Feel Engineering

Too Fast

Chapter 19 Is Too Fast

Azka

I stood in front of the door, unconsciously my hand gripped firmly the door leaf which now began to feel slippery because of the sweat that began to wet my body.

After the office, I want to see your condition first. When I was about to open the door that was already open a little, I saw the figure of Dea kneeling in front of the mother. They miss each other, their relationship is really like a mother and her biological child.

As I was about to leave them, suddenly my ears caught my mother's request to Dea to be my wife. I undo the intention to leave, back I peek inside, I am now perfectly eavesdropping on their conversation.

My heart felt in crumbs for the sake of seeing the face of Dea behind the arms of the mother's body. I could see a heavy burden and fear hanging on his face. Clearly his heart refused even though his lips accepted in front of his mother.

I really wanted to make Dea mine, but if it made her suffer, I wouldn't force her. But there was a mother in our midst. If Dea alone can suppress all his ego and sacrifice his future for his mother, let alone me who is his biological child. I love my mother so much, in her current state of weakness, there is nothing I want to do but make her happy.

All this time I thought Dea had more feelings for me, but I was wrong. I was too naive to see the madness of Dea long ago who always wanted to be with me, I assume that because Dea liked me even I had thought that I was the man of his future dreams. But looking at his face right now, I realized, there was never me in his future plans.

All right, I'll accept this arranged marriage plan, but I promise I won't be a hindrance to her getting her true love. Let me keep all these feelings.

Maybe by making him hate me even more will make this feeling disappear slowly. Or even it is my heart that will be further wounded and imprisoned by the Dea charm that I cannot escape.

I am now fascinated by her beautiful face, her tall body that looks solid but proportionate everywhere, her eyes that are always able to attract me drown in the depths of her charm, she said, lips as red as a peach that can not turn my eyes to always look at him, want to touch him and feel it.

"Bang Azka, how are you standing here?" Suddenly Caca surprised me that I didn't know since when he was here.

"Oh.that's.that brother just wanted to see mom." I was confused looking for an excuse.

"Come in, there's brother Dea tuh." Caca immediately opened the door wide and then approached the mother and Dea.

Inevitably I was forced to join them, I entered as if I had never heard anything about all their talk.

I could see Dea's tense and nervous face, moments like this, her level of beauty increased 10x that of her usual. In this case, how can you make you hate your brother more???

"Mother, Dea same Caca to Caca's room first, be a little maghrib." Dea said quickly and without waiting for the mother's answer she immediately pulled Caca's hand out of the mother's room.

I'm dicuekin.it's so tight!

"Where's bun? Healthy? Can you help me get into bed?" My attention now leads to my mother.

"Stage, all waiting for maghrib prayer." Answer mother.

"You've heard all that mother and Dea talk, haven't you?"

"You mean?" I asked him, pretending to know nothing.

"Not pretend you don't know that. Mother saw you peek."

"But you can tell?" I wonder, do you have a pair of eyes behind your body?

I can't avoid it anymore.

"Yes mother." I can only bow. Not knowing how to react.

"So how? Are you ready?" Tanya mom looked at me with meaningful eyes.

"But Dea doesn't like me, mother!"

Mother shook her head and smiled her smile, but the smile seemed to underestimate me.

"The woman's heart is like a rock in the ocean, no matter how hard it is, it will melt too as the waves that sweep it continuously without stopping."

"Just shower him with small but effective affection and attention, and he will love you more than you expect."

"Successful marriage is not the chapter of finding the ideal and perfect partner. Nor is it about how to always get along well without conflict throughout married life. In reality, there is no perfect human being in our time of life today. Everyone has flaws, weaknesses and other negative sides. Nor has there ever been a family that always got along well without conflict."

"If you see that there are many flaws in your partner, always remember that even you have many shortcomings, we may not notice them. Then how do you always blame the flaws, while you also have the flaws side?"

"If you are married to someone else, you will also find many shortcomings in others. Do not think if you marry someone else then you will find someone who is ideal and perfect. No ideal and perfect human being lives in our time. Everyone has flaws and weaknesses."

The long-winded advice flows gently from your lips and feels right through to your heart, as people say, something that is delivered with your heart is sure to reach the heart that listens to it.

Sayup-sayup heard the voice of adhan maghrib reverberating to the souls who love their Lord.

"Already maghrib, we pray first, after this you will immediately get married?"

"What??? But mom, isn't this too soon?" I was shocked to hear it, why should it be that fast?

"Keep, if not now, when? Wait for you to change your mind again and refuse to get married for some absurd reason?" Oceh mother did not accept.

"Well mother, anything for mother!" Pasrah. I will never win against Mom.

I helped my mother to the bathroom to take ablution. After that I went back to my own room, my body felt sticky, needed a bath, needed to refresh the body, especially refreshing the mind.

In the next few hours, I will change status, I am not alone anymore, there will be one soul that will be my responsibility both in the world and in the hereafter.

I can't imagine how Dea's reaction will be when you tell her that her marriage contract will be held tonight. I don't understand how you manage everything, which I know, this is not a difficult thing for father and mother.

Likely, this plan they have arranged in such a way, just ask for our approval, after that, abracadabra, not magic is not engineering, then their wishes are realized.

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PS: Nashat2 mother Aya was partly taken from the writings of Cahyadi Takariawan with a little change adjusting the story.