Feel Engineering

Live, Half Alive

Chapter 57 Live, Half Alive

Brakk!

A cell phone just fell with a voice that makes the heart of the owner must be sore to see it!

Dea was so shocked to see an expensive phone with a perfectly cracked screen lying at the tip of her foot. Dea lowered her head to pick it up, rubbing it over and over again hoping that her phone would be fine. Of course it was just his stupid mind, because seeing the appearance of the cellphone in his grip at this time, it was already very concerning.

"Sorry. sorry, sorr-!" Dea's eyes rounded as she looked up slightly at the face of the owner of the phone. "Ba,, Bang Azka!" He said slowly and then closed his eyes hard and shook his head. Thinking, maybe he missed her too much to see her face was in front of his eyes at this moment.

"Bang Azka." he said again reassured himself.

"Yes, why? Shocked?" Ask a slanted smile.

With a quick movement of Dea towards the door of his unit which was a few steps ahead, because of panic Dea had difficulty pressing his password code.

"Need help?" Tanya Azka stood beside him.

Dea ignored him and finally managed to open the door. He quickly closed it but Azka's feet held it down first. Then he entered and closed the door.

He threw a hat that covered his bald head post umrah, then without cue he immediately hugged Dea tightly, so tight that his feet slightly floated.

"Why so long? Why are you staying with me? I've been looking everywhere for you but not even a trace of you can find." Azka said repeatedly still hugging Dea.

Dea was like out of breath, still too shocked by this unexpected encounter. Azka broke her embrace looking at Dea's face full of longing and guilt. His body decays to its knees, hugging Dea's thighs and then showering his stomach with a kiss.

"Sorry daddy baby! Sorry daddy!"

Seeing that Dea had no response at all, Azka stood up and took Dea's hands into his grasp.

"Sorry brother" he said sincerely pleading.

Dea's eyes were glazed over, some tear-filled veins had already fallen on her cheeks. Truly, he was not ready to meet Azka at this time, but his longing was stronger than any pain he had ever felt.

Dea poured into Azka's arms, shedding all her longing, her wounds, her pain and her love.

"Big bang!" His words are behind his hiccups.

"Yes, you are evil!" Azka did not want to defend herself. In fact, he is unforgivable, perhaps!

"Its ugly!" Say again.

"Yes, the ugliest man in the world." He realized, his appearance was a little messy with sideburns and mustaches began to look thin black on his face.

"Which stinks!"

"Yes, ab--!" Realizing Dea's words, Azka immediately took off Dea's embrace and kissed her right arm and left arm in turn.

"It doesn't smell, baby!" Seriously said. "This is fragrant, it was a bath before Friday prayers!"

The deg!

Instantly Dea's heart pumped fast, making his blood rush to all corners of his body. His face reddened in embarrassment, hearing the word 'honey' from Azka's lips to him. Dea turned her face away, not wanting to meet Azka.

Azka cupped Dea's chin, stroked her gently then pulled her gently so she could see his wife's face perfectly. Dea followed, only she chose to lower her gaze.

"Darling, daddy's sorry. Mommy would you like to apologize daddy?" Once again Azka apologized with a tone made as marih as possible to make Dea feel amused himself hearing it.

Seeing the face of the Azka sangar with the head of plontos and feathers that grow on his face, following with his sturdy posture, it does not feel very bad with him talking spoiled like this. That's ludicrous.

"Where are you? You're not forgiven?" Azka followed Dea to her room.

"You pray!" Dea cuek.

Dea went into the bathroom and took ablution water, while Azka chose to lie on a soft mattress of Dea, not as big as their mattress at home, but this was enough to load their bodies both. Azka smiled to herself, she was so happy to be reunited with Dea in this way. It's unexpected!

"Honey, borrow dong's phone, brother wants to ngabarin brother friend who lives in the unit next to you. Don't let him think there's a nyulik brother anyway." Her ink as Dea came out of the bathroom.

"The look of a market thug weeks so where there is interest nyid, the kidnapper first!" Dea said while wearing her face then pulled the pillow that Azka wore on her head. "This is." he said showing the phone he took under the pillow then started praying.

Azka fiddles with Dea's phone after sending a message to Kak Limpo. Actually he was curious, how can Dea get to Dubai while he had checked the passenger name list to all airports and ports in Indonesia, but did not find his name there. But, it felt like this was not the right time to ask that, the most important thing right now was to get an apology from Dea.

"Udah finished?" Tanya Dea surprised Azka who was caught playing Dea's phone.

Azka can only grin a horse.

For a moment they were caught in silence. Dea chose to sit in the front seat of the dressing table, giving them some distance.

Azka was now sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Dea who seemed to be very busy playing mobile phones, ignoring her. Azka dead style, confused what to say, afraid of wrong talk. Listen, pregnant women are feeling very sensitive, moody is. He's afraid of being mispronounced, and he's being kicked out of here. But if you continue to be quiet like this, Azka also can not stand.

Azka moved closer to Dea then bent her knees and placed the left side of her head on Dea's lap, facing her stomach. With one hand, he circled around Dea's waist.

"Sorry!" Lirih.

Dea does not know how to respond to Azka's apology to him. He had forgiven Azka long before he asked for her, he could not really hate Azka even though the words he recited every day were about his hatred for Azka. His heart hurts more when he hates.

However, there were worries and fears lingering in his heart. Did Azka love her as much as she loved Azka? Would Azka never hurt him again like this? Because if that happens, Dea may no longer be able to bear it, and is not preventing better than treating?

Azka's body was shaken in Dea's lap, she was already unable to contain her feelings. He was afraid, afraid of not being able to get forgiveness from the woman he loved.

"Sorry! Sorry brother!" Azka raised her already reddened and wet face.

"Dear dear to you, Dea! Brother love you, very love, from long ago, long ago, sorry brother! Don't refuse brother's love, brother can't if you're not around. You've made my brother live half-dead after leaving, brother doesn't want to lose you again, ab-"

Dea's lips silenced Azka's lips quickly. He had already felt perfect just by hearing Azka's words just now.

There is no doubt, no fear, there is only a passionate feeling of welcoming the love of the man who loves him and loves him.

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This is the title of the chapter taken from the lyric piece of Christina Perri's song, jar of heart. So perfect the author😁 paper

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