Feel Engineering

Ignored

Chapter 47 Ignored

Azka rushed to the bathroom because suddenly his stomach felt nauseous, he was like a person who was removing all his stomach contents, but strangely that came out only a kind of concentrated water. Her voice kept blaring behind the bathroom door making Dea's sleep disturbed.

Dea immediately approached Azka, massaging her nape. Azka resigned because she felt very weak at this time. After feeling no more agonizing turmoil in his stomach, he brushed off Dea's still faithful hand giving a light massage on his back shoulder and neck.

Azka walked out of the bathroom and towards their bedroom. He cleaned himself first and then put on a cocoa dress ready to pray but instead of praying with Dea, he chose to leave the house.

Dea sighed softly, trying to remain prejudiced at her husband. It is better for the man to pray in the mosque, not at home if there is no Uzur syar'ie.

Dea prepares Azka's work clothes, prepares breakfast and does not forget to prepare a cup of Azka's favorite coffee.

As Azka came down the stairs, Dea knitted her eyebrows at Azka's appearance. He was not wearing the clothes he had prepared. A little disappointment pinched his heart.

Dea approached him, but Azka walked past him without a greeting or smile let alone a touch and a gentle kiss on his forehead like a normal morning.

Azka took a glass, Dea rushed to give a glass of water that he had prepared but Azka ignored him and chose to take his own drinking water.

Dea's heart was getting sore, his eyes had begun to tear up, his chest felt tight, like something was urgently stuck in his throat.

"Bang!" Dea hugged Azka from behind. "I'm sorry!" Finally collapsing also his defense, his cries broke.

Azka just stood there, choosing a thousand languages, not wanting to respond to Dea's speech.

"A. I asked ma.hiks.af. Brother.hiks.mistake understand. Hiks hyks. Aaku and hiks.bang Abi hiks.no relation ap.hiks.a-what. I'm just hikss cin-!"

Azka immediately asked him to be quiet with a hand code when his phone suddenly rang. He picked up the phone and then broke out of Dea's arms.

"Hello!"

" ............ "

"Yes, Chyn! You calm down first.. Slow down, what's wrong with you?"

" ........... "

"Okay.ok.you stay there, I'll be there soon. Don't go anywhere, okay!" Azka turned off her phone and hurried away from Dea with a very chaotic feeling.

Didn't Azka know that there are souls who need it more now?

Did Azka not realize if his decision to choose to go to meet other women when his wife is weak is the wrong decision and will be regretted for the rest of his life later?

Why is that empathy sometimes greater to others who are nobody than to those closest to us?

Dea shrunk her tears, she had been crying too much since last night. He sat staring at the breakfast he had prepared but was untouched. He took the plate and took the food for himself, laboriously swallowing the food, if he did not remember one life that was developing in his womb. He wanted to stop eating, stop breathing and stop living.

Again Dea stroked her queen's belly full of affection. "You're strong, baby, mommy will be strong. We must be strong! Mommy is strong because there is you. Accompany mommy well baby, we can definitely get through it."

Slowly but surely, Dea felt a little calmer after talking to her baby who was still as big as a sesame seed in her womb.

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Azka could not ignore the Chyntia telopon at that time because after the public knew the relationship ended with Azka, suddenly his job was reduced even some work contracts that were running were cut off next to the party. His parents were angry and kicked him out of the house.

Aldo himself no longer want to care about him, the disappointment felt by Aldo on Chyntia is too big. For years Aldo faithfully accompanied her in joy and sorrow, Aldo willingly lowered his pride in front of Azka, his best friend just to see Chyntia get his dream. But what he got was betrayal and hurt. For Aldo, Chyntia was already unforgivable.

Azka drove her car at full speed, after parking her original car in the basement of Chyntia's apartment, she ran to the elevator and climbed to the 5th floor of the Chyntia unit.

Previously Chyntia had sent a key password message to the door of her unit so it did not take long Azka had entered into.

Sure enough, Chyntia was already lying under the sofa. Azka shook her shoulders, occasionally hitting her cheeks softly, but there was no reaction. He checked his veins, still there!

Azka immediately lifted Chyntia into her lap then ran into the elevator and took her to the nearest Hospital.

After getting the action, after a while Chyntia was moved to the hospital room. Azka tried to contact Aldo but there was no answer. Azka just remembered that at this time Aldo must have been on a plane for a flight to Papua. Currently their company will expand to the easternmost island of Indonesia.

Azka contacts Chyntia's father but all she gets is caci maki, as well as Chyntia's mother.

Azka leaned her tired body on the sofa, sighing deeply. Chyntia was not aware yet, she could not bear to leave him. Suddenly he remembered Dea, his chest feeling tight thinking about him. The Banyangan Dea and Abimanaf laughed happily as the ring on Dea's finger continued to play on her eye sash.

It hurts! That's how he feels right now. But if his heart is asked what does it feel to Dea? He will answer, miss!

Azka missed her beloved wife. But he was not sure of himself, whether his longing could be an antidote to his anger at seeing Dea. He was afraid to hurt Dea again, and now he realized, he would regret it as he had regretted his actions.

Azka squeezed her hair rough, wanting to feel like she was screaming as hard as possible, until tired, until it ran out, so that after that she no longer had the strength to get angry.

"Ashka..!"

The sound of Chyntia's voice calling Azka's name.

"Yes Chyn, you don't talk. Rest up!" Azka approaches Chyntia and fixes her blanket.

"Don't stay with me, Ka." Chyntia's tears shed.

"Husss. Don't cry. I will accompany you here. I'm not leaving."

"Thanks, Ka." - "Thanks."

Azka nodded, "sleep again, I'll be waiting for you on the sofa there." Said Azka while pointing towards the sofa near the entrance of the room in their current place.

After making sure Chyntia was back asleep, Azka came out of the inpatient room to make a few phone calls.

He told his secretary Nisa that today he will not go to the office and divert all his meetings tomorrow.

For Dea, stop.. Azka thought disappearing for a day was enough for her to calm her mind. Let it be tomorrow after work he meets him and asks for an explanation. Azka, however, did not want her household to be in such obscurity. He will give Dea time to explain everything. If Dea and Abimanaf loved each other, Azka would let him go. Why live with a woman whose heart is owned by another man?

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