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Chapter 53 Advice

A hand patted me on the shoulder slowly, "thinking what? Seriously very."

I turned towards Rika's uni, the wife of Limpo's real sister from Padang. I smiled and shook my head, because I was not thinking about anything right now, empty just like that.

"Don't think too much, give yourself time to think and mature. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone fails, something can be corrected and forgiven, but something has to end." Soft talk.

Uni Rika and sister Limpo do know the problems I'm facing right now, there's nothing I can cover from them that I'm actually on the run. One thing I didn't say, my husband's identity. And they understand that. They are a very harmonious couple, very wise, probably due to the age factor as well. Limpo sister who I know 15 generations above me, means we are 15 years old, I can estimate, Rika's age with Limpo.

"Yes uni, thank you for your kindness." I teary-eyed.

"Sama-sama, we're glad you're here. Come on in, it's pretty hot. We'll tell inside."

I followed the steps of Uni Rika then sat on the sofa with her.

"Which kids, uni?"

"Against sleep, kacapean play." Answer smiled. "So, what's the plan now? Stay hidden or have any plans to see your husband?" Seriously ask.

"Come, uni. I still haven't thought about it." My answer was to sigh slowly.

"Sir papa, but do not be too long like this, want to be with your husband who is now or later you get married again, all there must be a problem, maybe even more complicated than today,"

I nodded in agreement.

"don't be a third-person problem, an economic problem or a family problem, loving the same person for a long time can be a problem for some people,

"Boredom, delusion, aridity, love's delusion, it is very likely to be obtained in a long time.  Every day meet the same person, interact with the same person, in the span of time married life. Life feels monotonous. Especially for a wife like this union who is full time mother at home, bored must sometimes hit, maybe the husband also never feel bored, but return it again at the initial intention when married, maybe the husband also never felt bored, marriage should be arranged forever. Marriage should not be intended for a while or for a limited time."

The deg!

Like an arrow stuck right at the target. The long sentences of Uni Rika are all piercing my heart right now. I could only bow down, permeating every word that uni Rika had slammed into.

"Divorce? It's allowed! But it cannot be planned from the beginning. Divorce is the last way out after all the way taken to maintain the integrity of the household."

My tears have run down the river, tissue is already on the table.

"Hope you think about all this carefully, do not rush to make a decision. Sometimes, one second of our impatience makes us regret for a lifetime. Think of yourself, think of your child at birth. He needs the figure of his real father, he is irreplaceable. Especially if your son is a girl, we don't know how to replace his father later, a lot of sexual abuse actually comes from the closest person, think about it!"

Again I could only wipe my tears and shrink the viscous liquid coming out of my nose. "Thank you, uni. Thanks for the advice!" That's all that can come out of my mouth.

Uni Rica approached me and gave me a firm hug. At times like this, what I really miss most is the embrace of bang Azka. Is it wrong if I miss him? It felt like this miss would never be finished, because even when she was still in front of my eyes I had missed her.

It was not wrong to decide here, after arriving in Surabaya, when the taxi I was driving was close to the Heny bulek house, my eyes caught two neat-looking men coming out of the fence of his house, I who was a little panicked immediately asked the taxi driver to continue driving and decided to find an inn that would be roughly unthinkable by the man om Bara.

After feeling the situation was safe, the next 3 days I took the opportunity to come again to the Heny Caucasian house. Unfortunately, the situation there is still under the supervision of the man om Bara. Never mind, I can't keep lingering here, I finally decided to fly to Dubai. Of course all my personal data was erased from the passenger's departure list. So, bang Azka is unlikely to be able to get my data at any airport in Indonesia.

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Azka

He spent the last two weeks punishing himself. He punished himself by being a janitor at the Istiqlal Mosque, he also asked the mosque manager to allow him to stay in the mosque environment during this sentence he lived. Actually, the manager of the mosque was hesitant, a child conglomerate wanted to be a cleaner, but finally allowed as well.

Here he began to find peace, met many good people and listened to the advice that made him so regret his past bad deeds.

Azka started packing some clothes that she had brought, starting tomorrow she will return to the office. He thought he had been thrown out of the house and company, apparently his father asked him to return to the office immediately. Not that Azka has been forgiven, this is just pure professionalism in work. Of course Azka did not refuse, like climbing the stairs, this was the first ladder for her to return home and get sorry for her parents.

"Assalamu'alaikum ustadz, bro!" Aldo greeted her with a big smile.

"Wa'alaikum salam. It's 1 hour late!" Azka was busy folding her clothes.

"Casual.quiet..patiently, bro! Understandably, my people are busy because they are dual positions, so GM assistant yes, so GM also yes. So, I'm GM's assistant GM." Seloroh Aldo laughed loudly.

Plaque!

The prayer floated in Aldo's face.

"It's a mosque, not a place of humor!"

"Surely, the pantesan Dea go, very sensitive menghalahin women who are more PMS."

"Just leaving!" Ignoring Aldo's protest, Azka walked straight to the car.

"Have you heard of Dea Blom?" Ask Aldo when he had driven out of the parking lot of the mosque.

Azka shook his head weakly, the man o-n-Bara found no trace of him at all.

"So, what's your next plan?"

"Find Dea, find Dea and keep Dea, see you."

"There is no intention of marriage?"

"Damn lo, what am I a man? One is not finished yet, this is marriage again. Your brain is sliding, Do."

"Yes.so men do not lash, like girls, the ego is lowered to zero if the wife is his own wife. If you say bokap, if outside you are a lion, in your house is a sweet cat." Said Aldo patronizing.

"Ciihhh.. marry sono! I have a lot of knowledge, just practice doang not yet." Azka said, "what office?"

"So boss, you already condition that Dea is out of the country again, and most people in the office think you don't come in because Dea anterine is gone."

Azka nodded her head. He did not expect the effect would be this wide, if office people knew, of course he and Dea would be gossip material. This really became a very meaningful lesson for Azka, how a mistake in dealing with problems can destroy many things. Including self-esteem.

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