Finding My Lost Heart

Chapter 4 Meeting The Past

In the morning, I woke up and prepared. He plans to visit an orphanage with Umm Humaira, Aba Abdullah's first wife, Inayah's father whom they often call Aba.

Aba Abdullah married Mother Fatimah, Inayah's mother who was none other than Ummi Humaira's own friend due to the wishes of Umm Humaira at that time. Ummi Humairah was already unable to carry out his duties as the first wife due to prolonged illness. It was a cancer that attacked him and now he is cured.

Aba Abdullah's second marriage with Mother Fatimah, so Raka and Inayah were born. After that, Ummi Humairah also gave birth to a daughter named Asifa.

This family complements each other. Aba Abdullah, Inayah's father always did justice to his children and his wife. His two wives were not one roof, but visited each other.

"sister, inayah? When did Inayah come from abroad? Said Asifa who is still in college at a university.

"It's been a few days, deck. You good?" Ask Inayah to her stepbrother.

"Very good, brother. Are you going to visit the orphanage with ummi?"

"Kok know?" ask Inayah.

"Yes ... Ummi told you, brother. Also ummi who told you, that brother Inayah has arrived in Indonesia."

"Then, where's Aba? Is it in the cottage?"

"Yes. Where else to go. Routine tasks, right. There, sister." explained Asifa.

"True, too," said Inayah chuckling.

"Ummi, brother Inayah has come!" Call Asifa.

"Asifa herself how was the lecture? Smoothly?" Ask Inayah.

"Alhamdulillah. So far smoothly. The plan is that me and my best friend will intern at his father's company" he explained.

"And you know what, brother? My best friend said she had an amnesiac sister" Asifa explained. "And this friend of mine has many hotels, brother. Sultan's Oath, yes. Although his father Sultan, but my best friend did not choose a friend, unfortunately his brother amnesia. That was a test for his family."

He also remembered Aditia. "How's Aditia, yeah ....?" inayah.

Inayah breathed a long breath. Every human being, must have even often felt a sense of longing, and longing for something is justification.

Inayah fell out, when Umm Humairah sat next to her and clasped her hands and said, "Son, are you okay? Looks like princess Ummi is thinking of something? Did someone?"

"G ... Ummie. Could have." Inayah's smile was so sincere. "When is Ummi here?" ask Inayah to be embarrassed. "And are we leaving already?"

Ummi Humairah smiled. "Yes, but you're okay, right?"

"Alhamdulillah, ummi. This is good, really," said Inayah who also stood up from her seat and Inayah also took the car keys in her bag.

Before leaving, Ummi Humairah sent a message to Asifa. "Asifa, Ummi's gone. Do not forget when Asifa will go to campus, the key to the house. Ummi's already brought in his backup."

"Ready Ummi. Don'worry. Be careful on Ummi's streets, brother Inayah. Bismillah" said Asifa.

Inayah and Ummi Humairah also left with a lot of goods. I don't know what the contents of the crackles that make Ummi Humairah shocked himself.

Along the way they talked and Inayah also asked about Loving and being loved.

"Ummi, when you love someone, you grow longing, is it a sin?"

"Ummi Humairah also answered kindly, according to our teacher, 'missing including loving someone who is not a mahram is not a sin'. That's what Ummi has heard," explained Ummi Humairah.

"But what is sinful is that by this longing, we are led to sinful deeds, so that is the point, Like longing, love is also a sure thing and is a given grace, as long as it's positive." Ummi Humairah looked at her stepson. "Is Princess Ummi thinking of someone?"

Inayah smiled shyly while driving with her eyes straight ahead. Aditia's shadow continued to disturb her mind. What's wrong with her? Why has the man's face been recorded in his memory lately?

"Love is reasonable and rational, dear. However, love will also act incorrectly even though it is rational when love is not placed in a place that is not right," explained Humairah.

"God willing, Ummi, I get it. May God protect me from this unnatural thing."

Ummi Humairah added. "Our teacher said 'Love is pure and comes from God, so love must be in everyone, and when a person has no love, then he has a defect in his soul'.

"MasyaAllah. The love that God bestows turns out to be so beautiful if we can interpret it, yes ... Ummi," salute Inayah gratefully.

"When love is accompanied by orgasm and sharia, then that is the peak of beauty. Meanwhile, if love is accompanied by orgasm without sharia, then that is dangerous, and miserable." Smile Ummi Humaira saw her stepson. She could guess if her stepson was now her heart had been stolen by someone. 'Who is he?'

"Here, I get it, Ummi. When missing others on the basis of love for the opposite sex does not matter because of grace. However, if the longing leads to orgasm, then that is what needs to be considered because it is very dangerous. Aye, kan. Ummi?"

"Yes, baby." Ummi Humaira gently stroked the head of her stepson with affection and love.

A few hours later they arrived at their destination. There was a lot of change when Inayah looked around the parlour. He read the board there 'The Jewel Orphanage of my Mother'

"Subhanallah, ummi. I've only been back for a few years and this parlour has changed so much." smile expands. Patriend face ayu with having a heart so sincere. Inayah salute to Ummi Humairah as a producer.

"Alhamdulillah. Thanks also to the help of donors of this home. But, ummi heard, he had an accident a few months ago and Amnesia.

When Ummi Humairah still wanted to continue his words, the children of the home came to storm him. One by one, Ummi Humairah and Inayah grabbed hands to shake hands.

The last one makes Inayah nervous and also sad. His age is only 5 years old child so small, already in living by both parents because of an accident. That's Inayah heard from Umm Humaira

Inayah squatted to align her body with the little girl. "What's this beautiful girl, what's her name?"

"Amelian. My brothers and sisters here often call me Amel. He said, that's a dear call for me ...."

"Hoya .. her name is so pretty, as pretty as the person." Praise Inayah while stroking the delicate hair of the little girl who is trying to open the skin of her candy.

"Sister is also beautiful. If I grow up, I want to be like a sister" said Amelia holding Inayah's face with still candy in her right hand that she could not open on her own.

"Thank you for the compliment" said Inayah. "Here let brother help open the candy."

"Don't you!" reject Amelia with a voice like shouting. "Said Ummi, I should be able to be independent. As long as I can do something, we can't trouble others" he said.

"Well, yeah .. right, I can." excited little girl managed to open the candy skin. Later, he quit and joined in playing with the others leaving Inayah and Ummi there.

Ummi Humairah also entered first because he got a call. While Inayah herself, paid to look around the orphanage.

Inayah was quite surprised to see Aditia sitting with some orphanage children joking with her. And Aditia as well. He was so happy to see Inayah in front of him. He stood up from his place and approached Inayah.

"Dad, I'm glad to see you again. You are my soul mate inayah. You know why? Every time my heart calls your name you are in front of me."

He smiled funny. He again thought it was just a coincidence. "It just so happens that my brother is here too. Oya ... Why is Adit's sister here? Is Adit with Teo?"

"Yes. Also with Mom. Mother said, I come to this place often."

Inayah remembered the words of Umm Humairah about donors who suffered from amnesia. 'What Adit's brother Ummi meant, ' Inayah's inner.

"My hero, why daydream? are you thinking about me?"

"I, it's okay," elak Inayah lowered her gaze to avoid that gaze.

"Dad, may I reveal something?" ask Aditia.

Inayah raised her face and said, "What is that? Say."

"Dad, our first meeting you stole my heart. I love you, Inayah."

The deg! I don't know how Inayah feels right now. Why Aditia so quickly confesses her feelings. I don't know what to answer.

"Dad, do you doubt me? Or because, I'm amnesiac?"

"It's not like that. I.just..."

"Don't answer if you can't, Inayah. I know, you must love me too. I'm sure it is. I will learn as best I can. Like I said, if I feel I can be a priest for you, I'll meet your parents" Aditia said, staring at Inayah.

When Aditia chatted with Inayah. Amira sees them and so does Raka, inayah's brother. Raka was quite surprised to see Aditia's whereabouts and chatted with her sister. There is a sense of anger seeing Aditia remembering about her past.

"Where are you going?" amira asked with anxiety.

"I'll meet him. He could not get close to Inayah. He is not a good man for Inayah." explained Raka who is still disappointed with the nature of Aditia first.

"Mas, let them talk first. Isn't it just the two of them there?" prevent Amira.

"Not that, honey. I don't want to, Inayah is friends with a guy like Aditia."

Amira could not prevent her husband. He was so worried to see Raka getting closer with Inayah and Aditia talking.

Amira sees a change in Aditia. He is also confused as to why Aditia looks like an innocent man. It wasn't Aditia he knew. The fear in her, when her husband had come before them.

Follow the journey of Aditia's love story to find her soul mate.