Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 26. Too Painful

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"Where am I leaning? I'm ready for everything. O God, my one request for the moment, is strong. Enable me. Right now, I just need your arms, God. O God, lift me up, spread me out."

Inayah put his alphabet with the Quran which was previously embraced by him. "I fight because of You, O God. I walk with You, O God. If this is a test as an introduction to your heaven, lay down my chest."

Sobs Inayah saw Adam's pillow never filled. There was even a desire to hug her own husband. There is a sense to be together to sail the household ark. But all is just desire. Is it wrong if I wish you could be fair, Mom?

He looked at Adam's photo. Only on the first night, Adam and Inayah were at one another. When Inayah's love begins to grow Adam douses with disappointment.

"Am I an illegitimate wife to touch, Mas?" muttered Inayah alone in the room that Inayah thought was their bridal room. Inayah hugged their wedding photos.

adam's words were very painful the night before when Inayah again prepared herself for her husband. But Adam said, 'Everytime you want to touch you, Inayah, why is Karin's face there. I'm sorry, Inayah, I can't do this.'

'Try to look at me, Mas.'

'Dad, when I proposed to you, I thought you could replace Karin in my heart, but you just made me miss her more.'

"Why, Mom! Why did you hurt me, Mom." Inayah threw the wedding photo until the glass frame was smashed.

It's too painful to remember.

"What is my fault, Lord. Tell me. Is he worthy of your love, Adam."

Satisfied in his grief, Inayah as usual prepared breakfast for Adam. And again Adam apologized for not taking breakfast because there was an important meeting in the hospital.

"At least, you appreciate my cooking, Mas."

Adam stopped and turned to look at the fried rice on the table.

"If you have no appetite, at least take a grain of rice. I hope that one grain of rice can fill my husband's stomach." Inayah took a grain of rice and fed Adam.

Staring at Adam for a while, and taking his bag, Inayah precedes Adam to leave the house after saying goodbye.

Adam stopped Inayah. Inayah turned her head and said, "Maybe I can still hold on, Mas.

This passed after one sentence was thrown out. Getting in the car, Inayah brushed off all the flavors and tried to be strong. Adam came and knocked on Inayah's car door. However, Inayah was already too tired with Adam's game.

After returning from the cottage, Inayah contacted Adam in a telephone conversation. After saying goodbye through a phone conversation, Inayah went to the house of in-laws and continued to the house of her parents to see the condition of her brother.

Not expecting, exactly the red light of a car broke down until the journey Inayah stopped.

"Who's the car ahead? What's going on?" Curiosity got Inayah out of her car."

I was surprised to see who owned the car. It was Hanum's mother. Inayah did not know what to say. When Inayah was about to return to her car, Ms. Hanum got out of the car and chased Inayah.

He was shocked when Ms. Hanum got in her car. "My earrings are to my husband's office. I have no other choice. My husband's going to a meeting and this document has to arrive before the meeting starts." Netra Mother Hanum straight ahead.

Inayah looked at Mother Hanum. He could only say, "Alright. I'll take the madam as a form of humanity."

"Thank you." Mother Hanum continued to stare at Inayah.

Throughout the journey Inayah was silent.bangi Inayah there was nothing to question. However, it was different with Mother Hanum. Hanum's mother was curious about Inayah.

"How are you, Inayah?" almost a year we met again. Isn't next month already in November, that means your marriage is long enough.

Thisah understands the purpose of Mother Hanum's conversation. Inayah smiled at what Mother Hanum said. Inayah glanced at his stomach for a moment and smiled disappointedly.

"It looks like you're not okay, Inayah."

Hanum's mother smiled again and did not comment anymore.

"Are you not asking me, Inayah?" ask Ms. Hanum. "then, how are you?"

"Thank God, as you can see, Madam. I'm fine."

Hanum's mother smiled. And back up, "I'll invite you to my son's reception day."

"God willing, Madam," replied Inayah seriously. What cares about it again. I am so happy to hear that Aditia is married.

In Mother Hanum, I want to feel pry about Inayah's problem. Whether you have children or. Mother Hanum was a little curious. Hanum's mother remembered that Alina was close to Asifa, Inayah's half-sister.

"Dad, may I ask you to teach me a lesson?"

"Sorry madam, I don't want to just, I'm very busy. If the madam needs a teacher, I have a friend to teach."

"But I want you to teach me. If you weren't busy."

It does not feel Inayah's car arrived at a towering company.

"Mrs, you've arrived."

Hanum's mother looked over. "Call me if you're ready to be my teacher. It's not just me who needs guidance. Some friends want to learn to teach.

"Thank you in advance" said Ms. Hanum and waltzed away.

Inayah continued her journey to her parents' house.

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Once there, Adam was sitting in front of his brother. This is why we wonder about the arrival of Adam. The mothers of Fatimah and Umm Humaira looked sad looking at Inayah. While Aba Abdullah looks silent with a red face extinguished and Adam bowed with Raka in front of him sitting.

"Supply this unhealthy marriage" Aba Abdullah said, leaving Inayah shocked.

"Adam came here and sent you back to Aba, son. Aba accepts you with open arms. May Allah bless you" Aba Abdullah could not look down on Inayah's sad face.

Aba Abdullah stood up leaving his place. Inayah could see how the middle-aged man's face looked.

Inayah was silent in place. He looked so hard at Adam. "Is this your purpose in marrying me, my dear? What wrong? you can play me and hurt my feelings, Mom?not only that, if you don't want this marriage, why would Adam do it?"

Instantly, Inayah's clear hair just fell down until the cover of her face was wet. Raka stood up and hugged the sobbing Inayah.

"It's the best between me and you, Inayah. I'm sorry."

Inayah's body instantly weakened and was eventually unconscious. Everyone panicked to see Inayah's condition.

"Dad!" adam shouted to reach Inayah's body.

"Get your hands off! don't touch my sister! your relationship with Inayah now no longer exists." Raka lifted Inayah's body into her room.

"What else do you expect to get out of my house!" Raka evicts Adam after Raka comes out of Inayah's room.

"Account just wants to know his condition."

"There's nothing you need to worry about anymore. He has a family that loves him. Take care of your own business with your new wife. May you be happy in your decision, Adam. And I remind you, don't go back to chasing after Inayah's love after one day that regret comes."

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