Feel Engineering

Forgive

Chapter 60 Forgiveness

"Bang, lebarina! I can't breathe this, pity the gini-depressed grandpa." Dea wriggled to escape from the shavings of Azka's legs and hands, he felt uncomfortable with his position lying on his stomach over Azka's body.

"Sorry, sorry." Azka then lowered Dea's body to her side again with a constantly expanding smile on her face. "Sorry daddy yeah, grandpa!" Her impression gently stroked Dea's stomach then rose and put her head in Dea's shirt, kissing Dea's stomach endlessly.

"Abang. um. geli tau!" Said Dea Kegelian, his hands caught Azka's head that was still hiding behind his clothes.

"Abang kangen very similar to you, so can not stay away." Azka then went back to lying on Dea's side then pulled her into her arms.

"I'm also kangen, kangeeeennnn very much the same brother. At night I'll miss just this hug." Dea's voice played her index finger on Azka's chest, like an abstract drawing gesture.

"Sorry daddy yeah, baby! Daddy's wrong." Azka tightened her embrace.

Dea's tears just slid away, she also felt guilty here.

For a moment they were filled with silence, pervading their respective heartbeats.

"What's the news about Chyntia?" Ask Dea suddenly.

Actually Dea already know the truth of the story when reading online gossip media, but he wanted to hear it directly from the mouth of Azka.

"Abang don't know how it is now," Azka took a deep breath, her gaze glaring at the ceiling of the room. It can be said, his misunderstanding with Dea all came from Chyntia. He tilted his body toward Dea, looking Dea in the eye.

"Abang has nothing to do with him. Our relationship is like friends of benefit, nothing more. He needs a brother to help him achieve his dream and brother needs a false status so as not to be disturbed by other women and also their parents who come and go to match his daughter with brother. You're the only one you want, not the other." Azka meant it.

A warm feeling permeated the whole body of Dea, she was deeply touched by Azka's speech. He smiled brightly, as bright as the sun was out there.

"If you can tell, since when did you love your brother?" Tanya Azka was serious.

Dea blushed, she smiled shyly.

"You like, of course, from the past, just like a brother," Dea said. "But if love, of course after marriage. No matter how much I like my brother, I still have common sense, especially after my brother broke my heart, yes, more feelings than like that I return to zero, I return to zero, but I can assure you he's never been to the minus, because I really can't hate you, brother,"

Azka was so stunned to witness Dea's confession.

"and after we got married, wanting her to stay at ground zero after my brother broke my heart for the second time that night, unfortunately this feeling kept growing shifting to the right, getting bigger, getting bigger, I kept growing and finally gave up. I really have fallen, fallen down in love with my brother. Finally I ventured to take more than the opportunity during our time together, even though I knew at the time that we would eventually split up, but that's not why I thought, maybe I could have a brother the other way," Dea took Azka's hand, brought her down to her stomach. "here! And now that I have it, the good news is that I am not only given him the same God, but the bonus brother too, brother's love!" Dea could not contain her tears that had run down the river now.

"Thank you for loving brother, thank you for forgiving brother, thank you for not hating brother, thank you for keeping our son here" said Azka stroking softly Dea's stomach, then his hand rose to wipe Dea's tears.

"Tomorrow, if I make a mistake, rebuke me, but please don't snap at me, if indeed his emotions are still at the top, brother may ignore my existence, so that I understand that brother does not want to be disturbed, if indeed his emotions are still at the top, and once your heart has calmed down, let me know so I can apologize. I don't want too many hurtful words coming out of our mouths, someday there will be our children who just need to hear good words from the mouths of their parents. I might not be able to hold on with my brother if you still can't control your emotions. If I forgive you now, that doesn't mean I'll continue to forgive you. One thing you need to remember, I have absolutely no tolerance for infidelity. So, if you're not in love with me, or there's another woman out there who makes you fall in love again, you say fine, I won't hold you back, brother, because for me, when my brother had kept another woman in the heart of my brother other than me, at that time I considered it the end of us. I do love my brother, but my love is not selfish, my love is full of logic, I'm a realistic person, I know when to fight and when to let go."

"Yes, my brother understands. You will try to improve yourself, as long as you are always on your side. Brother does not want to promise too much, it will carry a debt, make it not calm, but brother will try to bring our household to his heaven later. And you need your help with all that." Azka stared softly at Dea's face.

Dea nodded in agreement, he did not need an appointment, but proof.

Azka got up from the bed, she was standing by the window, her gaze staring far ahead. Not long before Dea also stood beside him.

"So, when's brother coming home?" Tanya Dea glanced at Azka.

"Go home, I mean, bang!"

Azka lifted her shoulders, "Abang just want to go home to the house you have in it, after all mother and father have kicked me out, he said can not go back if not a real man."

Dea shook her head and chuckled, "meaning that brother is homeless dong, don't tell me brother is also jobless now?" Tanya Dea tried to hold back her laughter from growing up.

Azka immediately pulled Dea's hand to make them cling to each other, their eyes glared at each other, "the branch did not care about all that, if it did not remember sin, if it did not remember sin, maybe my brother killed himself after my father and mother dumped me when you left me too. My life felt like it had no meaning anymore," Azka's slightly reddened eyes held her chest tightening recalling those difficult times, "maybe you should thank Aldo after this because he has helped you a lot, including being ustdaz." Azka smiled, revealing her white teeth.

"Sorry Dea yah bang, I don't know how hard it was my brother's life during my stay, ak-"

"Husss.." Azka placed her index finger on Dea's lips. "It's not your fault, it's the result of my stupidity. You know, what you're going through is a lot heavier than that, you have to apologize. You should punish your brother, because you deserve to be punished."

"Had it, I don't want to be complicated, tired of this heart if you keep the heartache and hard to forgive. Some of our problems are purely misunderstood, the reaction of both of us who are too excessive to react to it. I remember a wise sentence, a fool does not learn from experience, a smart person learns from experience, a wise person learns from the experience of others," Dea silently momentarily gazed into Azka's bead of eyes, "now we just need to be smart people, learn from our experience so that tomorrow we become wise people, he said, life is too short to make all the mistakes just to know what is right and what is wrong."

Azka smiled then gave a long kiss on Dea's head. "Not wrong mother choose you to be brother's wife, so more love deh."

"That's a theory, the practice we'll see."

They laughed, very loose.

"So, what are your plans after this?" Azka asked after their laughter had subsided.

Dea took a deep breath and then exhaled violently, she unraveled her embrace and turned her eyes back out of the window, "my contract period is three months bang, after which it was appointed as a permanent employee. It's been over a month. If I resign now, there will be a penalty. Actually not a matter of penalty, but not delicious, the company has met all the requirements that I apply, uh in the middle of the road stop. Like people don't have an adab it's bang."

Azka was speechless, right Dea said, but he also could not stay here for long, his responsibility at BM Shipyard was too big at this time.

"So? Do you want a long distance marriage? Sure enough? Honestly, I don't think I can go far from you anymore. Moreover, the condition of you being pregnant young like this, brother will not be able to calm down there leaving the two of you here."

"Yes, I don't want to split up again with my brother." Dea pursed her lips, "the smell of being spoiled continues the same brother." The tears of Dea had suddenly fallen.

Azka hugged Dea again..

"Tomorrow we'll go to your office!"

"For?" Tanya Dea scrunched her forehead.

"We'll see tomorrow."

Azka immediately carried Dea's body into her lap and carried her to the bed. They return to release the longing that is not finished.

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