn.


A few minutes later, Aditia was only aware of the blow given by Raka using a stick on the nape of her neck. Aditia regretted all her actions that should not be done by him.*


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"Darling, are you okay?" Raka entered the room startling his wife from her long daydream."


Amira wiped her tears and said, "Yes I'm fine.


"Not again do you remember that. Now that it's me, I'll always take care of you from that bej*** guy. I assure you, Aditia will never be able to reach you.


"Honestly, I'm afraid he'll go back to doing that dirty thing."


Raka hugged his wife. As soon as they turned their heads, Inayah was already standing in front of the door of their room which had not been closed.


"Daddy?" lirih Amira's.